Ghareba (11)

Well , i thought "yeey bas 3alay el invitation cards! thats easy" .. i was going to the damn ma6ba3a every single day -lemodat esbo3- and stay there for 2 hours or more , then go back home with nothing on my mind! i had a really hard time finding the right cards .. welmoshkela wana hnak 7amad tabdi 7aneta fa i cant focus! AAAHH

"mamaa bante7er"

"ana elli bante7er! tara y6awlon 3ala maye6b3on el crot shaklich betwahgenaa"

"i cant do it anymore .. khalas maby asawe 3ers"

"yanetay sa7 ? khalas dalya ana asawe el cart !" mom didnt had her wedding , so she was very happy doing mine .. am the bride right .. bas believe me when i say makent adre 3an wala shay!

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January 2009 .

Kanat fatrat finals , so hamad was already back to egypt .. ofcourse el yooom elli safar feeh sarat mana7a mo 6abe3eya! yoomha 7aset ena i really love him

"alla ykhalek latroo7" *crying*

"hehe 7abebty shlon maroo7 .. yalla mabuga shay 3al 3ers enshalla shahar setta el yaay entay ma3ay , o tara wala raye7 7adda 7ada bas sbo3en kelmara ag3ad hnak shahar"

"..."

"ba3ad 3ashan nolah 3ala na3ath"

"ana min al7een walhana 3alek"

"et7ebene dalooya"

"amoot feek"

"7ayatyyyyyyy ,, khalas bag3ad"

"heyaaaaaaaaa"

"heheheh , 7abebe 7e6ay balich 3ala nafsech mawasech"

"wenta ba3ad"

Laman rad hnak .. we call each other every day ofcourse bas akthar shay kenana nsolif ma3a ba3ath bel msn .. nafs ayam gabil! allaah thekrayat .. bas kan fe shay ghareb .. wayed ygooli ana baroo7 adres akalmich ba3den aw refejy yabi el labtop or baroo7 a6ale3 il tv , wel fatra elli ykalemni feha shwayya mo nafs gabel! ok yemken 3ashan adres .. bas 7amad yadres! i doubt .. o refeja yaby el labtop ? maybe .. watching tv shay moqne3 bas thats not 7amad elli a3arfa .. khalast finals .. i mean TAKHARAJT bage 5 days wered 7amad , and one week 3ala our wedding!



galli awal mate6le3en min el emte7an call , so i called him o it was 10.00 elseb7 , kan nayem cuz ma3enda shay elyoom so i texted him : 7ayatyy takharaajtt yooohooooo , elfal lik enshalla ;*

ba3dain dazet msgs to everyone i know bel kuwait , kent 7adi mistansa cuz i was met2akhra course! off enshalla ma akon saq6a eb mada wandeger! , awal maradait el bait nemt nomat "akher yoom final" ooff sheno kent halkanaa ! nase7a , if u r still studying , dont get married! .. 3ogob maga3adt masheft mena msg .. so re7t ga3adt ma3a ahali shway then joined msn..

MSN:

i saw him 7a6 (away) so ketabtla msg 3ashan awal mayeg3ad ham yshofa ..

TAKHARAAAAAAAJTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

hala 7ayatyyyyyyyyy mabrook , sheleh al7en badig

hamad calling .. "alo"

"3al barakaaaa haaaaaa shloonich o sheno sh3oorech"

"waay madre! a7es cheni enwaladt men yedeed hehehehe"

"hahaha shda3waaa yalla el fal leee"

"ameeen , mita ga3adt?"

"tawni , tekremen 6ala3t min el 7amam wela asma3 soot el msn , laish?"

"lana maradet 3ala msgyy"

"sorry baba walla tawni ga3ed"

"inzain yalla back to msn"

solafna taqreban 1 hour ba3den galli

dalooya 7abebe refejy yabe el labtop



oohooo hatha matheba7naaa!



masken thayeg khelga fashla areda

gola ga3ed akalem morty shyabi hatha tara bas gam ynarfezni ;S



hehehe , inzain agoola shway weredleyah



FINE! inta shbetsawe ??



mako , ba6ale3 tv



enjoy

galbi naqezni , wal7en ana fathya .. lazem a3aref shga3ed yser men waray .. so ga3adt afaker wafaker ... "ta3alay , sheno password emailah el qadem ?" i asked myself .. uhwa wala mara galii ,, bs yemken nafs password e mailah el yeded! [kina n3aref passwords ba3ath] aaaaaa chena hamadalx ,, la la akher mara ghayera sheno kan .. maybe hamad19** .. khal ajarebhum both .. i signed out min emaili ..

Username: watar***@****.com

Password: hamadalx

passworda el qadem .. o i was online! ,,
after 2 seconds :ookhh ..
3 seconds: i saw so many girls eb his list ..
5seconds: fe cham new mail ..
7 seconds: i was trying to read their nicks
9 seconds: i recieved msg min wa7da min el users "loool"
11seconds: one if his friends said "lawa3t chabda kelshway dash o 6ale3"
12 second: i was talking to myself .. na3am ? ga3ed yashbek min hal e mail min waray wela sheno ?? khal adesh 3ala e maila ashof sheno feh
14 seconds : he joined again so i was kicked out of his msn!

AYSHAY SA7! whats going on! dashet 3ala his inbox , ka feh forwards oo emailat min hi5 ! he said that he closed his account! ba3den faj2a 3allag el hotmail , i tried to join again bas 6ala3li enna el password ghala6!! damn

shasawe ? SHASAWE? i was shaking , scared , why he is doing this to me! after minutes he called
"alo" 3ade chena ma9ar shay

"hala dallooyya" so excited!

"hala 7amad"

"ha 7abebe shga3da etsawen?" yabi yet2akad etha chaketa wela la2!

"kint ga3da ma3a ahali o tawni dasha dari a6ale3 tv"

"she6al3en?"

"7a6a film hindyy"

"hehe yalla akhalech etkamlena"

"mategdar tashbek?"

"la lel7en el labtop 3end sa7bi" LIER!

"ok 3ayal byebye"

ohwa ghayar password emaila right , bs nesa yghayer his hi5 pass! .. dashet .. o sheft el hawayel , kel el banat elli eb his list ya showing their boobs aw labsa thong .. hal sowalef el araf .. o he was adding girls min el hi5 .. legeta dazlhum msgs min his hi5 account .. o i saw one of his cousins dazla

enta basik shlek eb hal sowalef khalas tezawajt

rad 3alaih : shqasdek ya3ni ra7at 3alena? la yuba , adre feek me7tar kaak

7amado min sijje , yalla bas etken o khal hal sowalef lena

rad 33alaih : yuba ma3alek menne khalni 3ayesh eb rebe3 laish et9ek 3ala weld 3amitek

ya 3ammi kaifek ana gelt ban9e7ek!

ambaih shal maskhara! madre shlon atsaraf! bage one week ! ONE DAMN WEEK! i cried hard that day .. i couldnt sleep ! laish ysawe chethy ! i just want an answer .. ! i called him around 1.00 el fayer ..
"aloo"

"ga3ed ?"

"ee 7abebe laish mo nayma"

"7amad sheno password emailik el qademm?"

"baaih naseeeh ! laish tes2elen laish?"

"la bas thayeg khelgy gelt yemken feh forward! athaye3 wagtyy"

"walla mathakeraa"

"khalas 3adey , 3ayal bag3ad a7oos bel net dam ma3endik labtop"

kan 3endi website .. laman a7e6 feh e mail a7ad ybayen etha ohwa offline wela online .. fa 7a6ait 7amads e mail watar**@***.com o 6ala3li ena he is online!
fa dazetla email :

Hi 7ayatyyyy .. tara ana adree ;)

yours: dalloya!

After seconds he called:
"hala!" emshayna el nafs

"hala daloya , shga3da etsawen?"

"geltlik watching tv! laish fe shay?"

"la bas entay fech shay?"

"la shfeni?"

"chenech emnafsa 3alay"

"la 3adey"

"met2akda?"

"7amad laish el este3ba6 ? a3teqed tadre shfeni?"

"la madre golele"

"laish etlef wetdor ?"

"sheno shsawet?"

"agool , etha darait shsaweet ta3al kalemni ,, o lesbo3 el yaay mako 3ers , ma3a el salama!"

i closed the line eb wayha o ga3adt abchii abchiiiiiiii! 7aywan laish chethy ysawe! i was really hurt .. he kept calling me o ana makent ared so dazli msg :

Plz dalya sheleh plzz khalene ashra7lich

called again..

"3ogob sheno ! sheno ebteshra7! sowad wayhik ?? laish 7amad laish" *crying*

"dalya walla asef , walla madre shfeni ga9 3alay el shay6aan .. ga3ed ebroo7e thayeg khelgy walla asef"

"hatha 3ethrek ? o ana wainyy ?? atrajak tashbek o eta3athar eb refejek athari tsilif ma3a hal mazbala!"

"dalya walla asef tegfeen sam7eni " "6elbay elli tabena wana 7ather"

"ta36eni el password al7eeenn"

"inzain shway wa36ech"

"AL7EEN! gabel la temsa7 ayshay"

"...."

"7amad khalas bye"

"enshalla enshalla walla ba36echeyah walla *sema3ta yabchi*! dalya walla a7ebech walla sharech o ana madre shlon sawet chethy o laish sawet chethy walla mali 3ether wala le wayh ajablech feeh tekfeen sam7enei"

i took the password , and changed it , i closed his hi5 account , and was thinking .. asam7a wela la2!?
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hey guys , wana akteb el post 7aset nafsi 7adi mesta3yelaa ! 6awaft wayed details ..

Bawada3kum ya a7baabi gha9eb welana mabii ,,
3asaKum Tethkroo 7ubii ,, Wala Tensoni Beghyabii

i'll miss you all ;**

Byee