Ghareba (16)

I am married , and am supposed to be happy , its a rule .. kelna nfaker chethy "way yabakhat'hum alla yhanehum" "meta atzawaj warta7"! but to be honest, I wasn't happy nor sad about what happend, am just in shock ,,, i wonder etha fe a7ad bel denya chethy.. wayed 3a9abi o z3oli .. etha tam 3ala hal 7al .. mara7 at7amal!

*knock knock*
"dalya shofay mino y6eg el baab"

"enshalla" i opened the door , it was the maid "hala?"
"mama ghada"

"ok al7een nanzel" it was my first time eating with his family .. ga3adt o kanaw kelhum sakten ,, 3ami 3ala ras el 6awla 3ala yemena khalti mnera , ekhta , brothers .. o 3ala yesara hamad then me and his little sister ..

"shfekum hehehe yalla 7ayakum" 3ami said
"dalya lateste7en tara el akel mafeh 7aya"

"enshalla khalti" i blushed and was so men7arja! a7es kelman y6ale3ni

"sheno taben a7e6lich?" sta7et ashof sheno ako bel plates!
"kaifek"

"sheno kaify ana bakel wela entay" nezarni!

"ehya qasd'ha 3ala thooqik mo chethy bnaytyy"
"ee 3ami" a7la shay ena kelman sema3!

"tabeen deyay bel creama?"

"ee ok" ga3adt akhez el chicken chena eb 7ayaty masheft one! ambaih madre shfeni mo 3arfa shlon bakelha! o a7es kelman meste7e yakel mo bas ana! lol

"dalya mataben ma3ah khobez aw 3aish?"

"mashkora khalty bas aby elldeyaay"

yomha akalt akel 3a9afer o sa3adna foog .. i was so hungryy bs el 7aya theba7ni..

Mom house:

i told her that hamad is too 3a9abi o eni akhaf menna

"3ade 7abebty awal fatra lazem mashakel"

"yuma shda3wa 3ala ashya2 tafha y3a9eb 3alay"

"maykhalef 7abebty ta7amelay awal sena kelha mashakel lanich men be2a o ohwa men be2a"

"bas yuma kelman 3ayesh met'hani laish ana la2" *sobs*

she huged me and said "la 7abebty mino galich"

"mu lazem a7ad ygool ana ashof b3eeni" *tears*

"dalya tara el byoot asraar o kelman 3enda mashakil bas el nas laha el thaheer .. elwa7ed laman ye6la3 yekshakh o yetzagrat o yeth7ak o yestanas bas laman yred el bait matadren she9eer"

"ya3ny she9er she9eerr 6al3en mestansen aked beredon mestansen"

"la yumaa .. sem3ay.." o galatli 3an nas they look like they having the perfect life , o ensedamt ena ben'hum mashakil.. "o fe gherhum wayed .. yuma el 7ayat mo nafs el musalsalat .. lazem tet3eben shway o ba3den uhwa beqader o beseer zain sadgeni el rayal mayabela ela el 9abeer"

laman 7aset ena fe nas ghairy tserlhum mashakel .. i was relieved!

sarlina sbo3 min radena el kuwait ..

3al ghada dayman tkon kel el 3ayla metyam3a ..so far, i lost 2 kilos
"daloy shfech sertay 3a9la"

"tabi el sij , aste7e akel"

"ayshaay shakoo min sijech .. eklaay 3adeeyy"

"enta basherni 3al ghada 3ala mat3awad 3alekum .. ana aste7e a7e6lii"

"hahahaha enshalla! .. tara ilyoom benroo7 bait yadety yam3atna elyoom"

"way fashla aste7ee"

"SHAKO TESTE7EN! tara ana ma7eeb morty tkon 7ayaweya!!"

"7amad shfeek ana shgelt!"

"kel kelma welthanya aste7e waste7e! tara qatheteni!"

i stared at him dumbly for a moment , hatha shfeh! my heart beat so fiercely ,, i was so afraid! shakli 3ala yoom ban6ag!

"chena mo3ajbich?"

"la 3ajebni" I turned around to go back to our room

"DALYA" i looked at him

"na3am"

"mara thanya 7acheni 3adel .. o matamshen ela laman akhales kalami"

"khalast?"

"GOLI ENSHALLA"

"enshalla"

"yalla 6esay"

mani bachya .. aslan maybachi .. i cried! !! ooff .. embala ybachy .. ybachy .. kalb laish chethy ysawe ana shsawetlaa! ana masawet shay ghala6! madre yemken sawet bas elli ashofa eni masawet shay *sobs* .. 3ogob makhalast crying 3ala myself qasalt wayhy then nemt..

6.00
"dalyaaa .. dalyaaa .. yalla gomayy"

ga3adt wana em 3a9ba .. refast el cover and jumped out of our bed walking like a soldier heading to the bathroom "hehe dalya dalyaa " i was embawza and ignoring him .. i was gonna shut the door in his face bas emseka "dalya bas 3ad latez3elen" 7egarta o ga3adt aqasel wayhi wafaresh asnane .. lafait 3ashan akheth el towel wamesh wayhi "asef" he kissed my forehead

"7aram 3alek ana magelt shay 3ashan t3a9eb" *sobs*

"asef walla ana mathqo6 min el dawam o menba6a chabde menhum laish ma3a6oni ejazaa o mas2oli sayer zeft ma3ay latze3len"

"ana shako t3a9eb 3alay" *sobs* "walla masawetlik shay"

"khalas baba lat3awren galbi ,, bas latabchen taben tro7en o 3yonich 7umer?"

"bas khalas mateswa el salfa yalla the7kay"

"mako shay etha7ek"

"yah! shofay wayhech bel manthara wentay em3a9ba hahaha"

"hehe! lat3ayeb .. inzain shalbes??"

"lebsay jeanz"

"ayshay sa7!"

"yam3awda wain ray7en kela bait yadety"

"ee bait yadetik! mo yadety! ,, awal mara beshofoni dasha eb jeanz ya7lele shal rahat"

"shda3wa daloy yadety ehe yadetech ba3den mako a7ad bas khawali o khalatyy"

goooooooooool walla! o ras umik!? "mani labsa jeanz!"

"ebtalbesen"

i cried again! 7ade sakhefa "ayshay adesh 3alehum eb jeanz aana 3aros shal halaga" *sobs*

"zain fokena lebsay elli tabena keshkhay khal yeth7kon 3alech" mo sij!

lebast fcuk navy dress , kan 6wel shway ta7at rkabi eb sheber .. ma3a flats o huge fendi bag , o my golden dior earrings , necklace and bracelet .. 7a6ait makeup khafef o sha3re kan wavy ..

"shrayek 7elo?"

"over lo labsa jeanz a7la"! 6a hatha! 7adi kent simple sij may3aref ..

"ok bas 7elo wela la2!"

"la2! ana ma7eb el kashkha 7ag mokan mo ela tekshekhenla! tbe6en el chabd laman et3anden!"

re7na hnak o kena sakten 6ool el 6rej .. kelwa7ed fena emnafes 3al thani .. awal manezalna .. mesak edi o gal "ebtasmay o saway ro7ech mestansa" !!!!!

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Dalloy ;*

Am so thirsty :( majora enshalla :P