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ana bel ma6ar etha maradetay 3alay walla la akheth agrab 6ayara wareed el kuwaitt .. 7aram 3alech dalya bagele final .. plz reday!
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7adi tuwahagt ! la2 .. 7ad umi tuwahagt! he called .. o ghasban 3alay radait 3aleh !

"......." didnt speak

"ALOO"

"......."

"aloo dalooya tesme3enee"

"..."

"alooooooooooooo"

6oo6 6oo6 6ooooooo6 ,, sakar el kha6! 3abala mo sam3a ! *i loughed* hehe , he called again

"alooo"

3ashan y3aref enni sam3eta i pressed a number "6OOOOO6"

"sheno ya3ni??"

"ya3ni ma7achek!"

"hehe ka 7achetene!"

i pressed the number again and again "6ooo6 6ooooooooo6"

"bas 3ad dalloya sam7ene"

"ana mara7 asam7ek ,, ana ra7 a36ek for9a .. o abeek tathbetli enik gad el theqa"

"walla mara7 tshofen ella elli yserech , walla enich kobartay eb 3eeni yoom geltay 7ag umi enich fahma ghala6 walla mara7 ansalichyaha"

"o ana shestefadt?"

"eni meste7e 3ala wayhi o mara7 a3edha .. sorry"

"mashi.." I choke out , chanzain 7as how much its hurt!

"ya3ny 6a7 el 7a6ab"

"la2 , lazem tathbetli"

"aby athbetlich al7en shlon?"

"la 7abebe mayser al7een ! ma3a el wagt ebayen"

"el7amdella eni lel7en 7abebech hehe"

"thats not funny!"

"asef , enshalla .. intay bas amray golele sheno taben?"

"mabi akalmik min el yoom lee yoom el3ers"

"laaaaaaaaishhhhhhhhhhh"

"3ashan eta2adab"

"hahaha walla tobaaa walla dalooy 7abebty tekfen"

"kaifek hatha shar6i , wendaget mani rada!"

i need time 3ashan ansa ,, allah wel time! kilhum few days!

"y6aw3ech galbech" sad voice

"YES"

"yalla tabi shay?"

"salmtich 7abebe , ra7 adeg o ra7 etsheelena"

"nshof!"

i closed my mobile , and was relieved ! I dont fogive easily ! but if he is honest , i will forget about what happends , bas .. i'll forget eb mazajy .. and I felt like I could trust him . after all , he is my husband!

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My Wedding Day

"dalya , yalla gomay!" mom said

"yuma feni el noomm .. cham el sa3a?"

"12.00! tara wadaina nafnofech o jan6etech o kelshay yalla yallaaa"

ambaih! TAW EL NAS!

"yuma aro7 shasawe! ag3ad an6er malat el make-up! khaneg3ad hni"

"la nro7 hnak a7san yalla 3an el dala3!"

she went out in a hurry ! i was still laying down on my bed .. thinking ,, i dont feel happy! why? is it normal ? its my wedding day .. am i sick .. "k7 k77" ka7ait! ,, la mafeni shay .. It's like I have this feeling of (blank) because I dont exactly know how to describe it !

That is not to say that i am not excited but i have so much on my mind .. akhaf ykhon again ? did he just did it lanna kan thayeg khelga , ma3enda shay ? wela ana mo tarsa 3aina ?el tasre7a eb te6la3 7elwa? o shlon 3al make-up etha ma3ejabni agol wela asket?? aslan uhma meta beyoon! ambaih akhaf yensoon ,, way mali khelg agoom ,, i feel dezzy already .. ambaih la6e7 3alaihum..

"hhhhhhhhhhhhhh" suddenly i heard my mom sh'hegat

"besmela SHFECH YUMA"

"entay lel7en mensad7a!! gomaay mama yalla lat3a6lena!"

"yalla al7en agom asba7"

"LAAAAAAAA! gomay seb7ay hnak ana 7ajza suite yalla ahoo"

mom always meshta6a .. ya3ny etha el 6ayara et6er el sa3a 12 etga3edna min el sa3a 6! o tabena bel ma6ar min 9 ! anyways qasalt o lebast jeanz o tshirt o we were heading to the qa3a , ma3a my mother and sisters..

"mama , meta betye malat el make up?"

"4.30 , dazetlaha msg 3ashan athakerha o radat 3alay lat7aten"

"yumaa , a7es eni baghashi"

"Lanich mo makla!! al7en 6elbelech akel ,, hach kakaw gazray feeh"

wesalna el qa3a o nezalna .. mama kanat yarra hand bag feha shabkete o my shoes o some aghrath , my dress was already bel suite makwe wem3alag .. "yuma bashof el qa3a 3ade adesh sa7"

"haw ee aked 3adeyy ,, bas tara makhale9aw yabelhum cham sa3aa"

I was heading to the hall imagining what its look like , when i steped inside ..i ..just .. freezed!

WOOOOOOWWW mashallaa ! et3aqed! elqa3a et3aqed!! wayed a7la min ma twaqa3t .. suddenly i was so HAPPY! o kan a7mad "elwedding planner" wagef b3eed ythabe6 el etha2a .. ambaih baghet arketh alemah! waaayy!! alaaahhh !! 7adda 7ellowww! modern , simple and elegent .. o yeshra7 el galbb! every thing was offwhite o small touches of pink flowers .. o el flowers ghareben awal mara ashofhum .. sij sij! he made my day! mama yat and was happy for my happyness and a7mad was comming toward us "hathy el3arosa thakerha?"

"ee hala madam dalya .. alf mabrook , enshalla kelshay 3ala thooqich??"

"ambaih 7ada 3ala thooqi mashalla y3aqed mo 3ashan 3ersi bas sij ,, y3aqed 7ade stanast"

he smiled and looked so tired "el7amdela ena 3jebach ana gayelech lat7aten enshalla kelshay bekon 7elow ana a7are9 enna sheghle ykon emratab o raqi lanna aby el 3ers eyeble 3ers"

"ee 3adel kalamik , wenshalla meta betkhal9oon??"

"ya3ny mabuga shay enshalla 3al 4.00 elqa3a jahzaa"

re7na ana o mama el suite o she already ordered for me breakfast with fresh orange juice , took my sisters and went to other room to do their makeup and tasre7a ..

sarat elsa3a 4.30 wel make up artist lel7en mayat .. way a7es feni el nooom! o malaal! i called mama "yuma masarat meta betyee el sa3a 5!"

"ga3da adezlaha msg matred! laykon nesatna" o asma3 soot seshwar..

"ambaih akhaf wledat!"

"la wain tolad tawha bel khames! yemken nayma"

"yuma babchi!"

"ebchay ana akalmich ba3den" hehe! mu sij umi!.. sarat 5.15 , dazat msg 7ag umi ena she's comming! i was 7ade em6angera o mazaji met3aker .. o 7ade banafes eb wayehha o bet3afes eb wayhy ana adre! may called

"7ubbiiiiiiiiiii haaaaaaaaaaa shga3da etsaweeenn"

"an6er malat el makeup!"

"shfech embawza?"

"cuz bada3at o malat el hair galat laman tkhales make up call 3ashan aye! meta banzel!"

"waih 3ade tara el 3aros eta2akhar .. sh3alech kel lawadem ray7en salonat 3ashan tekshakhlech haha!"

"hehe way mako sh3or!"

finally she arrived at 5.35!

"hala 7abebty sorry walla bas kanat 3endi wa7da o kelshway tabene aghayerlaha asfa asfa"

"its ok!"

"so , sheno taben style mekyajech?"

"as simple as u can"

"ashoof ,, mmmmmm .. mashalla malam7ech 7elwa ra7 asawelech shay wayed 7elow"

"3adya ma7eb wayed"

"la la la lat7ateenn .. entay mo shayfa 3arayes ana emakyejat'hum?"

"embala 3ashan chethy dagetlich"

"3ayal dont worry ana kel 3araysi 7elwen" she winked .. ok khalas sama7t'ha am back to my normal mood! she did massage first to my face ba3den bedat tmakyej ..

"maykhalef ashof"

"la2"

"heheh la jad walla degega"

"shetshofen lel7en ma7a6et shay!"

"o kel hali 7a6eteh shenow! " 7adi khtara3t! yemken sarlaha rub3 sa3a t7os eb wayhyy

"mura6ebat 3ashan wayhech yerta7" well ok! ,, 6ol ma eyha t7e6 kent a7en aby ashof wehya mo rathya! o kanat lafa el kersi so ebthahri el manthara ,, o 7adha tsolif o TMAWET MIN ELTHE7EK .. sogha 7abet'ha ;* .. around 7.00 dazat msg 7ag el hair stylest 3ashan etyee ..

"yalla al7en tegderen tshofen" *knock knock* "3ala ma afech el baab"

hal yoom .. yemken awal mara eb 7ayaty ashoof shakli eb foundation .. o 3yoni marsoma .. o 7umra , blush o mascra! fa 7asait .. ULA WAYED

"ammmmmm ,, chena to much!"

"minsijech! 7ada khafef akhaf men chethy shtaben! bas lana lel7en masawat el tasre7a t7es enha wayed .. ee fe wa7da esemha fara7 bara adakhelha" fara7 my cousin .. the one who called me remember

"Guwaa ,, mashallaaaaa el make up 3ajeeeeeeeeeeb"

"sij faro7 mo wayed?" "7adda la2! ambaih mashalla et'hablen.."

i whispered to her "faro7a fe tharf hnak fe flos el mara plz 3a6eha ana aste7e" 3ogob ma6la3at eb thelth sa3a ,, yat malat el hair .. sawat sha3re eb 9amt raheb! khalast bel 10.00 i called mom 3ashan tlabesni el dress , o malat el hair en6arat cuz el 6ar7a was attached to the dress .. i was almost ready .. lebast el shabka ,, 6ala3t min el dar ,, wela khwati o may o fara7 o 3amety na6renii .. salamt 3ala 3amity o g3edat tegra 3alay .. 10.30 kent emjabla el bab la2anna after seconds i'll enter the hall! There was a moment of silence , before the song started .. 7aset eni wayed khayfa ! aste7e ! shlon bamshy jedam hel hal awadem! then i heard

HaB El.sa3add ... ect ..

When I stepped out and took My position to do my walk , I scanned the hundreds of familiar faces in the crowd. It seemed like everyone I’d ever met was there watching. ZA7MA ! i cant do it ..

i cant!

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Love you .. Dalya ;*