1st Love (12)

i will jump to 2004 .. sana thaltha .. i was 20 .



2003 kanat wayed sena 7elwa .. everything was perfect except that my mom chakatni ! can u believe it!

wayed z3alat o she said

"a7na 3a6enach el theqa o a7na raf3en rasna fech laish tsawen fena chethy?"

o ena guys are big fat liers o they are just ythay3on wagt`hum .. i told her ena y7ebni o ena wa3adni ena ebyetqadamli .. soon ..

she called him from my mobile! o galatla

"latdeg 3ala benty mara thanya wala tkalemha o etha enta 9adeg teqadamlaha , ana ma agolik khal umik tdeg bacher la .. enta latakharajt enshalla ta3al wetha ehya min ne9ebek ebtakheth`ha" ..

7alaflaha enah 9adeg o enna y7ebni o ra7 yetqademli .. i promissed mom enna i wont talk to him again .. i lied to her , we talk only in weekends so she wouldn`t notice anyway.. i cant leave him just that easy and wait until he propose! .. i loved him so much .. and he did too! galatli ana hal mara mara7 agol 7ag uboch hal shay bene o benech lanich 3agla bas etha kararteha mara7 y7a9el 6ayeb .. i agreed.

back to 2004 .

wensday .. yoom 6al3eta .. kan el wath3 3adey .. belail ta3asha ra7 ma63am .. thani yoom .. adeg 3aleh el theher kela waiting ! mo el3ada .. 3ogob cham call rad 3alay mayet min el the7ek..

"3asa doom tha7ekni ma3ak hehe"

"oki la7tha kaak"

o shebakni ma3a elli ma3ah kha6 thani

"eeeh kamlaay"

"way entaa shfeeeeeeeek-k" wa7da ! etedala3 eb 6areqa araf .. B*

"ghaneleee"

"sheno tapee tesmaa2" tesma2 not tesma3! i was shoked ! speachless ! whos the hell is she !

"kefech 3ala thoqich "

"okah" ya3ny ok ! yathegelha eb 7aljich ! o ghanat madre shghanat WE3 shal maskhara .. sakart el mobile o ga3adt abchyy

thal ydeg 3alay ydeg ydeg o ana mashela ... mala 3ether hal mara .. i was sad , jealous and disappointed .. shlon ysawe shethy ? o eb kel waqa7a yashbekni ma3aha ..i was HURT! ..

dazli cham sms

daloy plz reday 3alay entay fahma ghala6

daloya shelay el telephone sem3eni

daloy shes my cousin




chathaab .. adre ena chathab .. so 3ashan ma ared .. i turned my mobile SILENT and joined msn.. kan el6aifo shabek .. i was not in the mood o ohwa 3araf .. i cried so much .. i told him eni methayga o maqmota.. so ga3ad ywasene ma3ana makan yadre shelsalfa .. dash hal sbo3 .. la shefta wala kalamta !

mar 3alay hal sboo3 .. ba6e2 .. el wagt mayamshii .. wel7ezen thabe7ni ..

laman 6ala3 el sbo3 elli 3ogba .. he called many times .. el khames radet 3aleh .. gabel la agool aloo

"dalya" he was CRYING!

"asef walla sem3ene enty fahma ghala6 hathy bent khalty"

"bent khaltik ? ma3teqed ena 3endek bent khala etekalam eb hal 6areqa el waq7a"

"walla bent khalty ana meste3ed ashbekech ma3aha o etkalmech .. sorry sorry alla ykhalech sam7ene"

hal marra 3agle met2aked enah chathab .. bas galbi same7a ! ee sama7ta ! .. mat9adgon shkether kent a7ebaa ! sh3or ma7aseta ella ma3a hal ensan .. shay foog el 7ub .. kent a3shega .. gelt aked zalla ..! kel sena eye yoom o y9er mawqef khayes .. bas baje ayam el sena 3aysha bel 3asal! la2anna el ontha makhloq sam3ee .. kan yes7arne eb kalama!