Ghareba (9)

Mom closed the door and said "haa dalyaa golay"

"hehehe shagool" *blushed*

"ta3alay ge3day ya3mi ... gabel la nes3ad 7ag oboch shrayech eb 7amad?"

"mmm , chena khosh rayal"

"ee walla ehabloon , tara uma etyaneeen 7adha khosh wa7da"

"ee shakelha 6aybaa"

"ooff wayed .. tara sgheera .. tezawjat laman kan 3umrha 16 sena"

"mashalla hehe , yuma ..... chena ohwa a7la menni?"

"hehehehe laa mama thnenkum 7elwen"

"akeed ? mabi ygolon ba3den 6a rayelha a7la menha"

"la begolon thnenhum 7elwen..galich sh9ar awal madashaw?"

"la? sh9ar?"

"salamna 3ala ba3ath chan agoola mashalla hathy el walda sgheera? fa galli "la 3amety hathy ekhty" o th7akaw , ana tha7akt weyahum .. laman ga3adna i asked her "3ayal wain el walda laish mayat?"

"hahahahahaha!"

"walla shdarani fa she said "ana um 7amad" hehehe o 7amad said "3amety hathy umi kint ga3ed atghashmar ma3ach"

"ambaih hehehehehe"

"ee metna men el the7ek ya7leela ghashmerchi gelt eb galbi -zain el7amdela bacher betha7ek benty"

"yumah! hehehe"

"inzain yalla emshay 7ag oboch"

re7na 7ag baba o gelnala what happend , he was really happy for me , he called my brothers and tell them about hamad. after our long family talking i went to my room and called hamad
"helloo , ha umik shgalat"

"shofay latefhemen ghala6 bas ana gelt 7ag umi enich 3adeya ,, bs 3ashan mat7e6 ebalha eni abech bas 3ashan enty 7elwa .. gayelaha eni sa2el 3anich o wayed emd7och .. elmohem awal masakarna bab el sayara zafatni "7AMAD! 7aram 3alaik hathy 3adeya ? mashalla mashalal sh7alat'haaa kelesh matu3tabar 3adeya" hehehe"
"heheh"

"7adha 7abeteech o tgool enich dashetay galbha 3ala6ool ,, o wayed temda7 umich tgool yabakhatna en nasabnahum"

"walla a7na elli ya bakhatna fekum 7atan mama wayed 7abat ur mom"
"el7amdela el7amdelaaa tadren sheno mestanes"

"waaay 7atan ana" Our hearts are filled with joy today

"geltlaha bacher etkalem umich 3ashan tgolaha ena ana weyach nkalem ba3ath bel telephone"

"hehe zain akheran beser rasmiii"

"akheran!"

after sayin goodnights to each other , i shut the phone , closed my eyes .. and was picturing our wedding day ..
August 2006 , We were officially engaged "done with khe6bat 7arem and reyayel".. 7adadna elmelcha fe November , and the wedding is a few months away , ne9 January after i graduate from university..

safart ma3a mama london 3ashan ajahez .. and when i got back , the problems begins! ..we had been fighting like crazy o kela about silly things! i really like hamad , he is 6ayob , he tells me enna he loves me, he misses me, that I'm the most important thing in his life, and I know he means it because he always apologies , i don't want to lose him bas he's over 3asabi!
There have been many ups and downs, and it's been difficult to keep things stable, emotionally.. i had too many emotions going on at once.. It's just been really stressful , I have not talked about this to anyone, not even my parents because I feel it will make them very sad , i know that my life is about to change o i know hamad's going through a similar change, from single guy to married man , maybe 3ashan chethy 3a9abeyta zayda!
he used to visit me at home once a week , sometimes my family would join us for half an hour o ba3den they leave us alon , we order dinner .. nsolif .. we lough ,, laman eye , nensa ena kena metza3len , nser comletley different persons!
After our milcha .. i kept myself very busy with wedding preparations , elseb7 collage o min ared atghada then a7oos bel swega! .. o he was busy preparing our apartment -they were building it fe his parents house- .. i thought that will make us happy , but god we were more stressed out ! between time, and general expectations, o fighting with hamad ! i had to pull out my hair at one point or another!!!! matwaqa3t enna planning el.weddings are stressful!!

akher shay 7ashni enheyar! i was crying alot! 3ala atfah shay
"dalya 7abebty .. entay rakzay 3ala derastich .. o kelshay lah 3elaqa bel 3ers ana basaweh"
thank you thank you thaankk you! this time mom really helped!

it's hard to be sad when I was supposed to be "HAPPY" !

hef ... gharebaa..