Sunday, 26 July 2009

Ghareba (12)

Hey Guys ;*** La3yonkum

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he kept calling me and i simply ignored him !

I cried and cried tearlessly for what felt like days ..online affair ? I can't understand why you did what you did hamad.. WHY! it kills me ! aaakh i was really hurt! If he cheated on me once will he do it again? I was so scared .. don't know what to do , i dont have time to think , can I trust him again ? god help ! i don't want to rush a decision that I may regret later!! i can't tell anyone .. shagoolhum!!

i was laying on my bed , lost with my thoughts , staring at my ceiling drowning in tears all through the night till i fall asleep.



Next day , i woke up with a strong headache , a7es rasi thegel .. dashait el bathroom , washed my face , brushed my teeth , looked in the mirror , oohh god i can barley open my eyes , ambaih!! i looked miserable ! my eyes became too small and red! o fe tafkhat ta7at 3ainii ,, i freaked out! shagol 7ag ahali etha shafoni eb hal 7ala , i ran into my room and locked the door!



i grapped my mobile and found missed calls from him , maybe he called me 46 times! and msgs begging me to forgive him and not to break up o i saw weird msg mafahamta :

dalya 3afya etha umi s2eltech 3an shay goleelha enich fahma el mawtho3 ghala6 3ashan kha6rii plzzz dalya plzz ! .. sheno ya3ny shako uma bel mawtho3! sheft el missed calls again .. i found a missed call from his mom ! ne6art shway 3ala ma9a79a7t .. and then called her ..

Calling *Khalti Muneera* Tooot

"aloo"



"hala khalti"



"hala dalya 7abebty shloonich?



"el7amdella khalty entay shlonich??"



"el7amdela ................ shfekum entay o 7amad?"



"mafena shay"



"shloon mafehum shay ams dag 3alay eb ne9 el lail ygool dalya 3abalha eni akalem banat o matabi tsawe el 3ers ! sij uhwa ykalem banat??"



shit shit shit!!! ambaaihh .. "la khalty .. ethaher ana fahma ghala6"



"dalyaa golelee ana 7esbat umich , sij uhwa ykalem banat"



"la khalty ethaher ana fahma ghala6 enshalla entefaham ana weyah el yoom"



"dam fahma ghala6 laish etesare3en o takhbe9en weldi" wanqalaba el se7ro 3ala el sa7er!!!



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"alooh aked mafekum shay?"



"la enshalla mafena ella el 3afya!"



"marra thanya latakhb9oon galbi 3ala soo2 tafahum tara mafeni shadda"



"enshalla khaltyy"



we said our goodbyes and shut the phone , that ass made me lie for him o Igot all the blame! since i acted that way ma3nata deep inside i want to give him a second chance ! maybe it takes something like this to make him realize how close we came to losing each other . he was scared , for sure ,, 3ashan chethy he called his mother o khanbag and fetha7 nafsa in some way .. he kept callig me after I talked to his mom ..i joined his msn and cheeked the emails .. kanat sowalif 3adeya kan bs ethaye3 wagta .. inzain dam fathy laish maysolif ma3ay ! le hal daraja thamenni ya3ny ! i'll forgive him this time, but he better treat me good or else.

he kept texting me : dalya plzz reday 3alaayy



-dalya ana asef walla asef latsawen feni chethyy



I don't want him to feel that i forgive him that easy ,, I want him to suffer shway 3ashan y7es eb qemty .. ham el yoom .. mani raddaa 3aleh .. e7tereg eb mokanik 7amad



*msg recieved*

ana bel ma6ar etha maradetay 3alay walla la akheth agrab 6ayara wareed el kuwaitt .. 7aram 3alech dalya bagele final .. plz reday!









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Love Yoooooooou ;**

Thursday, 23 July 2009

Ghareba (11)

Well , i thought "yeey bas 3alay el invitation cards! thats easy" .. i was going to the damn ma6ba3a every single day -lemodat esbo3- and stay there for 2 hours or more , then go back home with nothing on my mind! i had a really hard time finding the right cards .. welmoshkela wana hnak 7amad tabdi 7aneta fa i cant focus! AAAHH

"mamaa bante7er"

"ana elli bante7er! tara y6awlon 3ala maye6b3on el crot shaklich betwahgenaa"

"i cant do it anymore .. khalas maby asawe 3ers"

"yanetay sa7 ? khalas dalya ana asawe el cart !" mom didnt had her wedding , so she was very happy doing mine .. am the bride right .. bas believe me when i say makent adre 3an wala shay!

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January 2009 .

Kanat fatrat finals , so hamad was already back to egypt .. ofcourse el yooom elli safar feeh sarat mana7a mo 6abe3eya! yoomha 7aset ena i really love him

"alla ykhalek latroo7" *crying*

"hehe 7abebty shlon maroo7 .. yalla mabuga shay 3al 3ers enshalla shahar setta el yaay entay ma3ay , o tara wala raye7 7adda 7ada bas sbo3en kelmara ag3ad hnak shahar"

"..."

"ba3ad 3ashan nolah 3ala na3ath"

"ana min al7een walhana 3alek"

"et7ebene dalooya"

"amoot feek"

"7ayatyyyyyyy ,, khalas bag3ad"

"heyaaaaaaaaa"

"heheheh , 7abebe 7e6ay balich 3ala nafsech mawasech"

"wenta ba3ad"

Laman rad hnak .. we call each other every day ofcourse bas akthar shay kenana nsolif ma3a ba3ath bel msn .. nafs ayam gabil! allaah thekrayat .. bas kan fe shay ghareb .. wayed ygooli ana baroo7 adres akalmich ba3den aw refejy yabi el labtop or baroo7 a6ale3 il tv , wel fatra elli ykalemni feha shwayya mo nafs gabel! ok yemken 3ashan adres .. bas 7amad yadres! i doubt .. o refeja yaby el labtop ? maybe .. watching tv shay moqne3 bas thats not 7amad elli a3arfa .. khalast finals .. i mean TAKHARAJT bage 5 days wered 7amad , and one week 3ala our wedding!



galli awal mate6le3en min el emte7an call , so i called him o it was 10.00 elseb7 , kan nayem cuz ma3enda shay elyoom so i texted him : 7ayatyy takharaajtt yooohooooo , elfal lik enshalla ;*

ba3dain dazet msgs to everyone i know bel kuwait , kent 7adi mistansa cuz i was met2akhra course! off enshalla ma akon saq6a eb mada wandeger! , awal maradait el bait nemt nomat "akher yoom final" ooff sheno kent halkanaa ! nase7a , if u r still studying , dont get married! .. 3ogob maga3adt masheft mena msg .. so re7t ga3adt ma3a ahali shway then joined msn..

MSN:

i saw him 7a6 (away) so ketabtla msg 3ashan awal mayeg3ad ham yshofa ..

TAKHARAAAAAAAJTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

hala 7ayatyyyyyyyyy mabrook , sheleh al7en badig

hamad calling .. "alo"

"3al barakaaaa haaaaaa shloonich o sheno sh3oorech"

"waay madre! a7es cheni enwaladt men yedeed hehehehe"

"hahaha shda3waaa yalla el fal leee"

"ameeen , mita ga3adt?"

"tawni , tekremen 6ala3t min el 7amam wela asma3 soot el msn , laish?"

"lana maradet 3ala msgyy"

"sorry baba walla tawni ga3ed"

"inzain yalla back to msn"

solafna taqreban 1 hour ba3den galli

dalooya 7abebe refejy yabe el labtop



oohooo hatha matheba7naaa!



masken thayeg khelga fashla areda

gola ga3ed akalem morty shyabi hatha tara bas gam ynarfezni ;S



hehehe , inzain agoola shway weredleyah



FINE! inta shbetsawe ??



mako , ba6ale3 tv



enjoy

galbi naqezni , wal7en ana fathya .. lazem a3aref shga3ed yser men waray .. so ga3adt afaker wafaker ... "ta3alay , sheno password emailah el qadem ?" i asked myself .. uhwa wala mara galii ,, bs yemken nafs password e mailah el yeded! [kina n3aref passwords ba3ath] aaaaaa chena hamadalx ,, la la akher mara ghayera sheno kan .. maybe hamad19** .. khal ajarebhum both .. i signed out min emaili ..

Username: watar***@****.com

Password: hamadalx

passworda el qadem .. o i was online! ,,
after 2 seconds :ookhh ..
3 seconds: i saw so many girls eb his list ..
5seconds: fe cham new mail ..
7 seconds: i was trying to read their nicks
9 seconds: i recieved msg min wa7da min el users "loool"
11seconds: one if his friends said "lawa3t chabda kelshway dash o 6ale3"
12 second: i was talking to myself .. na3am ? ga3ed yashbek min hal e mail min waray wela sheno ?? khal adesh 3ala e maila ashof sheno feh
14 seconds : he joined again so i was kicked out of his msn!

AYSHAY SA7! whats going on! dashet 3ala his inbox , ka feh forwards oo emailat min hi5 ! he said that he closed his account! ba3den faj2a 3allag el hotmail , i tried to join again bas 6ala3li enna el password ghala6!! damn

shasawe ? SHASAWE? i was shaking , scared , why he is doing this to me! after minutes he called
"alo" 3ade chena ma9ar shay

"hala dallooyya" so excited!

"hala 7amad"

"ha 7abebe shga3da etsawen?" yabi yet2akad etha chaketa wela la2!

"kint ga3da ma3a ahali o tawni dasha dari a6ale3 tv"

"she6al3en?"

"7a6a film hindyy"

"hehe yalla akhalech etkamlena"

"mategdar tashbek?"

"la lel7en el labtop 3end sa7bi" LIER!

"ok 3ayal byebye"

ohwa ghayar password emaila right , bs nesa yghayer his hi5 pass! .. dashet .. o sheft el hawayel , kel el banat elli eb his list ya showing their boobs aw labsa thong .. hal sowalef el araf .. o he was adding girls min el hi5 .. legeta dazlhum msgs min his hi5 account .. o i saw one of his cousins dazla

enta basik shlek eb hal sowalef khalas tezawajt

rad 3alaih : shqasdek ya3ni ra7at 3alena? la yuba , adre feek me7tar kaak

7amado min sijje , yalla bas etken o khal hal sowalef lena

rad 33alaih : yuba ma3alek menne khalni 3ayesh eb rebe3 laish et9ek 3ala weld 3amitek

ya 3ammi kaifek ana gelt ban9e7ek!

ambaih shal maskhara! madre shlon atsaraf! bage one week ! ONE DAMN WEEK! i cried hard that day .. i couldnt sleep ! laish ysawe chethy ! i just want an answer .. ! i called him around 1.00 el fayer ..
"aloo"

"ga3ed ?"

"ee 7abebe laish mo nayma"

"7amad sheno password emailik el qademm?"

"baaih naseeeh ! laish tes2elen laish?"

"la bas thayeg khelgy gelt yemken feh forward! athaye3 wagtyy"

"walla mathakeraa"

"khalas 3adey , 3ayal bag3ad a7oos bel net dam ma3endik labtop"

kan 3endi website .. laman a7e6 feh e mail a7ad ybayen etha ohwa offline wela online .. fa 7a6ait 7amads e mail watar**@***.com o 6ala3li ena he is online!
fa dazetla email :

Hi 7ayatyyyy .. tara ana adree ;)

yours: dalloya!

After seconds he called:
"hala!" emshayna el nafs

"hala daloya , shga3da etsawen?"

"geltlik watching tv! laish fe shay?"

"la bas entay fech shay?"

"la shfeni?"

"chenech emnafsa 3alay"

"la 3adey"

"met2akda?"

"7amad laish el este3ba6 ? a3teqed tadre shfeni?"

"la madre golele"

"laish etlef wetdor ?"

"sheno shsawet?"

"agool , etha darait shsaweet ta3al kalemni ,, o lesbo3 el yaay mako 3ers , ma3a el salama!"

i closed the line eb wayha o ga3adt abchii abchiiiiiiii! 7aywan laish chethy ysawe! i was really hurt .. he kept calling me o ana makent ared so dazli msg :

Plz dalya sheleh plzz khalene ashra7lich

called again..

"3ogob sheno ! sheno ebteshra7! sowad wayhik ?? laish 7amad laish" *crying*

"dalya walla asef , walla madre shfeni ga9 3alay el shay6aan .. ga3ed ebroo7e thayeg khelgy walla asef"

"hatha 3ethrek ? o ana wainyy ?? atrajak tashbek o eta3athar eb refejek athari tsilif ma3a hal mazbala!"

"dalya walla asef tegfeen sam7eni " "6elbay elli tabena wana 7ather"

"ta36eni el password al7eeenn"

"inzain shway wa36ech"

"AL7EEN! gabel la temsa7 ayshay"

"...."

"7amad khalas bye"

"enshalla enshalla walla ba36echeyah walla *sema3ta yabchi*! dalya walla a7ebech walla sharech o ana madre shlon sawet chethy o laish sawet chethy walla mali 3ether wala le wayh ajablech feeh tekfeen sam7enei"

i took the password , and changed it , i closed his hi5 account , and was thinking .. asam7a wela la2!?
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hey guys , wana akteb el post 7aset nafsi 7adi mesta3yelaa ! 6awaft wayed details ..

Bawada3kum ya a7baabi gha9eb welana mabii ,,
3asaKum Tethkroo 7ubii ,, Wala Tensoni Beghyabii

i'll miss you all ;**

Byee

Wednesday, 22 July 2009

Ghareba (10)

hey guys i'll try to post kether ma agdar gabel la asafer ;*
2nd post
enjoy..
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"fy shay thani emthaygech?"

kent metradeda agolaha

"dalya ana umich latkheshen 3alay!"

"mama 7amad wayed 3a9abi"

"ya3ny le ay daraja 3a9abi?"

"emm ,, wayed yetnajar!"

"ee 3ade kel el nas yetnajroon" sij ? i thought el makh6oben/malchen are the happiest nas ever!
"wala mara sema3t ena fe wa7da metnajra ma3a rayelha!"

"la 3ade yetnajron , bs entay matadren la2ana lich el thaher" o g3edat tsolefly 3an married couples bel 3ayla , and i was really shoked that day! ma3qola ! the looked so happy

"dalya ya 7abebty el byoot asraar wel fighting is a normal part of any relationship , bel3aks entaw chethy ga3den eta3arfon 3ala ba3ath"

*silence* maybe she's right

"sheno entay mogadra eta7amelenah?"

"embala bas madre sheno asawe 3ashan may3a9eb"

"ya3ny its more like fight wela argument?"

"argument bas eb soot 3ale , ya3ny nejra mamaa nafs el shay!"

"maykhalef mama 7e6ay nafsech mokanah masken yred min el dawam ta3ban yadoob yetghada o yjabel el 3umal 7ata magumtaw tshofon ba3ath kether ayam el khe6ba"

"ee sa7"

"yalla mabuga shay enshalla o teftakon min hal loya .. eh sij leget wa7ed ysawelech kilshay min A to Z , bs elli 3alaina el invitation cards wel 7elow"

"yalla zain wain? .. o tara el raya yabon 3arbon"

"khalas bacher nge6 3alehum 3arbonhum wenroo7 el sal7eya .. ma7al esma bouquet"

"hatha mo elli ybe3 ward?"

"eeh nafsa"

"khalas okay .. tara hamad asked me when we gonna buy el shabka ! shagola ga3ed y7en"

"laykon geltela ena u already have it?"

"laa yam3awda nesetay shsawa yoom re7na neshtere el ring!"
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my engagement ring story!..
gabel el melcha he asked me to choose a ring and then he'll go and pay for it , i asked him "shkether el budget?"
"kaifech dalloy mako shay yeghla 3alaich"
so me and mom went to the xyz diamonds shop , elli i already akhatht shabkety mena.. i love this shop gher 3an baji el ma7alat eli bel kuwait , sheghla kela European style , awal madashena
"ya ahlan wasahlan kefkon"
"ebkhair enta shlonik?"
"neshkor allah .. amteen el 3ers" kelmara yshofna yes2al nafs el so2al
"enshalla fe january" mama 6ala3atni o th7ekat! cuz dayman tgol ena ma7ad garedna ela uhwa lol
"be sho akhdemkun elyawm?"
"aby khatam"
"la sho sar lalkhatam elli akhado jassim"
"mu jassim hatha esma 7amad"
"yekhzi el 3ain 6ayeb" way malgof! dash dakhel o yable 4 rings
"haydol jdaad , sho badek teshrabi em dalye?"
"mashkor tawna sharen , ha dalya shrayech"
i one of the rings looked really nice .. "mama hatha eyanen khal agesa"
"ee sh7alata ana 3ejabni bas sekat .. ebcham hatha?"
"hayda 7a22o.." ga3ad y6ag6eg eb his calculator "bs chena kber shway"
"benday2o wala yhemek , hayda eb 1,450 kd"
"hamad cham gayelech?"
"ygool kaifech"
"nazel shway ana sharya menek wayed"
"tekrami eza badek yah ba3mulik khasem" "beseer 1,200"
"ha shrayech?"
"ana sh3alay call 7amad"
dialing , toot tooot
"hala 7abebee legetay shay?"
"ee leget khatam mo 6abe3ee al7en adez sorta mms"
"eb cham?" eeww! awal mara we talk about money!
"kan eb 1,450"
"ee?"
"sar eb 1,200 .. zain?" mom and elbaya3 were looking at my facial expressions
"ENTAY MIN SIJECH WELA ETAGHASHMERAIN?" ashartl'hum and excused myself to go out of the shop
"awal shay mala da3e tsarekh! thani shay ana sa2altik shkether mezanetech wenta geltli kaifech!"
"DALYA ENTAY MATFAKREN!"
"7amad! ana wagfa eb mall o fe nas ray7en o raden ma agdar at7acha , betgol mezanetek wela la2!"
"mani gayel! o shofelech shay aqal , ana waray bunyan waray ta2theeth waray 3amat 3ain shal ananeya elli fech"
"bye hamad!" khnegatni el 3abra! ambaih laish chethy y7acheni! o 3ogob kel hatha murathy ygoli el budget .. dashet el ma7al with fake smile on my face "amm , warni shayy thani ykon kobre o ser3a aqal shway mani ga6a 3ala shay kbeer"
"tekrami" dakhal elli kanaw mawjoden .. mom asked "ma3a6ach mezaneya" i nodded NO , yab gher'hum
"shofi mama hatha waaayed 7elow"
"aih bejanen 3alaiky jarbeh" kan 7elow , bs mo wayed .. yanas its my ring aby shay ykon kha6ri feh .. umi g3edat taqna3ni eni akhtha "wayed 7elow o 3amali 7ag kilyoom o latez3elen entay 3endech khatam kber eyanen mal el shabka , hatha zain 7ag kelyoom" she was right .. after emkasar el baya3 he said "wallahi aktar men haik mabnazel matez3alo" i called hamad "alo"
"hala!" nafseya
"800 zain ?"
"testa3be6ain ? wela testa3be6ain?"
"7amad , 800 zain?" mom said "etha mobilech yga6e3 6el3ay bara" 6ala3t barra and said
"inta shfek bs taby etenajar"
"intay elly shfech? laish mat7esen feni ? ana mathqoo6 o 3alay eltezamat ! tara 7atan ana basawe 3ers mo bas entay .. bla bla blah" ambaih la2 mo sij! madre he's bakhel , wela his family not helping him ? sara7a ma adre la 3an wath3a wala 3an wath3 ahala el mali!
"plz bala nejra goli mezaneya 3ashan ana weyak nerta7!"
"akthar min 500 magdar!"
"bas khalasna laish el 6wala! yalla akalmik later"
"sheno laish el 6wala entay matfakren bro7ech lazem ana agool ?"
"ee lazem ana shdarani! yalla entenaqash later umi tnadeni" eeff!
dashet el ma7al wana maqmota! min wain ayebla ring eb 500! "ha?"
"gal 500" o ga3adt abchyy
"yee shobakeee leh 3am tebkee"
"ya3ny bakheth sha mo ebkha6ri o ham mo3ajba" *snif snif*
"khalas 3a6na hatha , i'll pay you 300 o khala yedfa3 el baje , bs 7e6la bel fatora ena se3ra eb 500 ok?"
"tekrami .." "ha dalya nakhtha?tara wayed elegant" "mashkora yumaa"
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"eeh ashwa latgolenla! khanfaker eb salfa o yser kher , bs golela laman nkhale9 haylatna nshof"
"ok"
re7na ana o mama to meet el wedding planner ahmad , 7ada khosh rayal o fahem , i told him ena aby style el 3ers to be modern , he asked me about el theme colours .. tawni bared 3aleh Beep beep msg recieved from hamad : wesaltaw?
i replied : yes
"DALYA! wagta telephonich! sekkeh"
"sorry ahmad , aby kelshay offwhite wel flowers pink" he promised me that he'll do his best , o galina to come back next week 3ashan ywarena fekreta "enshalla ana elly ra7 ayelek la2anna benty 3endaha derasa"
"plz aby shay 7elow"
"akeed lat7aten hathy som3at el ma7al o aked ra7 asawelich shay emratab"
"hehe thank you sij designatik 7elwa"
"khalas entay lat7aten enshalla kelshay ra7 ykon 3ala thoqich , bs 3ad entay roo7ay nagelech el cards"


laman 6ala3na min el ma7al i saw many msgs min 7amad min 6agat :
-geltele shesem el ma7al?
-aloo ga3ed adeglich laish matreden
-t7agren ha mashy ya dalyaa
+ missed calls , 6ab3an enzafet laish eni mashelta , yaby y3aref kel el details o mom galatli "latgolenla 3an wala shay" dayman y2atheni laman aro7 shopping , ynarfezni eb 7aneta o as2elta elli malha da3e !! bs ham he's CUTE!

Ghareba (9)

Mom closed the door and said "haa dalyaa golay"

"hehehe shagool" *blushed*

"ta3alay ge3day ya3mi ... gabel la nes3ad 7ag oboch shrayech eb 7amad?"

"mmm , chena khosh rayal"

"ee walla ehabloon , tara uma etyaneeen 7adha khosh wa7da"

"ee shakelha 6aybaa"

"ooff wayed .. tara sgheera .. tezawjat laman kan 3umrha 16 sena"

"mashalla hehe , yuma ..... chena ohwa a7la menni?"

"hehehehe laa mama thnenkum 7elwen"

"akeed ? mabi ygolon ba3den 6a rayelha a7la menha"

"la begolon thnenhum 7elwen..galich sh9ar awal madashaw?"

"la? sh9ar?"

"salamna 3ala ba3ath chan agoola mashalla hathy el walda sgheera? fa galli "la 3amety hathy ekhty" o th7akaw , ana tha7akt weyahum .. laman ga3adna i asked her "3ayal wain el walda laish mayat?"

"hahahahahaha!"

"walla shdarani fa she said "ana um 7amad" hehehe o 7amad said "3amety hathy umi kint ga3ed atghashmar ma3ach"

"ambaih hehehehehe"

"ee metna men el the7ek ya7leela ghashmerchi gelt eb galbi -zain el7amdela bacher betha7ek benty"

"yumah! hehehe"

"inzain yalla emshay 7ag oboch"

re7na 7ag baba o gelnala what happend , he was really happy for me , he called my brothers and tell them about hamad. after our long family talking i went to my room and called hamad
"helloo , ha umik shgalat"

"shofay latefhemen ghala6 bas ana gelt 7ag umi enich 3adeya ,, bs 3ashan mat7e6 ebalha eni abech bas 3ashan enty 7elwa .. gayelaha eni sa2el 3anich o wayed emd7och .. elmohem awal masakarna bab el sayara zafatni "7AMAD! 7aram 3alaik hathy 3adeya ? mashalla mashalal sh7alat'haaa kelesh matu3tabar 3adeya" hehehe"
"heheh"

"7adha 7abeteech o tgool enich dashetay galbha 3ala6ool ,, o wayed temda7 umich tgool yabakhatna en nasabnahum"

"walla a7na elli ya bakhatna fekum 7atan mama wayed 7abat ur mom"
"el7amdela el7amdelaaa tadren sheno mestanes"

"waaay 7atan ana" Our hearts are filled with joy today

"geltlaha bacher etkalem umich 3ashan tgolaha ena ana weyach nkalem ba3ath bel telephone"

"hehe zain akheran beser rasmiii"

"akheran!"

after sayin goodnights to each other , i shut the phone , closed my eyes .. and was picturing our wedding day ..
August 2006 , We were officially engaged "done with khe6bat 7arem and reyayel".. 7adadna elmelcha fe November , and the wedding is a few months away , ne9 January after i graduate from university..

safart ma3a mama london 3ashan ajahez .. and when i got back , the problems begins! ..we had been fighting like crazy o kela about silly things! i really like hamad , he is 6ayob , he tells me enna he loves me, he misses me, that I'm the most important thing in his life, and I know he means it because he always apologies , i don't want to lose him bas he's over 3asabi!
There have been many ups and downs, and it's been difficult to keep things stable, emotionally.. i had too many emotions going on at once.. It's just been really stressful , I have not talked about this to anyone, not even my parents because I feel it will make them very sad , i know that my life is about to change o i know hamad's going through a similar change, from single guy to married man , maybe 3ashan chethy 3a9abeyta zayda!
he used to visit me at home once a week , sometimes my family would join us for half an hour o ba3den they leave us alon , we order dinner .. nsolif .. we lough ,, laman eye , nensa ena kena metza3len , nser comletley different persons!
After our milcha .. i kept myself very busy with wedding preparations , elseb7 collage o min ared atghada then a7oos bel swega! .. o he was busy preparing our apartment -they were building it fe his parents house- .. i thought that will make us happy , but god we were more stressed out ! between time, and general expectations, o fighting with hamad ! i had to pull out my hair at one point or another!!!! matwaqa3t enna planning el.weddings are stressful!!

akher shay 7ashni enheyar! i was crying alot! 3ala atfah shay
"dalya 7abebty .. entay rakzay 3ala derastich .. o kelshay lah 3elaqa bel 3ers ana basaweh"
thank you thank you thaankk you! this time mom really helped!

it's hard to be sad when I was supposed to be "HAPPY" !

hef ... gharebaa..

Monday, 20 July 2009

Ghareba (8)

Long post , ta3abt :P enjoy ;*
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i was nervously waiting mom to come back home , ehya tred min el dawam 3.00 , so u can imagine shkether ne6art!

msg recieved from hamad: daloya etha umich yat degele basma3

replied : ok .. i will not!! ..
finali its 3.00

"hala yummaa"

"hala 7abebty .. khwanich naymen"

"ee , n7e6 el ghada? baba byet2akhar"

"ee yalla albes waye asoliflich"

i saw her comming with a smile on her face "so? sh9ar"

"kent ga3da eb 7osti , wela ye6la3li raqmich 3ala my screen bedon your name! staghrabt .. shelta gelt "hala dalya" wela rayal yred 3alay ! "hala 3amity" wakhart el mobile 3ashan a6ale3 el raqam mara thanya wela mako shay lany shelta already , sa2alta "MINO ENTA shfeha dalya" 3abali fech shay hehe , wela ygoli "ana 7amad 3amety" etsadgen mastaw3abt shelsalfa fa gelt aked el mobile kharban "haala haala 7amad" "3ala maw3edna el yoom 3amity" "ee 7ayak 10.00 ana na6retek ""ok ana ba6la3 al7en wenshalla 10.00 ana 3endech" .. sakarta mina o sheft raqma! wela nafs raqmich sob7an allah! gharebaa"

"ambaih sij yuma! wareni"

6ala3at mobile'ha o waratni el raqam .. heh ya7lelha mama

"okh ee walla ghareba shlon chethyy!" cheni madre!

"hehe eee 7ata laman gelt 7ag oboch staghrab!"

"inzain shlona?"

"tadren dalya ana wayed ahtam bel mawa3ed .. 3asher ella khams nadatni el secertera .. 6ab3an ana kent metwatra shway so kent eb maktab flana asolif weyaha o esta2thant .. dashet wela mel7 el denya ga3ed eb maktebi"

"sij yummaa"

"eee mashalla laylaha ella alla mel77 mel7"

"shloon shakla golelee"

"shofay ohwaa taqreban 6ool oboch ya3ny feeh 178 cm , o ma3ana labes deshdasha embayen jesma reyathy mashalla , o emsawe thech el nasfa elly maye7tay"

"hehehe yuma et'tha7ken" she was so happy

"ee , o 7a6 saksoka , o 3enda qamaza etyanen , o throosaa beeeeth le ebtesam y6aye7 el 6air min el sema .. ooh bekhte9ar kelshay feh 7elow"

"allaah hehehe .. yuma chenech zaygha 3aleh" mashalla ! i didn't notice ena 3enda qamaza!

"sara7a 7abaita , laygen 3ala ba3ath , mo fahad , 7ada ra7 y9eer huge la2anna wayed wayed 6uweel o yathel o 3adey , mara7 ya3jebech" yeeey

"inzain o shakh9eita?"

"la mashalla muta7adeth jayyed,watheq men nafsa , ga3ad ysoolif .. o gali ena ga3ed ykamel master"

"mashalla ya7lela"

"ee o ymot 3ala shay esma ba7ar .. geltla ena 7ata entay t7eben el ba7ar fa stanas"

"allaaahh"

"bas feh 3aib"

"sheno??"

"a7es enah 3a9abi shway.. geltla tara benty hadyaa o malha 7es mo t6ayer 3a9afer galbha , chan ygooli laa khalty a7e6ha be3yoni o wayha sar a7mar cute"

o solefatli 3an wayed ashya2 i already know about him ..

"hehe way 7ada cute .. so al7en sheno"

"shofay ana 7abait hamad akthar min fahad.. min na7yat ahala , oboch sa2al 3anhum wayed yemde7onhum o ygoolon khaltech eth'habaa , uhwa shakh9eyta qaweya , his look .. wayed emratab .. o et7esena rayal"

i smiled..

"bas al7en lazem nmur bel rotein elli el kil ysaweh.."

"oki thanks mama" i kissed her . after eating our lunch i went to my room to call hamado

"Helloooo"

"ha umich yat?"

"eee yat o taghadena o solafna 7ashena fek shway hehe"

"ayshay laish madagetay 3alay?"

"kaiifyyyy"

"hehe , inzain bashray"

"umi 7adha zaygha 3alek"

"7elfaaaaaaaaaaay"

"wallaaaa hehe"

"oofff raya7teni! ,, welak tadren sheno kent metwater"

"ee 7atan ehya kanat metwatra , bs tgool enik garrag hehehe"

"golaaay wallaaa ! ooff fashlaaa"

"la la age9 3alek , emde7tek o wa9eltik el sema sh3alaik"

Later .. his mom called my mom o 7adedaw maw3ed next week 3ashan eyon o yshofoni , o 3ala asas ena awal mara ashofa ..
"mama ba3ad shway mayo betmurni 3ashan aroo7 el soog"

"ok 7abebty ekhthay carti telgena bel jan6a"

"okay thanks" i kissed her forehead and ran to her bag

"dalya mo 3alabona el cart ma3ach te9lekheni bel fatora"

"hahaha Mama don't worry"

Ana and May ga3adna nsolif all the way to the mall , i can tell u ena she was really happy for me , MAY I LOVE YOU , farena kel swegat el kuwait ..
"ekhtheeeeeeeeee wayed 7eloww"

"eeff ma7es ena ana! way may tara awal mara ra7 yshofni labsa dress"

"wallah kel elly gestehum 7elweeenn"

"la laa .. enkhaleh ebalna o khandawer yemken nelga shay a7la"

"waaay 3ashan chethy umich ga6etech 3alay et3elen"

"hehehe sorry may 7e6ay nafsech mukani"

"inzain inzain yalla emshay jedami , bs ra7 a7jezlich hal dress , yalla feskhay o 3a6eneyah"

i closed el fitting room door o 7ethaft 3aleha el dress min foog and screamed "MAYOOO A7EBECH" "a7ebech not YALLA 6EL3AY"

after all the 7osa finaly i found my perfect dress "allaaah e3aqed"

"ooff 7addaa plz take it don't think twice"

"hehe walla bakhtha yalla emshay , ba3den khandawer shoes"

"NOO PLZ! bacher mo elyoom"

"hehehe ambaih! 7adech ebten7ashen mene bacher"

"hahaha chenech tadren!" after 5 hours of 7osa , she drove back to my home .. "may jad thank you"

"7ayaty shda3wa masaweet shayy .. bacher tezahbay at 6 bamurech okay" I got out of the car and headed to mom's room

"mamaaa shofay el dress"

"allaaah walla entay elli em7aleta"

"laish mo 7elo?"

"hehehehe way dalya ! embala wayed 7elow"

"zain ashwaaaaaaa" 3a6et mama her card o re7t my room to call hamad

"zain thekarteni!"

"hehe sorryy ,, banat o 7a6et'hum bel soog .. sadegni maykhalson"

"hehe shakle bata2affa ba3den"

"hehehe eee 7adek"

"mako shay yeghla 3alech daloy , sheno sharetay?"

"bas el dress o bacher bakamel el 7osa"

"OLLAAAAA min sijech!"

"ee way shasawe sakar el soog"

"hahaha atwaqa3 lo maysaker chan nayma 3endhum , el 7amdela a7na faken 3umrna deshdasha o ghetra wengez"

"eee hehe yabakhat'kum"...

Last week .. kan wayed loya ! akheran ,, ya elyoomm o i'll see him metzagret and i'll meet his mom , enshalla she likes me .. i texted hamad : tara mobiley SILENT la2anni eb 7osa , o aked u 7ayes 2 .. See you tonight :D
replied : ee wallah chenech 7asa feni .. C U
after my long long shower , i stood infront of my mirror to decide , what to do with my hair ! i didnt think about it earlier , so i took my Marni dress and give it to mama 3ashan tbakhra o asked her "mama, waivy wela straight?" "kelshay 7elo 3alech elli asra3 saweh" wayed she helped! straight is better , lanna marat el waivy yse7 o y3afes el mawtho3! After my hair was done, i took out my make-up , put eyeliner to my eyes ambaih el yoom .. belqaseb thuba6 because of my shaking hands! applied shwayyat blusher to my cheeks , and a beige Rose lipstick.

6.30 .. mesakt my mobile o i saw msg recieved from hamad: Daloy latalbesen ka3ab
yetghashmar sa7! ma3endi ella hal heels!ba3den he's tall laish ma albes ka3ab! mo ebkaifa .. I put on my pumps and went downstairs to our 9ala .. "haaa sheno sh3orech"
"hehe mama 7ade khayfa"

"bel3aks khalech wathqa min nafsech gomar mashalla"

i blushed! "mama chena 7ar"

"la2! ana emthalja , lanich mesta7ya et7esen ena 7ar"

"maybe , enzain meta galaw beyoon?"

6ala3at her watch and said "7.30 mabuuga shay!"

7.30 sharp * ding dong *
"kahum yaw , yalla deshay dakhel ba3den anadech"
there was a small room next to the sala , dashet dakhel .. WOW a7es cheni raktha all around kuwait .. i heared them entering our house , i hear talking .. bs madre shegolon elsoot shway b3eed , they were loughing .. i was wondering what about ! i cant imagine how it will be ....... this time.

the maid came to me "mama called you" "yalla ok" there was no mirror fe hal room , so i was looking at my reflection 3al tv screen! khazet el screen .. way maybayen shay .. maybe 6awalt lanna mom yatli "yalla emshay shetsawen!" she whispered , she walked outside the room toward elsala o i was following her walking slowly , akhaf at3archab wela shay!

Kanat his mom ebwayhy bas ambaih a7es ena she is far FAR away .. i was ray7a sobha o i can read her lips saying "mashalla mashalla" o she had this kind of smile -->> :D she was amazed ! .. i said "elsalam" o kent really mesta7ya she countinued saying mashalla! .. salamt 3aleha , gave my mom PLZ HELP ME smile , kint lel7en wagfa "ma salamtay 3ala 7amad" as always she twahegni bedal la tsa3edni! "hala 7amad" he stood up admiring me with his looks "hala feech" damn he's gorgeous with his ghetra and dishdasha .. wegafna emtan7en eb ba3ath for seconds then mama said "ge3daw shfekum wagfen" she and khalty giggled .. ga3adt o khalty kanat t6ale3ny , she was very happy el7amdella i can read her eyes .. a7es shafat shay makanat metwaq3eta .. mashalla mamlo7a bs 7amad mayshabehha , she look young 7adha pitetaa 3ashan chethy he asked me not to wear ka3ab! i smiled at her then looked shyly at the table infront of me . kanaw ysolfon bs mokhi mo ma3ahum , after chethy 5 minutes mama said "dalya , 7amad , yuma ge3daw hnak 3ashan takhthon ra7atkum bel suwalef" i said tefathal .. gumt men mokani oo 7amad ham gam "wain tabena neg3ad?"
"ta3al hnak" we sat 3al couch at the far end of the our sala .. "et'hablen" way zogha!

I looked into his eyes and said "mashkor" enta ba3ad ET3AQED .. nazalt rasi
"yeste7oonnnn"

"hey osh tara chethy aste7e zyada"

"hehe enzain basket , enzain shengool ? solfay"

"hehe enta solif" we started talking about random stuff , then he said

"shsh khal asma3 shga3den ygolon" sekatna shway then he whispered eb3a9abeya "dalya bas lathezen relich ga3da etwatreni"

"inzain sorry ma7aset eb roo7i latzef!"

"hehe asef"

everything was perfect , my mom and his 6a7ola sowalef o the7ek , o they were both happy .. at 9.00 salamt 3ala khalty again .. she smiled o i smiled back .. then meshaw.

Ghareba (7)

hey guys.. khabar ghair sar , ana basafer hal weekend :( 3 weeks, enshalla awal ma ared i'll post , aw etha 7a9alt hnak net o kent fathya , i'll post ;) .. a7ebkum :*
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1.30 incoming call *hamad*

"Alo?"

"hala walla"
"hala feek shlonik?"

"tamaam , shfech?"

"mafeni shay , gool"

"shagol?"

"sh3endek raye7 7ag el waled ? hehe"

"3endech 3am esma ebrahim?"

"eee shfeh?"

"6ala3 ma3a wa7ed min 3amami ayam el thanaweya"

"lah ! hehe"

"tara kalamt oboy"

"SIJ!"

"ee walla , daloy 6ool el lail ga3ed afaker bel film elli bagola , mabehum yadron eni akalmich"

"shgaal ?? o sheno el film?"

"alla ysalmich geltla eni kint raye7 at3asha ma3a el shabab eb wasabi 7elow"

"7elow"

"kena ga3den wela tdesh wa7da ta6lub for take away 7elow?"

"7elow"

"3jebatni , wayeed .. fa 6ala3t o akhatht raqam sayarat'ha"

"NICE"

"9ebraay makhalast , fa yet 7ag oboy el yoom geltla el salfa o 3a6eta raqam sayartich we6la3at besem el waled , EL7AMDELA a7es ham wenza7"

"hehehe ambaih! walla et3aref etchatheb"

"eeh afa 3alech , bs 6awal shway 3ala ma6ala3na besem meno , o tadren 6la3 weld 3ami makheth ekhet mort 3amich"

"HA? mafahamt hehe"

"mo lazem hahaha"

"inzain o shbe9er al7eenn??"

"mmmmm , oboy ebyes2al 3ankum .. o bakalem omi"

"enshalla"

"dalya , a7es enich momsadgatni"

"....." sara7t shway , ma3qola elli ga3ed yser , ana momsadga

"ALOOOO"

"halaaa 7amad ma3ak , embala emsadga" not really

"ra7 etshofen eni saj , zain 7abebe ana nazel atghada tamreni 3ala shay"

"salamtik"

"yalla awal makhale9 akalmich"

this is so good to be true , is been almost a month , and he want to marry me ? 3azeez i was with him for 5 years o he wasn't sure that i was the one! MEN! i hope ena he's a good match for me
i called mayo to tell her what happend
"daloooy hahahahah yebteeh yeeb"

"hey 3aib 3alaich latgolen chethy"

"ba3ad hatha el sij elrayal 7ada yan 3alaich waaaay ya7lelaaa"

"ee hehehe"

"3ad uhwa mazyoon wentay 7elwa 3yalkum ebye6l3on Y3AQDOON hahaha"

"hey chabay yemken chathab?"

"ohwa yemken , bas la laaa laaaaa matwaqa3 laish echatheb ? ha ? ba3den uhwa mayet 3alech khalas laish y6awelha wehe g9era"

"madre may a7es chena 7elm"

"la sij , wetha taben aso6rich 3ashan eta2akeden enah sij ana 7ather"

"heheheh wallaah mo 9a7ya!" mayo was happier than me..

2 Days later..
"daloya"

"hala'a"

"ba3ad shway wa7da betdeg 3alech"
"mino?"

"ba3den t3arfen"

7anet 7anna o maretha ygool! so ga3adna nsolif .. few hours later..
"Dalya , shele telephone" el maid said

"mino?"

"may3araf"

"okay"
"7amad yali telephone akhales wakalmik"

"la khaleni 3al kha6 basma3"

"inzain wait" ... shelt telephone el bait "aloo"

"hala dalooya" she was my cousin

"faroo7?"

"ee hehehe ,, shloonich min zeman 3anich"

"ana zaina entay ely shloonich? o shlon weldech o raylech o laish mo daga 3ala mobiley??"

"kelna tamaam , shofay hal shay mafroth umi etsaweh bas tadren ehya eb lebnan , so khalty lamya dagat 3alay o galatli as2elech , entay 3ade etezawejain al7en?"

"heheehe" ookaaaaaaaay khalat'ha lamya mort his cousin ! estaw3abt!

"he-he-he eb 3ainich ! yala jawbene" typical faro7 she's always defasha

"inzain mino 3ad?" asta3be6

"le dagaw 3ala umich et3arfen , bas u know .. la2anna tawech falla 9arlich cham shahar o lel7enech tadresen fa bas be3arfon fekrat el zawaj eb balich wela shelteha"

"emmm ,, etha khosh rayal why not"

"BAS HATHA ELLI ABEH yalla bye"

"aloooooooo la7thaaaaaaaa t3alaaay golele meno"

"ba3den ba3den" saketa , walla faro7 , mo sa7ya

back to hamad .. "alo 7amad"

"hathy bent 3amich"

"ee hehehe ambaih kelesh matwaqa3t"

"yalla el7amdela , TADREN SHENO MESTANES .. baro7 7ag umi akalmech ba3dain"

"la wait shway 3ala ma faro7 tgol 7ag khalat'ha o 3ala makhalat'ha calls your mom"

"maykhalif aby akon ga3ed"

"hehehe inzain yalla bye" way zogha

8.30 at night .. knock knock * "dalya fechay el bab"

"7amad its mom akalmik later"

"LAAAAA2 khaleh basma3"

"no plz"

*knock knock* "dalya shga3da tsawen"

"ef menek zain" i whispered eb 3a9abeya o he was loughing!

"hala mama sorry kint ga3da abadel"

"ta3alay dari .. o geflai el baab warach" i locked the door , o hamad still 3al kha6!

"hala yuma"

"sem3ay yuma , ana sarli cham yoom mo 3arfa shlon abde , shawart oboch o gali ena lazem et3arfen"

"a3aref sheno"

"elsboo3 elli 6af kalematni refejty 3an walad'ha .. o ya 3ende el dawam ,, o kelyoom y7en khalty aby ashofha khalty aby ashofha .. o a7na mo3arfen shlon enkhali el 9bay eshofech .. esma fahad el flani .. uhwa shaf sortich elli ebmaktebi bas ham ana abeh yshofech bel 6abe3a"

?!?!?!?!?!? "inzain?" i blushed! 7amad ga3ed yesma3! o ana met2akda ena his name is hamad , who the hell is FAHAD!

"elmohem le al7en malegena 6areqa , o kena khayfen ngolich ana o oboch 3ashan tawech falla 3araftay .. o fahad gal mo lazem ashofha khalas abeha hehe"

"mm .. ok?"

"fa elli 9ar el yoom ena tawa wa7da thanya dagat 3alay tgool ena waladha shayfech o yabech , esma 7amad elflani .. o qararna ana o oboch ena ngolich , fa shrayech " phew! wagefat galbi .. 7ade stanast bas sawet ro7i 3adey!

"madre mama entaw shraykum?"

"oboch gali dam enich shayfa fahad o sarla sbo3 embase6 3endech o 3araftay shakh9eyta .. khal 7amad eyelech o shofeh o solfai ma3ah ,, o golay rayech fehum gabel la a7ad eye .. o fe meza eb7amad ena shayfech o yabech.. o dam ena el yoom arbe3a , nes2al 3anna 3ala mayye el sabt .. shrayech"

"kaifkum"

"mmm , intay shayla fekrat el zawaj wela 3adi?"

"mama etha el rayal zain 3adi , tara am not sad eni falait bel 3aks walla ham wenza7"

"khalas 3ayal ana akalem umah wagolaha khali 7amad eyele yoom el sabt"

"khosh"

i went back to my rooom...
"aloo"

"MINO FAHAD"

"ambaih shdaranii enta sema3t kelshay"

"oohooo .. walla de3la! la o kelyoom raye7 raz wayha 3end umich"

"heheh ee masken kesar kha6ri"

"SHAKO YAKSER KHA6RECH!"

"way sorry moqasdi lat3aseb!"

"ooff daloy hatha shyabe sij mo wagta"

"..."

"o ba3den shlon ya3ny umich taby tshofni shloon shtabe feni"

"hehe shfeek"

"madre ya3ny ghareba wala mara sema3t"

"mm , walla madre etha tabene roo7 wetha matabe ,, latroo7"

"la la aked baro7 bs ya3ny sheno etewaqe3ain tes2alni"

"aked wain teshteghel o wain tadres betshofek shlon eta7acha"

"sheno 6aleb wathefa wala mara hahahaha"

"7amad!"

"heheh atghashmar"

mom , she works fe sharekat estethmar , she's really strong women .. o oboy wayed ye3temed 3aleha .. Saturday, hamad and I were really nervous .. esta2than min dawama o ra7 7ag mama .. laman 6ala3 min mom he called
"dalyaaaa 7abait umich bas ya3ny WAYED JAD"

"eee ehya chethy hehe , sh9ar?"

"awal degay 3aleha se2leha sh9ar o golele"

"la ma agdar ba3den etshek"

"ooh inzain ana khal akalem ahali lana na6reni a6la3 wadeglich"

msg recieved from mom
7amad yali elyoom , everything was ok o fe shay mara7 etsadgena

yes mama chethy takteb elmsg , cool mama

i texted her back
busy ? can i call

she replied : agolich 3al ghada

so i sent msg to hamad : hey mama dazatli msg tgol bet7acheni 3al ghada

he texted me back : allah yaster!

Sunday, 19 July 2009

Ghareba (6)

"7amad bagolik shay" "entay tamreen" "tara 3endi raqam gheer hatha"

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"Na3am? masema3t"

"aaam , 3ende kha6 gher hatha ?" i was so scared!

"hehe ga3da etaghashmeren sa7?"

"la walla min sijjy"

"aahaa , ma3a el salama dalya"

"aloo la7thaaa"

"sheno la7tha dalya ? ana cham mara sa2lech wana hnak? cham marra ? CHAM MARRA ? o foog hatha chathabtay? dalya ana malyoon mara geltlich ma7eb el chethb MA7EB EL CHETHB MAAA 7EEEB EL CHEEEETHB!"

"sorry"

"SHENO SORRY ? WAIN A9REFHA HATHY ? GOLAY!"

".."

"ALO LATASKETEN"

"7amad ana makent adre enta kent saj wela la2 kheft a36ek raqmi"

"O LAISH BEL ASAS 3ENDECH KHA6 THANI GHER KHA6ICH LAISH? TARA ANA MA7EB HAL 7ARAKAAT ! SHETSAWENN FEHH ? JAWBEENI!"

"walla ana shareta 7ag el sayara" staghfralla 7alaft chethb!

"shlon ya3ny ?" 6akh shway

"ya3ny hatha el mobile ana kela akhaleh bel sayara la2anna marat ansa mobiley bel bait o marat mobiley ya6fe mafeh sha7an!"

"shofay .. ana hal 7arakat matamshi 3alayok , bs la2ani sharech ba6awefha bs 3endi shoro6"

"amer"

"goleelee EMCHATHBA EB SHENO BA3AD!"

"wala shaay wallaaaa"

"dalya entay 3araftay a7ad gabli?"

"6ab3an la2" GOD! i hate to lie

"bas2elech mara wa7da , met2akda?"

"ee met2akda"

"wetha 3araft ba3den ena kan 3endech a7ad o kintay EMCHATHBA ? shasawe fech????"

"saw elli tabeh o dawer 3ala kaifek wala mara7 telga shay!"

"mmm ,, mashi , thani shay AL7EEN etdegen min kha6ech AL7EN! Sema3teni"

"aaaaaaaaa ,, mmmmmmmm" way la2 plz

"sema3tenii ? al7eeeeenn yalla ana na6er yalaaa"

7asni 7oos! i parked my car bas 3ashan ma ad3am .. "inzain inzain lat3a9eb degega"

"na6eer"

"gooli raqmik mo7aftheta"

"*******" "yalla dalya ma9arat!"

"inzain!" of 7adi i don't wanna press call :( "yalla ka" i called him , he has my number now!

"AYSHAY SA7"!

"sheno elli ayshay"

"AYSHAY SA7 AYSHAY AYSHAY" he kept saying ayshay million times

"..." ?!?!?!? whats wrong

"hahahah dalloooooyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hahahaha ayshay walla shlon chethy shlon"

"7amad shfek khara3tnii"

"mara7 agolich al7en ! bas 7ade mestanes ooo mom9adeg wala entay ra7 etsadgen! shay maydesh el 3agel"

"alooooooo"

"hala"

"laa tasketeeenn .. dalyaaa entay shsawetay feni ?" faj2a he was so happy and excited!

"shsawet?" hatha shfeh yan o ga3ad?

"al7eeeeeeeeeen etgolen esmich AL7EN"

walain mankhali9! "laish sh9ayer"

"entay morty tefhemen sheno ya3ni , kelshay ygool chethy ,, 3ashan kha6ri golele esmich"

"adezlik eyah msg!"

"yalla"

i sent msg feh esmi o my family name .. 6ab3an taradadt alf mara bas akher shay , dazeta "wesal?"

"ee la7tha ashofaa , wene3em .. sheserlich flan ?"

"3ammi" way fashla he knows my uncle!

"la walla , kanaw nafs ferejna .. dalya shway wakalmich"

"oki"

"shfech chenech met'thayga?"

"la 3ade mako shay , bs tahaza2t 3al khafeef"

"hahaha 7yaty entay walla ra7 testansen ba3ad shway"

"hehe enshof..yalla bye"

"bye" .. sakarna el kha6 , ba3den kamalt le baitna , ashwa ena el sushi yenwekel bared! i was so nervous .. gelt bakel bel living room 3ala ma ydeg 7amad! mom was there "ha yuma 6awaltay"

"ee mama 3ala maylofon el sushi! zra3oni ana ba3ad neset adeg 3alehum gabel la aroo7"

"eeh 3ashan chethy..taben teshreben shay?"

"ee plz aby diet coke"

"yalla al7en ayeblich , etha taben tghayren el qanat ghayray ana moga3da a6ale3"

"ee aked baghayer hehe ana bafham shet7eben bel 3arabeya! ham o gham"

i was enjoying my sushis when i recieved msg from him : fe a7ad yamich?

i texted him back : ee umi plus ga3da akeel

he replied: bel3afya awal matkhalsen call , na6rech

khalast , o ga3adt ma3a mama, bazra3a shway 3ashan mara thanya may3ale 7esah ! 7ata lo ana ghal6ana shda3wa ! 6ayar galbi!

msg recieved : taklen qoozi ? YALLA abech tharori!

"mino elly ga3ed ydezlich msgat?" astaghreb min mama , ma etelegaf ella bel awqat el sa3ba ! yemken 7es el om ! madre

"hathy mayoo tabene a3alemha 3ala el ipod , mama baro7 dari la2ana sheghle hnak a3alemha waye"

"ok"

awal madashet dari i locked the door and called him ..
"alooo"

"hala 7amad shfeek?"

"khalas , tara bakalim ahali elyoom"

"SIJ?" 7adi stanast!

"ee walla , fa bas2elech 3an ashya2 o jawbeni"

"oki" sa2al 3an my full name o mama's name o how many brothers and sisters 3endi , mino emnasben .. o other quistions ..

"chena 3endech kha6 thani?"

"ee madre mino la7tha khal ashof"

i saw shashat el mobile o couldn't believe my eyes!
"la2 mo sij!" i was shocked! and i had the biggest smile EVER!

"hahaha i told u ! yalla sheleh hatha raqmi" ambaih! we have exactly the same numbers! this is not possible ! bs mine starts with "9" o his starts with "6" , ya3ny mathalan ana *9DDDLLLS* o uhwa *6DDDLLLS* ya3ny atwaqa3 il probability 7ag shay nafs hatha is one in a million!

"ambaih! AMBAIH! ana ma9doma"

"hahahaha 3araftay laish kanat radat fe3li chethyyyy"

"hehehehe waayyy masadeg! ya3ny sheno e7temal ena thneen may3arfon ba3ath o they had the same number heheheh!"

"o nafs el birthday ! latensain .. dalya , kel mara ye6la3li shay ykhaleni abech zyada .. a7es alla katebna 7ag ba3ath"

"hehe ee yemken" *blushed*

"sheno yemken , enshalla akeed goolay enshalla , wela matabenee"

"eehh enshalla enshalla"

"walla a7ebech"

"..."

"latreden bs ham a7ebech hehe"

3ala 6ool ghayart el mawtho3 "inzain , ka 7ata enta 6ala3 3endek kha6 thani ? LAISH"

"hahahah ya3ny wa7da eb wa7da ?"

"la2 bs sij laish?"

"shofi dalya , ana raqmi entay awal wa7da t3arfa walla .. o elraqam thak khalas enseh ra7 age6a mabeh .. o entay ba3ad ge63ay kha6ech el thani"

"bakhaleh 7ag elsayara , e7teya6!"

"mashi , bas endaget o legeta mo moghlaq yawelech"

"hehe way sharri enta , enshalla ba3ad sheno tabe?"

"salamtich , ana baro7 akalim umii"

"inzain!" way alla yaster

"yalla shway wakalmich byee"

WOW! no bodey can imagine how happy i was! re7t ga3adt ma3a umi , 3yoni 3ala el tv bas bali ma3a 7amad .. after hour and half
"yuma dalya ana badesh anam waray dawam , mo etsehren"

"enshalla , te9be7en 3ala khair"

eff laish madag , i'll join msn 3ala ma he call me.. i was online , bs 7adi mali khilg asolif! tana7t bel screen ,, beep beep
msg recieved
yamich a7ad?

i called 3ala 6ool "aloo"

"ha sh9ar?"

"mako khwani kanaw bel sala fa magedart akalemha"

"aha" [tereru] , wa7ed min el users said hi!

"shabka?"

"ee gelt alahi ro7i 3ala matdeg"

"dalya 3a6eni el password mal e mailich"

"LAISH!"

"shfech ekhtara3tay? laish fe shay khasheta 3ani?"

"aaa , la2 bs kela banat o 7a6en swarhum shtabe feeh?"

"mmm , mashi , ana banam tamreni 3ala shay ? akhalech ma3a msnich"

"za3alt? sadegni mukhasha shay bs magdar"

"khalas ok mabi shay , te9be7en 3ala khair"

"wenta min ahla" .. 3ogob masakarta , 3ala 6ool i deleted all the guys .. mabi akhareb 3ala roo7i

thani yoom ,i woke up thirsty min el sushi ,, re7t sharabt may o yeet bakamel nomti , 7a6ait rasi 3ala elmakhada o gelt bashof cham elsa3a , it was 9.30 , o kan fe msg min 7amad
9aba7 el khair , ana raye7 7ag oboy el dawam etha ga3adtay call

i called marad 3alay .. nemt .. ga3adt around 11.00 leget menah msg
9.38 ana ma3a oboy le khalast akalmich

msged him 11.15 : ma khalast?

replied: la2 :*

ayy ba6nii .. khayfaa ,, aked ga3ed ykalem oboh!