Monday 28 September 2009

Ghareba (21)

Flash back:
Awal maradena min el "HONEYMOON" 7amad bel ma6ar 7ajaz 7ag dubai o ra7 7ag rab3a!..
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Eb.Hal 3 Days elli safar fehum 7amad stanast .. fathfatht 7ag mom .. sij mabaredat chabde bas 3al aqal gelt elli ebkha6ri.. i went out with all my friends , we really had fun .. ana shay thani bain rab3ee .. ensana sa3eda o fa9la , they know nothing about me and 7amad [mama's advice] .. hal 3 days teswa safrat el 3 weeks!

msg recieved Dalooya al7en rakeb el 6ayara .. 7ade walhan 3alech :*

i sent back : Bel salama 7abebe , ayelik el ma6ar?

La rab3e beredoonii ;)

I was setting in our living room , watching tv waiting him to arrive ,,I wasn'y excited , to be honest .. I didnt miss him at all! faj2a , he opened the door7ail and screamed out my name
"DALLOOOOOOOOOOOY" *6rakh* rega3 el baab ..

wegaft .. he hugded me so tight and said "etsadgeen fegadtech kelesh matwaqa3t eni ra7 olah 3alech" kesar kha6ri 7aseta sij walhan 3alay bas .. i didnt!

"7ayatyy ,, el7amdela 3ala el salama"

"alla ysalmiich .. chenich mo walhana 3alay?" sad face

"minsijek ! ambeh 7ade fegadteek"

"hehe ee embayen .. haaa sawetay jan6eetyy"

"la2 lanna fe ashya2 madre wain a7e6ha fa gelt laman tred nsaweha ma3a ba3ath"

"wallaain .. shda3waa le hal daraja malich khelg"

"la bel3aks bas walla ya3ny .. madre..!" plz dont start a fight!

"6ool 3omrech ananeya!" he gave me his back and went to the toilets to take a shower ..I was sad , not because what he said .. bs the fact that I am acting .. it hurts! .. laman 6ala3 min el shower "dallooy ta3alay khansawe jan6etee .. ge3day yamii" ga3adna n6ale3 el aghrath o ohwa ga3ad ysoolif 3an dubai o enna laman ra7aw hnaak kan fe sebaq formula race 7ag el speed boat o enna he really enjoyed his time "awarech le9war .. sij dalloy dubai 3allaam! mashalla" he was really happy .. el7amdela enshalla yser zain ma3ay .. "weeeeeee3333333"

"BESMELAH! shfeek khara3tnii!???"

"laaa bas tethakart ena bacher dawam"

"hehehe alla ysam7ek wagaft galbii"

"daloy khali el khadama tathrebli el ghetra wel deshdasha oti , ana bakheth monawem 3ashan anaam la2anna kelesh mo yayatni el noomaa.."

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Thani yoom .. ran el alarm 7.00 ,, o kelshway ysawe snooze leen 8.00! god ! goom eff .. o el alarm soot makenat 7elaqa! aby ez3aj akthar!!!..he went dawam.. and becouse I dont have a job .. anam 6ool el nahar .. o ag3ad bel 12! .. aro7 ag3ad ma3a khalty muneera leen yred 7amad bel 1.30! o kelyoom yzefni laish mas2al 3anna laman ykon beldawam .. actually akon nayma mo fathya adeg bas at3athar eni asolif ma3a khalti :P ..

"elsalam 3alaikum" hamad said while grapping the news paper and setting down..
"wa3alaykum el salam" "hala yuma"

"yuma sheno el ghada el yoom"

"deyaay bel feren.." ga3ad yegra jaredta then 3ammi ya ma3a el yahal "7umwani lesghar" .. o 3ogob taghadenaa .. later on that day .. he was trying to call his friend ..

6oo laa leee66 .. 6oo la leee6 .. "OOFF !! KHARA G6A3AW KHA66I"

"weeee" alla yaster!

"o qasaman bellah 7aywanat ana kha6i vip shlon yeg63ona .. yser khair .."

he called zain o tanajar ma3ahum! ambaih , 3aleeh 270 o em3a9eb .. ee edfa3!

"dalya .. wain kha6ech elqadem elli kentay tkalmeni menah wana eb ma9er ?"

"mmm .. mawjood eb baitna bas mathker wainaa"

"sheno ya3ni matathkeren!"

"etha tabeeh adawra!"

"ee yebeh lana ma3endi flos hal shahar tadrenn .."

"enshallah.."

"meta betyebena??"

"elyoom etha re7t 3end umi ayebaa"

"waih ,, ya3ny ag3ad 6ool el yoom bedon mobile"

"etha tabi ta3al ge6ni a6ale3lik el kha6 barra"

"la la khalas an6er le belail" ..

as usual 7amad ra7 el dewaneya .. and me to mamas house .. re7t dari ,, i opened my drower o ga3adt adawer el mobile bain el dathra .. ashwa kahoo .. o switched on the phone .. dashet 3al inbox o chayakt 3ala el msgs .. all of them was from 7amad .. i was smilling while reading his msgs and remembering that days .. kan 7ada sweet madre shelle gluba! .. chayakt etha fe msgs bel sim card .. o 6ala3li ena el sim card empty .. mesa7t el msgs elli min mayo o khalet only his msgs ..

back home ..
"7amad tara yebtlik el kha6 .."

"welmobile waina?"

"kaho mawjood tabeh?"

"la bas as2al .. 3a6eni khal arakba eb mobiley.."

kint a7oos bel mokan ,, mathker sheno kent asawe bas sheft 7amad faj2a 6akh .. minsede7 o wayha .. madre .. masdoom ? ,, madre sheno kanat ta3aber wayha bas 7adek khtara3t!
"ha shtaghal?" i jumped next to him .. chan ywakher!..

"shfeek?"

he was so angry o moving his fingers o reading something i dont know what! am sure eni mas7a kelshay whats wrong!

"dalya.." so cold , not hamad!

"hala2?" my heart was pumping fast ..

"mmmmmmmm .. awal shay wakhray 3anii .. o ge3day b3eed"

"shfeeek 7amad ?" i put my hand 3ala his sholder..

"GELTLICH RO7AY HNAK DALYA LATJESEENIII!!!"

wakhart and I almost had a heart attack ! shelsalfaaa!? o ga3ad emnazel rasa and moving it like "Noo noo no" .. 5 minutes later ..
"TA3ALAY , SHENO HAL MSG" yet bakheth el mobile "WAKHRAY EDECH ANA AMSEKA!"
i saw the msg o couldnt believe my eyes .. it was

Hi Dalooy am So Sorry kent Nayem o Maga3adt eLa 7.00! Yet Badeg 3aLa My Friend Wela Mobiley Mag6o3 ;/ Tawni Dafe3 Belma6ar Sorry Sweetie , Did u Call ? @@

ambaih ! msg 6alal! twahagt ! t9arwa3t .. sh3ori kan no comment! gumt ateshahhad..!
"HATHA MINOOOOOOOOOO"

"..." freezed

"DALYA TARA ANA MO 7MAR WALA GHABI O ANA GAYELICH MA7EB LA ELLAF WALA EL DAWARAN ANA SA2LICH GABEL KINTAY TKALMEEN GELTELE LA2 .. GELTELEEE LAAAAAAAA2 HATHA SHENOOOOOOOO"

"walla makalamtah" walla bs msgs :( .. ef shal garadaa

"3ABALICH ANA 7MAAAAAAAAAAAR .. SHENO DID U CALL ? DID U CAALLLL ?? 3ABALICH MASHOOFF HATHA SHENOOO .. STAGHFRALLAAAAAAAAAAH SHASAWE FEECH SHASAWEEEEEEE" 6ala3 min el ghorfa o rega3 el bab .. ambaih shasawee .. kint wayed khayfa le darajat ena madre shasawe .. akeed ebyethba7ni .. re7t akhatht jan6ete 3ashan baroo7 bait ahalii .. am so affraid.. i opened the door and i saw him setting on the floor staring at the screan!

"KHAIR? WAIN 3ALALLA?"

"..."

"THELFAY DAKHEL LATSHOFEN SHAY MAYSERECH"

"7amad baro7 baitna" *sobs*

"entay ghabeya WELA TESTA3BE6EEN" he pushed me and said "THELFAY DAKHEL MABI ASHOFECH"

"MABI AG3AD MA3AK ABI ARO7 BETNAAA"

he pulled my bag wenga63at I really got scared .. ambaih 3awarni! .. a7es ga3ed ykha6e6 7ag jarema.. galab jan6ete o ga6 kel el aghrath elli fehaa .. then 7ethaf el jan6a 3ala rely! i cried so hard .. kan fe my ring box, khashab .. min el 3awar khtanagt .. "BAS EKLAY KHARA 3AN EELTAMTHEL" and he went out.. i was in SHOCK
faj2a he came in , pulled me out of the bed .. put my head in the floor .. and said "MINO HATHAAAAAAA O SHENO 3ELAQTICH FEH"

I was crying so hard "7amad alla ykhaleek hednii walla bagolik kelshay" .. I told him the truth .. ena baina bas msgs .. bas I lied and said ena he didnt see me o may3aref my real name .. "3ayaal hal msg shenooo!? did u call ???"

7ade meftashla wana agola bas shasawe! "Walla kint adz msgs o marad fa daget rana bashof mobila moghlaq wala mafto7 walla 7amad walla makalamtaa o etha momsadegni roo7 se2la walla roo7 se2laaaaaa"

"SHESMAA"

"6a .. 6alal" *sobs*

"6ALAL SHENO"

"6alal el.flaani" *sobs*

"WEL AKH WAIN YESHTEGHEL"

"yeshteghel ebb ... eb zain" he was wa6aneya .. bas kheft yethba7a!

"O MITA 3ARAFTEH!"

"shof tarekh el msg walla menzeman min gabel la a3arfek eb wayeedd"

Silence..........

"mashi dalya .. ana ba6la3 o qasaman bellah en radet o malegetech bel bait la awarech FAHMA"

"enshalla" ..

*door slap* ... ooh shit ! not sure whats going to happen .. bas aked shay maybasher bel khair!
I am starting to wonder if we really are meant to be!

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Sorry na6artkum wayed .. sij ena i dont know u in person bas walla u mean alot to me :*

7adi a7ebkum cuz entaw amaaaazing commenters :** Terf3on ma3nweyatyyy , etbardoon chabdee o tkhalooni astanas .. u r free to say what ever you want walla 3ade sebaw 3a9baw golaw elli tabonaaa tmonon ;*

-Dalooy

8 comments:

  1. Awalan the past is the past ! he should be more understanding! okay so she lied before but she isnt now !!!!

    :(
    p.s i so wanted him to read the old messages he used to send her yemkin somethings clicks in and he changes ;p

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  2. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG ma9adig daloooooy wedi i come and hug u so hard....ana bas ga3da abchee 3alaich la2nich matistahlain ur such an amazing girl ow uve been nothing but patient with him ow ili yaqhirni inah he doesnt appreciate it ana ma ra7 asiba ow a7a9il ithim 3ala wa7id mithla bas seriously allah isahil 3alaich la2nich tistahlain a7san min chitheee ow inshallah allah ma ra7 yensach sweetie...ya3ni a7is he overreacted about the msg a7is wayed bala'3 el9ara7a i mean there is no reason to become violent ....pls know im always here for u dalooooy ow ma artha 3alaich ...whenever u wanna talk im all ears

    love u and thanks for sharing

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  3. waaay yummaaa ;s do u know iny akhaaf min 7amaad wallaa 9ij jad akhaaf lama i read ina 3a9ab 3alaich aw sawa shay ! 9ara7a ikhari3 .. allaah i3eeenich ;*** .. I LOVE YOU ;** o i'm waiting 4 your nxt post ;***

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  4. AAAAAA77777777 QAWEYA a9lan ana lo eb mokanch asawe nafse 6e7t '3ashyana hehe :) bs 9iij akrah 7amad wayed akraha ya3al eda elkaser enshalla o a7sech esta3yaltai lama 5athete :( bs 7ada na6ra the next post ;***

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  5. gooblieh .. sa7 kalamich .. bas shasawe elshakwa lallah :*

    Nawari : u r soo sweeeeet :* 7ayaty plz dont cry enshalla adesh el janna eb sebeta :* wenshalla el 9aber bekon mefta7 el faraj ;(

    R: entay tegren o tekhtar3en 3ayal ana shagol elli asma3 "za2er el asad" le 3a9ab :P walla wedi asajel sota wehwa ysarekh 3alay walla .. mara7 tnamen etha sema3teh :P

    Nadosh: lol tha7aktenii :* zoghah

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  6. @@
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    waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ana hni mayta 5oug =O
    i5ariiiii3 ilwalad!!
    law ana mukanich 5athyt my stuff oo ri7t byt ahali wela a3arfa wela i3arifni @@

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  7. yuuuummmaaa:( ! sorry bss hes such a creep:S! walla e5ariiii33 please post soooon & missed you <3

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