Ghareba (22)

I was setting in the living room .. fekra etyeebni o fekra etwadenii .. so afraid min radat fe3la .. etha salfa tafha o 3a9ab ybade3 feni .. shlon etha kan shay nafs hatha? astahal ma7ad gali asawe chethyy .. hal marra ana el ghal6anaa , bs ya3ni it was long time ago..he is frustrated because i lied !.. bas a7es ena radat fe3la OVER! i know it hurts bas ya3ny he has anger management issues!! .. elwagt kan sare3 o ba6e2 eb nafs el wagt .. wain ra7 ? wain raa7..

I was lying down on sofa staring at the roof when he opened the door .. i stood up with awe look in my face .. AMBAIH .. 7araam obviously he was crying :(
"ge3day" ga3adt .. o ohwa ga3ad 3ala el sofa elli yami .. nazal rasa o 7a6 eda 3ala his cheeks .. kesar kha6ri o 7aset bel thanb .. so nazalt rase too.. "shfeha relech?" there was a bruise

"min el jan6a eli 7ethaft'ha 3ala reli"

"SIJ!"

"ee sij" *sobs*

"laish tabcheen"

"thayeg khelgy 3alli 9ar .. mo el qasd eni achatheb 3alek .. bas walla ana makalamta walla el 3athem"

"hatha shay sar men gabil lat3arfeni .. maykhalef nensa el mawtho3 o nefta7 9af7a yededa o manyeb 6are hal yoom"

"akeed maykhalif" i huged him min galb .. that's a relief "asfa plz latez3al 3alay"

"ana ma6ala3t min 6oori ela la2ani a7ebech .. ana ba3ad asef" .. "dalya etha a7ad shaf el ratha shbetgolenla?"

"eni 6e7t .. o mara7 albes shay ykhaleha etbayen lana we3 sarat banafsejeya tkhare3"

3ogob hal salfa .. kelshay rad 6abe3e .. means hamad yro7 el dewaneya almost kelyoom o ana aro7 3end mama .. gamat atfah el tawafeh tkhaleh ynarfez .. yred men el dawam emshayen el nafs .. o yet7al6am min eyee len ye6la3 .. ena ohma mayqadron o madre sheno bla bla blaah ..
week later ...

"ayy ayy ayyyyy 7amaaaddddd ta3aaaalll" ba6ni kan wayed y3awerni o metkawda bel frash chene rebyanaa .. masken yali mekhtere3

"DALYA SHFEECH SHFEECH"

"shway shway latekhtere3 .. *sobs* baa- ba6niii .. mugadra at7amaal"

"goomai ebser3a khal awadech el 6abeeb"
badalna ebser3a o re7na el mostashfa .. ne6arna nes sa3a 3ala ma ya doorii then el doctora sawatli sonar o galat

"you are not pregnant .."

".." shako pregnancy bel mawtho3!

"mafe shay habebtyy hada tabweed"

"sheno mafe shay *sobs* ba6ni y3awerni wayed"

"some times it hurts .. ana yakteb pain killer ok"

khazet 7amad and whispered "hathy shakelha mat3aref shay" min kether ma ana met3awra kent em3a9ba o wedi azne6ha! "7abebty ehya doctora wet3aref"

"fe mara 3ada yet2akhar?"

"ee last month"

"kam yoom?"

"mmm maybe 10"

"mafe hamel?"

"NO .. doctora ba6ni"

"dalya look here" kan fe mojassam ra7em "bowayda shwaya 7ajem keber .. laman yetla3 shway y3awer ok 7abebe"

"is it normal?"

"yes its a good time to have a baby" my eyes popped out of my head ambaih waq7a! he looked at me with evil smile in his face .. he was so happy hehe! rekabna el sayara

"shfech em3a9ba"

"la2anha qalelat adab"

"hahahahah!"
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Days later .. 7amad kan tawa rad min el dawam .. "dalloy shofay sheno yebtlich"

"hatha shenow??"

"internet 7ag labtopich 3ashan matmelen elseb7"

"allaaaah mashkoor 7abebeee"

"yebay el labtop khanasawela install"

kan wanasaaaa .. coz bet'hum mafeh wireless net .. el seb7 ana nayma ! bas sar 3ende shay alha feeh laman ye6la3 wag3ad broo7i bel bait .. so 3ogob cham yoom he said .. "dalya dam entay nayma 6ool el nahar o ana dawami elsheghel 7ada khafef bakheth'ha el seb7 oki?"

"eeee 7adda ok shda3wa! aslan mastakhdema el seb7 hehe"

"ee walla bedal laytheg khelge bel dawam agazerha sites"

o sij 3ogob ma gam yakheth el net ma3ah .. a7es nafseta taghayerat o 7ada sar 6ayeb o khosh wa7ed!..

Days later ... May, my period 3 days met2akhra , i went to boots to buy home pregnancy test , sharait 2, awal yoom 6ala3li negative , 7ata thani yoom .. o ba6ni kan wayed y3awerni o mabi agol 7ag a7ad .. so i called my new best friend shayokh she's newly married o el wa7eda elli mag6a3at 3ani laman tzawajt..
"hiii"

"shayookh lel7en mayatli bamot ba6ni thabe7niiii"

"mmm .. shofay ana ma3aref ebhal sowalef bas chena etha sawetay blood test a7san"

"way laa2 ebra la22 7ade mabii"

"ehya shkether met2akhra"

"3 daysss .. ana 3ade bas kela min el doctora shakekatni tsadgen .. thek elmara tgooli laman eta2akhar 3alech lazem tyeen o tgool yemken kent 7amel o 6a7 wana amdre! kalba sa7"

"ee ma3alech menha .. ne6ray shwarach heh"..

"inzain sem3ene fat7en mall yeded esma el manshar khanro7 enshofa"

"oook"

re7na hnak .. baih b3eeeeed .. o shakla bayekh o aghlab el ma7alat emsakra ..
"SHAYOKH EMSHAY BOOTS" re7na o sharet 4 home pregnency tests..!

"yal khebla hehehe laish kel hathaa"

"7ag kelyoom wa7ed .. len etyene hehe .. 3ad etsadgen 7amad shaf wa7ed ana ga6eta tekremen bel zbala"

"7elfaaay ! o shgal"

"gali ebnafs sheina o em3a9eb "hatha sheno" geltla chan ygool "eeeeh!"

"tara raylich mo 9a7ey"

"yeah i know hehe"

so .. day after day I was doing this home test .. o laman an6er el result ambaih a7es galbi yerga3 madre laish .. bel 7th day 6ala3li POSITIVE .. I loughed so hard .. I almost got tears min el far7aa .... I am so excited .. extremly happy .. sh3oor ghareeeeb .. madre laish gumt arketh bel sheqa tedoodaht madre shasaweeee .. hamad was out with his friends o kena metnajren .. o athker garet bel net ena marat el home test ykoon ghala6 so i decided to call mom ..
toooooooot ... tooooottt
"Alo"

"yummaah" sad voice lezom el tamweh

"shfech mama"

"3adtey met2akhra sarlaha sboo3 o aby asawe ta7leel dam"

"zaaain el 7amdela"

"yuma 7aram 3alech ba6ni y3awerniii"

"ee 3adee 3adeee yalla ta3alay ana na6retech"

when i arrived leget'ha na6ratni bel 7oosh .. 7aram ommyy .. she opened my door and said
"enshalla khair .. nezlay khal asoog"

"hehe shda3wa yuma agdar asoog"

"akeeeedddd?? haaa fech 7ail"

"hahahaha am not pregnant yet!" way zoogha :* .. rkebat el sayara

"ro7ay el salmeeya fe mokhtabar hnak .. 7alat feh laman kent 7amel feech"

"baih hehe! b3eed yumma"

"maykhalef khanro7 hnak mako a7ad kela fathy"

"oki"

:( .. qazoni ebraa .. o galolena nan6er barrah.. ya el.nurse so gumt o 3a6ani elwrega o gali "positive" .. ana eltefat 3ala umi maleget'ha .. i looked down wela 7abebty sajda sajdat shokor .. o gamat lamatni o g3edat tabchii :'') "el7amdela alf mabrook 7abebty" (way khnegatni el3abra wana akteb) "hehe mashkora yuma laish tabcheenn bas tara abchyy"

"smoo3 elfaraaaa7 ba9eer yaddaa .. 3ad al7en mo ebkaifech ana basoog"

"oki hehe" elwath3 kan wayed sa3ed

"mama meta betgoleen 7ag 7amad??"

"laman yred el bait"

"Hhhhhhhhhh *shhegat* 7aram 3aleeech degay 3aleeeh al7eeen bachreeeh"

"ok hehe"

i called .. shalah o kan emnafes shway
"na3aam"

"hala 7amad weenik" yamma z3aaajj

"weenii .. bel nadi ya3ny wenii"

"mashghool?"

"shfech?" he was worried

"ammmmm .. ana 7amel"

"goolay wallaaaa ... la7tha la7tha" he was walking away from his friends "dallooy goolii walla"

"walla heheh"

"shdaraach!"

"tawni emsawya ta7leel dam"

"wain ma3a mino"

"mama"

"ooofffffffff 7ade mestaneeessssss weenich?"

"raden el bait al7en bel da2eri el thalethh"

"oki bye"

"haa shgaal"

"ygool 7ada mestanes hehe" wesalna bait ahali wela ohwa wagef barra o 3yoona ghargana bel dmoo3 .. nezalt o he huged me belshare3 o kan yabchiii .. "mabrook 7abeebbee bas lemha dakhel hehe"

"el7amdella el7amdellah" he huged mama 2 and said "3ameety matsadgen shkether mestanes el 7amdela alla ebyarzegni o ba9er obo!"

and finaly that was a happy moment .. thanks god.