1st Love (21)

shaghalt el tv , mesakt el remote o ga3adt at7os bain el qanawat .. heff shfeh 6awal! sarlhum 1 hour and half min 6la3aw! mmmmmmmm , akeed ga3den yetnaqeshon ! bs eb sheno ya tara?
oohh khal adez msg

Heey! 6awalt yalla mita u`ll call ?

marad 3alay , aked ga6 mobilah bel dar ..

agool awal matkhal9on 7ata lo met2akher caaaallll 7ade metwatra o aby a3aref shgalaw ;D

11.30 ! shda3wa qatheyat falasten? i called , marad 3alay .. daget 5 marat no answer! WAY 6AWELAW .. i called again 12.30 mayred 3alay!

HELLO IS EVERYTHING OK?



hathel shga3den ygolon ? eff madre twatart .. kasart mobilah wala rad 3alay ! kelesh..

i called la6ofa

"maykhalef ne6ray shal 7anna aked lel7en ga3ed ma3a ahala"

"madre la6of khayfa! shda3wa ya3ni mayegdar yred 3alay eb msg!"

"madre shagolich! 3an le3yela namay o lat7e6en mobilech silent bacher min asba7 afla7"

"ok! Nighty"

"goodnight , bye lat7ateeeeen" sakarna el telephone , ya3ny ma3qola ma3ejabt`hum ? laish shfeni ? mathakar gelt shay ghala6! o el7amdela kholoq o akhlaq! ooff khal anam o min a9ba7 afla7 hathela shakelhum raythen!

Friday , kasart mobila maybe i called more than 100 times ! min ga3adt leen dash o 9ar mobilah mughlaq ! la 7es wala khabar .. kelesh! ambaih whats wrong! i was so scared! mar 3alay sbo3 9a3eb 9a3eb 9a3eebb waaayy laish ysawe chethy ? o laish ysawe bahali chethy , malyoon marra i asked my mom etha a7ad dag her answer is NO!

Next wednesday ham dagait malyoon marra wala radet o dazetla wayed msgat

-Hii , shfeek matreed?



-3azeez shelsalfa sayer shay ?



-etha ahalek mo rathen its oki bas i want to know!



-aby a3aref el sebaab laish??




-HEY red 3alay lata7gerniiiiiii



-walla ga3da a7tereg eb mokani plzz tell me sh9ayer!




and i recieved NOTHING!


he told me we would be together forever, But he left me and disappear! can I see even a shadow of him? just to ask him WHY!? how foolish I am to believe that he will always be beside me! such a weak girl! he just left me and disappear! i was so scared! hal marra shakla ra7 ! o mara7 yred abad! he stabbed me with words , he`s the reason of my , he went off with another ,he hurt me deep down and i loved him! o i do love him! can he live without me ? I CAN`T .

bas magdar ! lazem a3aref al7een shelsalfa wela BAMOOT! i called la6oof kent mayta min el 9yaaaa7

"la6oof , aby your car o dabreli kha6"

"laish shbetsawen ?"

"bacher min el seb7 baro7 soob bait`hum o ban6era ye6la3! lazem akalmaa bayeen"

"intay maynoona!"

"alla ykhalech la6of walla bamot 7esay fenii"

"ooff oki ba36ech sayarty o raqam khadamatna! matabeni aye ma3ach?

"la baroo7 bro7ee"

"bas akon ma3ach 3al kha6 leen ye6la3!"

"oki maykhalef"

"ta3alay namay 3ende elyoom! la2anna ahalech eb yestaghrbon"

"la may9er o etha 6ala3t min betkum el seb7 shlon nrage3ha ?"

"3ayal ta3alay al7en ya3ny metbadlen seyayer o el seb7 ya3ny ebne6la3 together"

"oki al7en ayee byee"


re7t 3endaha 3a6antni sayarat`ha o mobile el khadma "bas 7e6ay feh ra9ed chenah fathy"

"thanks la6oof walla mara7 ansalecheyaha"

"shda3wa cham daloy 3ende .. bs plz latahaweren"

"tadren feni khawafa ya3ny shbasawe ! walla bas aby a3aref laish ahala mayaboni laish!"

"take care"

"enshalla 7abebty yalla bye"

re7t sharetli ra9eed then radait el bait .. re7t dare o yama3t kel shay uhwa yable yah! kasart el ghrath , shaget el cards , o 7a6et`hum eb chees!
yoomha manemt ella met2akherrr .. o ga3adt el yem3a el sa3a 9.00 el seb7 re7t sharetli reyog o sefa6t 3 houses away .. wesalt taqreban bel 10.00 , 7a6ait baqat 3ala sayarty , o ga3adt an6eer..


daget min mobiley 3 times marad .. then la6of called " ha sar shay?"

"la la6oofff ma7ad 6ala3 wala a7ad dash way ba6ni y3awerni khayfa khayfa"

"ana agool reday"

"mani rada la6of magdar aby anhe el mawtho3 el yoom!"

"ooff madre kaifech ..khaleni ma3ach 3ala el kha6r"

"oki"

ga3adt abchi! "7ayaty dalooy walla mo kafo tabchen 3ashana"

"ana menqahraa .. menqahra way bamoot"

"alla karemm"

ga3adna 3al kha6 around 20 minutes sakteenn .. "la6oof.."

"hala 7abebty"

"bet9er 12.00 adeg min kha6 khadamatkum?"

"eeh , entay laish makhtheta a9lan?"

"yemken etha shaf raqam ghareb yshela!"

"yala degay"

daget .. mashala "hey mashalla ethaher nayem"

"ee yemken ! le meta ebtan6eren?"

"le belail!"

"hehe sorry bas entay mo 9a7ya!" .... "latdegen min el raqam again 3ashan mayshek"

"ee sa7 .. agol yalla bye etha sar shay adeglich"

"sure mataben ag3ad ma3ash 3al kha6? tara ma3ende shay"

"la thanks khalas ro7ay"

athan el theher .. sheft oboh ye6la3 min el bait ,, ethaher raye7 salat el yem3a .. 3ogob ne9 sa3a rad .. o elsa3a 1.30 yat ekhta 3abeer ma3a waladha o yayba jeder .. ethaher betaghadon ba3ad shway .. 3ayal aked eb yeg3ad.. daget min mobiley el sa3a 2.00 marad! dazetla msg

ana bara ! aby akalmek tharori


6ab3an marad .. o daget katha mara ! o maraad

3.30 , i called min mobile el khadama

toot toooot ,,, tooooooooot tooooooottt ,,, NO ANSWER

dazet msg min mobile el khadama

guwa bus3ayed ana bojassim call tharorii


4.15 i called again min mobile el khadammaaa .........


"Alo?" soota 7adda nayem

"esma3ni o latsakra , ana bara e6la3li"

"mino?"

"ana dalya! e6la3li barra al7eeennnn"

"bara wain"

"BARA BAITKUM"

"enshalla aghasel wa6la3 degega"

ooff akheran sedta .. 6ala3 ga3ed ydawerni then he called..

"wainich?"

"ana 3ala el yemeen , 3ogob 3 byoot min betkum ta3al"

ya o rekab el sayara .. "salam" he said o emnazel rasa o embawez

"shelsalfa?"

"..." saket!

"ahalik marethaw sa7?"

he nodded his head as YES .. i looked away and asked "momkin a3aref el sebab"

marad 3alay! "3azeez! a3teqed min 7agy a3aref el sebab!"

"mara7 agdar ajaweb!"

i looked at him nervously and said "3ashan jensety 9a7?" he nodded

"o 3ashan momet7ajba?" nodded too!

"o ba3ad sheno?"

"la2anich taben teshtaghlen eb kha9 o a7na ma3endena 7arem yekhtal6on eb reyayel"

i was shoked ! shal 3ether elsakhef! i was lost in thought, SPEECHLESS

he countinued "o ba3ad la2anich et7eben el mathaher!"

wallah yalaitla tam saket o ma7acha! i was so angry! I hate how I loved you,I hate how I felt,I hate everything you said,That made my heart melt.I hate what you did,I hate how I hurt,I hate how you left me,I hate how you said you loved me,I hate that I thought it was true! i with i could make him pay ! for believing in him alla yakhtha! I HATE HIM

"e6la3 barra o 3asalla laywafgek la denya walla akhra wenshalla methel masawet feni ysawon eb banatik"

fach el bab o nezal .. o sakara ..

nazalt el deresha "o hathy aghrathek mabi menek shay!"

7ethaft el chees barra o kelshay 6ar belshare3 ...kan ma9doom! refa3t el jama o meshait !








Mabayan eb 3ainak , 3ala kethr majak .. lawa 7asafa laitiny ma3a6etak .. amshi wa3athrak , wata7amal kha6ayak .. hawait ghal6atek kether mahawetak!

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