Ghareba (23)

Hiii Banaat :** miss u .. el post kan wayed a6wal men chethy bas wana akteb faj2a kelshay enmesa7 :~( enqaharttttttttttt .. nafs el mawtho3 bas details aqal ..
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After few days , beda el morning sickness EEW.. I feel nausea all the time .. matroo7 KELESH KELESH! .. mali khelg shay .. la a6la3 la akel wala asma3 wala atkalam .. bas mensad7a 7ata ma6ale3 el tv! .. o foog hatha million marra adesh el bathroom ! o khasatan belail :~( .. 7amad kan wayed zain o nafseyta shwaya metghayra bas makan yqader eni ta3bana .. 3abala atdala3 when i was sooooo tired!

"ana umi kanat tet3ab akthar menech o 3ade kanat emjablatna o te6bakh"

"lo3a 3an lo3a tafreg ana lo3ty mo rathya tfech o a7es jesmi metkaser!"

"shako tafreg entay mara wehya mara! o jesmich metkaser men el ga3da gomay ta7arekay!"

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"entay wayed redeya ana ma7eb morty tkon chethy"

"7amad ta3bana ya3ni sheno tabe asawe!"

"3an el dala3"

"ok ana atdala3" *sobs* .. i was so 7assasa .. o sij sij siiijjjj kent wayed ta3bana o a7es ma7ad 7as bel ta3ab elli fenii .. 7amad makan yeg3ad bel bait .. kela bel dewaneya .. o ana ga3da bro7i bel dar .. 7ashatni qamta o thejaa! .. akher shahar khamsa 7amad said

"dalya tara bakheth el labtopich ma3ay lana mabi ashbek min computer eldawam"

"ekhtha" .. kan laman yred o ydesh el sheqaysolif ma3a wa7da ygol enah ma3ah bel dawam .. ana 7taret awal shay bas ya3ni m9akhat almost every day .. o the7ek o ghashmara o ana emshayen el nafs 3alay! .. so gumt min warah at3abath eb mobilah!

o yoom min el ayam kan bel bathroom ydakhen .. leget bel sent msgs



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I had big (!) on my face! sheno hatha ba3ad! GOD.. plz no! baghet amotttt men el7araa ,,sawet forward 7ag el msg 3ala mobiley .. o mesa7ta men his sent msgs! how could he! laman 6ala3 min elbathroom i asked him: "7amad"

"hala 7abebty"

"dawamkum mafeh sheghel?'

"embala laish?"

"la2anna kha9 a7essa karaf fa mestaghreba enik ga3ed takheth el labtop"

"ee karaf bas marat 3endena faragh .. laish tes2elen"

"3ade mujarad so2al"

"mmm .. bas aked fe shay min wara so2alich!"

"laish enta ga3ed etsawe shay ghala6?" el-chathab yeftha7 nafsa eb nafsa!

"hahaha ay shay sa7 ana gayelech a7os eb google! bas estaghrabt awal mara tes2elen"

"la 3adey chethy ma3a el sowalef.."

"sowalfech nafs wayhech"

"mashkor" fake smile

"za3altay sa7 ! ayshay dalya"

"laish az3al mako shay yza3el"

"we3 nafseytech el khaysa! ana dash anam!" masken! so obvious ena warah mo9eba .. i wait him tell he go to dowaneya o achayek shsalfay hal e mail!! around 6 he went out em3a9eb cheni ana el ghal6ana .. o ana a7es eni kent a7tereg min dakhli!! .. i signed in .. wela shashooof! .. 60 coantacts bel msn KELHUM BANAT .. bel recieved folder leget sorat cham ebnaya! o fe 2 dazenla el cv malhum! ya3ny sheno beshaghelhum ma3ah eb nafs el mukan! ambaih!!!.. eb emaila .. 3araft ena 3enda hi5! maskhara over 200 girls eb his account .. also Facebook .. i was really hurt .. really .. wayed becheet .. jara7nii .. laish ysawe chethy ana shnage9ni... sheno 3ajba eb hal mojtama3 el wasekh! ana sama7ta o 3adet'ha awal mara eb mazajy lani sadagt ena mara7 y3edha .. bas this time .. sheno 3ethra .. am pregnant :( 7aram 3aleh 7arnii wayed .. sara7a kheft 3ala my baby min el 7arrah! ra7 awajha .. o i'll leave him .. bs i'll wait tell tomorrow 3ashan afaker 3adel...

yomha magedart anam bas saweet roo7i nayma .. laman nadani 7egarta .. elkhayen :( ga3adt abchy 6ool el lail i was so me7taraah! elfayer .. sawetli fake hotmail account o sawetla add .. 3ashan a3aref el seb7 ay 7aza yashbek .. o sawetli fake hi5 sawet add 7ag random people o ohwa menhum o sawet accept min 3enda ,,

The next day .. elsa3a 9 i went to mama's how lana bait'hum mafeh net .. ghayar el profile info bel hi5 .. o can on msn .. i went back home na6reta ysharef ..
"salaaamm.. dalooya shfeech chenech ta3bana"

"ee men el lo3a" sad face

after lunch .. "7amad wain el e-go bawarek shay"

"shenoo?"

ta3al shoof" i typed his email bel MSN window .. o 3ala6ool 6la3at el sora elli ga3ed yestakhdemha .. "sheno hatha?" 7aset enah metwater o 3yona 6la3at .. "ana ase2lik sheno hatha?"

"aaaa .. eeeeeee hatha e mail refeje tethakart!"

"email refejek shesawe eb labtopy?"

"la2anna ohwa gali asawela may3aref!"

"aha .. ya3ny ment kateb el password?"

"agolich email refeje ana sh3arafni bel password!" 3a6eta nathra "o rasech ma3arfa!" .. "ooh! o rasi ba3ad?" then i typed the password o sawet sign in .. khema6 el labtop menni ... i was trying to get it back bas he pushed me and said "dalya wakhray 3anni la a3awrech" .. ana kheft 3ala 3umri so tana7t eb mukani! then start crying ! "eli matabene ashofa ana shefta .. o tethakar enik 7alaft chethb .. o hali dazetni 3ashanhum khal yenf3oonik!" i walked away "dalya la7tha" 7egarta o 6ala3t jan6ety o kent age6 aghrathy ga6 dakhelha "entay shga3da etsawen"

"ana ray7a bait ahali watmana wregty to9alni!"

"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yanetay sa7!"

"EE YANET ENTA KHALET FENI 3AGEL"

"E7TARMAY NAFSECH O LAT3ALEN SOTICH"

"esket weli y3afek enta khalet feha e7teram" ga3ad y6ale3ni wana a7e6 aghrathy .. i took my car key "heey enta wain 3abalech betro7en!"

"plz wakher" faj2a he was on his knees huging my leg! "asef wala asef walal bagolich shay alla ykhalech latro7en"

"3ogob sheno 7amad khalas enta kharabt kelshay" *sobs*

"dalya alla ykhalech sam7eenii walla a7ebech o madre shlon sawet chethy entay 7abebty o um 3yalii o morty o kelshay ana magdar a3esh bedonich?"

"3AYAL LAISH ETSAWE CHETHY!! ANA EMGA9RA!!"

"walla mo emga9ra .. walla mo entay el sebaab .. menee ana .. ana madre laish sawet chethy"
he huged me and cried so hard .. o ana ba3ad .. i was in pain :( .. "walla el 3athem mara7 a3edha walla ana ghayart el pass o khaleta kharabe6 o ma7efathta aqsem bellah o mara7 tshofen mion elyoom o raye7 ella elli yserech"

"7amad! magdar atheq fek!"

"walla o a7leflech 3al qor2an eni ma3edha o etha dashet el hi5 aw facebook again ta7remen 3allay .. walla ma3edha"

"heey 7aram tgool chethyyyyyy"

"walla mara7 a3edha wallaaaa sam7eni dalya walla a7ebech"

Sama7ta! bas min 3ogob hal salfa 3esht eb shak .. theba7ni!