Sunday 31 May 2009

1st Love (7)

"hello wain re7taay !" moving her hands cross and open , la2ani sara7t shway
"wesaltay jozor el aba6or wela lel7een hahaha"

"hehe ! ma3ach ma3ach .. may ana bamshi taben shay?"

"laish ge3day wain ray7a"

"amm .. baro7 el soog el yoom"

"ooh ok enjoy .. o ekhthay el mama ma3ach 3ashan etesawgen 3ala ra7tech hehe"

"enshalla hehe .. yalla bye dersay 3adel ok"

"oki mashkora dalooy .. byee"


i immediately called laa6oof .. "HII"

"hieeen ,, sheno ya3ny matdegen wala tes2eleen"
min dashena el jam3a shway qalat ro7atna o yayatna ma3a ba3ath .. lahena 3an ba3ath .. bas el ma3aza aked matghayarat

"etha ana madaget laish entay madegeeenn .. tadren ma3a loyat el jam3a .. elmohem barkeleeeey"
"mabroook .. 3ala shenoo"
"bacher 3abdel3azez eb ye6la3 min el koleya"
"7ELFAAAAAAAY HEYAAA"

"waay 7ade mestansaaaaaaaaaaa .. abe ayebla shay sheno teqtar7ain"
"emmm madree... yebela bouquet ward"
"la shakoo .. fakray eb shay thani"
"tadren latyebenla shay"
"eeff yakerhech"
"hehe .. bacher what time?"
"walla madre yemken elthahari"
"inzain el dr ana wara el class akalmech bye" whispering
"ok bye"

eff madre shayeb! .. ooh molazim bacher le 6ala3 ase2la sheno ebkha6ra o ayebla ..
6ab3an la6of kshetat feni o madagat!

I woke up the next day meshta6a o mestansa ! waay el yoom bakalem 7abebee ,, 7ade walhana 3aleeeeeeeeeh shahar and half madre 3anna .. lazem ashofa lazemmm ...

badalt o re7t el jam3a .. dashet el class 10.50 o ga3adt tawni baraje3 3ala el sare3 wela tdesh may .. screaming

"DALOOY LE7GAY 3ALAY BAS MA3AREF SHAY MA3AREF SHAY"

ya allah 3ala hal ebnaya kela meshta6a o sha6atna ma3aha

"shfeech shele mat3arfena ana ams ga3da ashra7 7ag meno"

"ambaaaaaaaih walla a3aref min o9al ne9 el mas2ala atane7"

"khalas entay ge3day yami o malech sheghel bas mote3tamden 3alay o latnadeni ana laman akhale9 altefet 3alech ok"

"waay ok dalooy mutenseni plzz plezz"

dashat el dectora wana maraja3t shay .. yomha ga3adna ana o mayo wara .. 3ogob makhalast answering my quiz sheft`ha wela el wayh metwaheg maskena hehe .. tebadalna el awrag ,, 6la3at sij to9al le el.ne9 o etane7! madre laish ! kamalt baje wregat`ha ..
yomha ede 6a7at coz el quiz awal 15 minutes!

"thank yooou 7ayaty wala mara7 ansalech eyaha walla wallaaaa"

"hehehe 7ayach! .. yalla rakzay bel class"

11.50 khalas el class .. el kel 6ala3 o begena ana wel mo3eda wel guy student, kint aby as2alha 3an akher mas2ala fe shay mafahamta .. and the guy student said :
"estatha , yser ma7ather el classes ?"
"WHy?"
"tadren ya3ny kela banat o ana bro7e"
"aha..o shlon bet3aref a7na shga3den nakheth?"
"asawer elnote min aywa7da"
"etha tefham 3ala el notes bedon shar7 am fine with it , o ham ask about the quizes lazem temte7en 3ashan ma9la7tek"
"enshalla mashkora estatha" o 6ala3 min el class .. "ha dalya amray" .. i asked her my Q and went out 2 .. 6ala3t ebser3a o re7t sayarty .. o 3ala6ool i dialed 3azooz`s number
"aljehaz mughlaq aw khare.." ooofff meta ye6la3
kint adeg kel ne9 sa3a len 9arat el sa3a 4.30 ..

toot tooot .... tooot tooot ....... my Heart was beating so quickly

toot toooooot .. yalla pick it up

tooot tooot ... eeff waina

toot toot ..

too laa leet .. to la leet (NO ANSWER)!

i dialed again .. no answer ....

i sent SMS

3azezaaaaaaaaaan akheran 6ala3t miss yoooou soooooooo muuchchchch :**** plz call awal matshof my msg
love yooooooooou


eeeh aked ma3a ahala o mogader yred,, aked ahala meshta6en methel ma ahal mayo meshta6en 7ag weld khalat`hum .. i`ll just wait

5.00 ...

5.30 ...

6.00 .. maran mobile wala we9alni msg ! ghareba .. his mobile is on ma3nata he`s out .. mmm!

i called again and again and again .. NO ANSWER .. shelsalfa
another msg
"azeez r u oki? etha mshghol just text me 6amene 3alek!"

No replay!

6.30 .. i was so nervous , why he`s not answering me .. whats wrong .. aked feh shay .. magdar ag3ad mokani magdar .. i called la6of "heey ,, am calling 3azoz and he`s not answering me i will tell mama that i`ll pick you up to go entemasha o neshrab 3a9er , i`ll go pass by his house bashof 6ala3 wela la2 ! okay"

"weee ,, oki .. walla lo barako bel dera chan geltla ydeg 3aleh bas tadren he`s out of kuwait .. taben aye ma3ach"

"la thanks ana aro7 bro7e."

i texted mama 6.40

Mom i`ll go with la6ofa to buy 3a9er o bentemasha shway

Mom replayed : oki but dont be late

3ala ma badalt 7.00 rekabt sayarty o re7t soob bet`hum..
kil syayerhum kanat mawjoda .. bas shlon adre etha 6ala3 wela la2? .. i called again ..
NO ANSWER .. OMG .. i start crying
SHFEH!! .. laish mayred 3alay!! .. 7ade kheft 3alehh .. aked 9ayer shay aked wela laish mayred!!

la6ofa called "ha sh9ar?"
"kilhum bel bait .. bas .. bas madre etha uhwa mawjod wela la`" i was crying
"daloy ta3alay ekhtheni ta3alay"
"mabi mabi .. ban6era len ye6la3"
"7ayaty ta3alay ana awadech o nan6era ma3a ba3ath"

maret`ha o ehya sagat bedali .. "daloy mayser neg3ad bel sayara eb ferejhum shakelna ghala6.. uhma jbal bet`hum mamsha sa7"
"ee.."
"oki khansawe ro7na namshy o nro7 wenred len ye6la3"
"mmmmm"
"a7san min ga3datna bel sayara"
"ee sa7 oki"
so sefa6na eb bara7a o ga3adna n7os jbal bet`hum .. ray7een .. o raden ..

8.00 "DALOY shofay fe sayara yat jbal bet`hum feha shbab yemken uhwa ma3ahum" !!

Friday 29 May 2009

1st Love (6)

Bas 7a6ait eb bali eni lazem agayesh ma3a hal banat .. lazem aghayer styley el ba9ij .. so i went home ..

"Mama Shlonich ?"

"hala .. el7amdela ,,shlon el jam3a elyoom"

"good .. Mom can i dye my hair?"

"laaish 7asafaa latkharbena"

"Plzzz"

"madre ask your dad etha retha ok"

i called him lani kent meshta6a 7ade "Hi babaaa Shloonik ? Meeta betyee ?? ahaa .. enzain baba 3ade asbagh sha3ree ?? sijjj .. mashkoorrr byeee"

"haa retha?"

"ee bas ygol latesbeghena ashgar hehe .. aked mara7 asebgha ashgar matjara2"

"oki cham taben?"

"mama maykhalef ta36eni your card la2anna ba3ad baro7 el soog hdoomi khale9aw"

"EF oki bas shway shway 3alay"

"HEYAA..THNKS :*"



akheran bel weekend i did some changes .. I dyed my hair "awal mara eb 7ayaty" kastana2ee fate7 o kan feh khe9al 3asaleya.. la7atht ena 3/4 banat ilkoleya labsen jeans Diesel , So .. sharetli 2 :P sij sij 7elow o 3amali malomhum .. re7t top shop o river island "2002 kanat hdomhum et3aqed" khama6t ne9 el ma7al maskena umi ! .. sharet ashya2 min hni o hni o ghayart style lebsii o sert 3al motha!
then re7t sharaitly ke7el "makent a7e6 shay!" .. o cham 7umra lonhum natural macheni 7a6a shay .. thats a good start .. 6ab3an kil hatha eb cart umi :P o makanat ma3ay fa akhatht ra7ti hehe.. o stanast wayed lana shakle sar 7elow waay meta ye6la3 3azeezan o yshoof my new look akeed ebyestanas .. mita tkhale9 hal 45 yoom heff 6awelaw .. kint olah 3aleh o afaker feh bas mo kether awal layam .. maqal 7ubi 7aga la2 .. nas shway lahet bel jam3a o ebnafsi ..





Saturday .. i woke up early , sawait sha3re wavy , lebasit my lovley diesel jeans , with cute simple white top .. jabalt el mirror o teka7alt .. wow sij el ke7el ysawe sheghel! .. 7asait shakle wayed ghair .. so ma7a6et 7umra instead i put labello .. I started feeling more beautiful each time I stood in front of that mirror .. am so happy .. akhatht jan6ety o re7t el jam3aa

laman wesalt kent mesta7ya anzeell lana shaklee taghayaarr hehe .. dawartli parking strategy o nezalt .. rekabt el bus "mal el mawaqef" .. kan yge6na 3end bab el koleya mokan feh karase 3alehum mathalat yeg3edon feha shabab o banat o yser el wath3 khezni wakhezek.. nezalna wana kent emnazla rase o kint 7asa ena wayhe sar tomato red "i was so khajola bas ashwa taghayart" .. wesalt el class 10.45 p mu7atharty 11 .. 6alait wela ashwa mako a7ad .. dashet o ga3adt jedam .. hatha class el maths tamhedi kenna kelna banat o ma3ana 2 guys wa7ed sa7ab o el thani thal masken .. anyways .. kint ga3da ashakhbe6 3ala el note min wara .. o dashat el bnaya el ejtema3eya eli mara gelt chanzain aser nafs`ha chethy amshy wasolif ..

May "Wooow sheno hathaa mashalla i like your hair"

"Sij hehe mashkora" a7rejatni o wanesatni eb nafs el wagt

"ee walla tara min siji ana ma3arfech 3ashan ajamlich mashalla shlon chethy saweteh wavy ana ma3aref kil ma asaweh mayathbe6 o chena ba3ad sabgheta na3eman"

"yen3am eb 7alich thnks" o 3alamt`ha shlon tsawe sha3arha .. ya7leelha tsoolif ma3a ay a7ad hehe .. she was tall with natural light hair , really beautiful face with ghamazat.

"ahaa .. okay next class basawe o bawarech enshalla yathbe6"

"hehe enshalla ...... mmm .. whats your name?"

"Maay Elflani ambaih sorry mageltlich hehe .. and u?"

"Dalya elflani"

"wenee3eem"

"yen3am eb 7alich" with a smile

yoomha g3edat yamii .. dashaw el banat o mashalla mabuga a7ad masolefat ma3ah ..
sarat 11 .. dashat el mo3eda o waraha il student .. ga3ad bel table eli yam el bab "as always"
beda el class o 6la3at mayo garaga wayed tsa2el .. athareha matefham shay bel reyatheyat!
so geltlaha etha taben gabel el quiz neg3ad bel study hole o nadres ..



On monday .. 10.54 ..
"Hii Daloy shofaay" moving her hair
"haa theba6 wela la2"

it was a mess .. "ee sheftay shlon tgolen mat3arfen .. 7ada 7elow"

"Hehehehee Thanks thanks.. ams 7ashet fech 3end bint khalty ga3da agolaha fe wa7da ma3ana bel class 7adha tshaweg o nafs staylna .. 3ejabni sha3arha chan aroo7 agolaha allah shlon 3almene afashel sa7 ? matat men el the7ek o galatli ambeeh yal helegeya"

"hehehe la 3adey shda3wa.. ha tabena el yom nadres 7ag quiz el arbe3a??"

"eee plz bas mo el yoom bacher a7san 3ashan ma ansaa"

"khalas oki" akhatht raqamha o khathat raqmi 3ashan entwa3ad el thalatha

Tuesday.. twa3adna bel study hole at 10 .. darasna 7ag el quiz .. oh god este3abha ba6e2 ! maskena .. o laman a36eha mas2ala 3ashan t7elha togaf bel nes o mat3aref etkamel .. ksarat kha6ri .. so akher shay ya2ast o geltlaha "tadren shlon ge3day yami o etha twahagtay eb shay ana a3almech"

"hehe sorry yanantech sorry"

o ba3den ga3adna nsolif about highschool o 6la3at my cousin ma3aha o mayetwa6non lol , then g3adat tsolif about her family ..

"el3ayla el yoom 7adha meshta6a 7ag weld khalti bacher ye6la3 min el koleya masken sarla 45 yoom"
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bacheer .. eee sa7 bacher.. akherannnnnn!!










Thursday 28 May 2009

1st love (5)

O HATHA POST THANI L3YONICH YA MARIOM ;)

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"Aaaaaaaloo"
"hahaah sheno aaaaaaaalooo habla entay" .. ok sij sheno aaaaloo ! badleya qaweya ashwa ena mo 3azooz chan shesakta!
"la6oof shtaben khara3tenii"
"gomaay goomaaay sh3alech 7a6en esmech bel jareda"
"laish ana shsaweet"
"hehehe ,, qbaloch jam3at el kuwait"
"7elfaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy waaaainnn ay koleyaa mabaghaww"
"mani gayla ro7ay dawray esmich"

"YAKERHECH" .. o rega3ta eb wayeha ! hal bneya 3ala kether matnarfezni a7ebha!

nezalt o sheft umi teshrab gahwat`ha o facha el jareda

"mama ta3alay ashwa enech ga3adtay shofe esmich yemken qbaloch"

"ee tawa toofa dagatli tgol 7a6een esmii"

"sij mama ,, ay koleya??

"magalatli tgoli entay dawray ! na7esa"

"hehe yalla dawray ashof"

lani tawni ga3da min el noom a7es mashof 3adel o min el 3yela maleget esmi ..

"ha mama legetay?"

"eeff laa2 badeg 3aleha al7een"

i called .. "la6ooff 7ayaty golele maleget esmi"
"awal say plzzz"

"mama shofeha"
umi khme6at el mobile " ha yuma le6efa shloonich ??.. ha wain qbalaw bentii .. laaaa .. zain el 7amdelaa .. allla ybarek fech wentay wain ?? weee ,, laaah ee yala ma3aleh .. salmay 3ala omich .. ma3a el salama"

i gave my mom "haa , bashray" LOOK

"el7amdela qbaloch 3elom edareya"

"SHENO ! AYSHAY ! ana emta3ba ro7e bel derasa o akher shay edareya!" ga3adt abchyy .. kint abee handasa o kanat raghbety el ula .. edareya kanat el rab3a ulla le hal daraja mu3adele nazel .. it was 3.35 zainn.. eeff thag khelgy

"laish yuma tabcheen enshalla khera shlech bel handasa ta3ab o matathmenen wathefa 6e3enee"

"o la6oof wain??"

"adab"

"Heheheh maskeeeeeeenaaaaa ambaaaihh ehya wain wel adab wain el7amdela eni edareya!!"

"ee 3afya 7emday rabech o shekreh el 7amdela a7san men gherech"

2002 , awal course ,, awal yooom ,, i was amazed! wayed 7elwa el koleyaa.. ambaih 6a el banat .. wayed 7elweeenn o wayed kashkheen ,, awal mara ashof hal kameya min el banat el 7elwen hehe mashalla ,, kint 7asa eni yahel wel kel kbaarr ,, el shabab aghlabhum emghatren ,, way el mokan lah haiba !!

dashet o makan fe a7ad a3arfa kel refejaty el"nerds" elli ra7at 6eb weli ra7at handasa .. o ana mo noo3e at3araff .. oo shakle bathe3 sij ! o a7es el banat hni maghroraat heff!

awal course kent makhtha tamhedi english 3end doctora mathker esemha bas kanat so sweet o maths 3end ostatha hana2 she was amazing ,, shar7ha y3aqed o 7laaaiwaa .. o mada ekhteyary mathker shenow .. wayed 7abet el koleya o sij el 7amdela eni enqabalt feha !

eb class el english kanat yami wa7da 7laaaiwaaa 7adha 7aboba o hadya bas maserna rabe3 kanat 3elaqatna derasa o bas .. o eb class el maths kan fe wa7da 6umasha et`tha7ek o wayed ejtema3eya kent agool waay mashalla ya7leelha chanzain aseer nafs`ha ..

kan 3endi break kelyoom min 10 le 11 .. amoor starbucks ag3ad shwayya .. 6ab3an el wath3 kan 3ARTH AZYA2 .. el banat yshawgon o thooq .. ana awal madashet kent 3adeya 7ade madre shelsalfa .. o min kether el 6umasha qarart asawe new look !






1st Love (4)

Ya El.yoom elli kan yan6era ..
"dalooya aby ashofech el yoom"
"enshalla"
"4.30 ta3alay oki?"
"enshalla"
"yalla ana bajahez aghrathy"

since i was very khawafa ,, kent laman aby ashofa amora el bait , yerkab sayarty , wen7oos eb man6aqat`hum lanha wayed hadya o kelha sheyab o ma7ad yserli saken feha..

mesak edey "dalooyaa 7abebty derbalech 3ala ro7eech"
i was crying "wenta ba3ad i`ll miss wayed wayed"
"walla i`ll miss you too min le ghairech eb hal denya enty 7ayaty o 3umri o roo7ee daloy tadren shkether a7ebech sa7"
"adre wana a7ebek akthar walla akthar"
"enzain entay al7en laish tabchen tadren ana waini ana mo raye7 astanas walla ya dalooy bandag daag ba6la3lich 3a9al o aswaaadd"
"hehe la lateth3af chethy zain"
"3abalech eb kaifi kelna ben9er 3e9lan o sood o shanab alla laywarech"
"hehe ham 7elow"
"yalla 7abebe nazleni ana bag3ad ma3a ahali shway gabel la adesh tamren 3alashay"
crying.. " la salamtek der balik 3ala nafsek plz"
"ana dayer bali wrab3e bederon bale 3alay enty plz dere balech o 3an el hyata"
"tamer ameer"

nazalta el bait o awal ma sakar el bab my tears were all over my face !.. shloon bedesh wekhalene shloon !! kel yoom aghafe 3ala 9oota wasabe7 3ala 9ootaa !! magdar ared el bait wana eb hal 7ala .. shagol 7ag umi !! i called la6of

"tofa badlay ana yayetech"
"shfech tabcheen??"
"ooh neset el yoom 3azoz bedesh..sorryy .. yalla dgayeg wan6erech bara"

maret`ha o 7esna kel el kuwait o kan el 9amt ya3um al makan ..

"ana adre ay kelma bagolich eyaha mara7 et`hadech bas tara bel nehaya eb ye6la3 ya3ni wain beroo7"??
"...." i was crying
"tadren shlon ,, ana basawelich program ywanes 3ashan te6le3en min modech ,, 3ajbech mo 3ajbech ra7 etsawenaa"
"..."
"bas 3ad the7kay yal maleeqaa mo 7elo 3alech el za3al!"

i gave her my very fake smile .. ran mobiley

"ALOO"
"haha shfech shfech"
"ra7 afgedeek" sad voice
"ahh wana ba3ad walla .. ana dash al7en a7ebech a7ebech a7ebeeech daloooy a7ebechh byebyee o yaweeelech en bechetay walla az3al tara a7es fech oki"
"enshalla" o kent mada boze shebrain
"promise?"
"promise"
"shda3wa mako a7ebek 7ag 3azezaaaan ??"
"a7ebek 7ayatyy"
"yalla byebye o take care 7ayaty plzz o goli 7ag la6fo t7e6ech be3yonha"
"enshalla .. byee" engezat la6fo "3AZOOZ BYE LATKHAF 3ALA EL DE3LA"
"Hahahaha .. Salmay 3aleha byee"
"hehe bye" ..

"6a hathy sh7aga teth7kon 3alay ?"
"lanich ma6fooga ! hehe"
"zaaaaain tha7aktaay ,, yalla 3ayal redeni el bait ;P"
"cheni 3aletech?" o 3a6et`ha el 3ain el 7amra
"hehe la walla la bas ta2akhar el wagt o basawelich program ;) 3ashan athab6ech"
"eee 3abaleeee .. thanks sweety"
"shda3wa cham daloya 3endenaa .. 3azeza o ghalya 7ayaty entay" na6at o basatni UMWAH

radait el bait ,, awal maba6alt bab dari i jumped into my bed and cried all the night .

program la6of kan 7ada bayekh eb kaifa sharekatna eb nadi ! lanha ba6a o tabe teth3af kadeshatni ma3aha .. bas sij taghayar moodi shway ,, kint a6ale3 7arete bel reyatha o 3ogob el nade nred nesba7 o ne6la3 ,, yoom nro7 nshof movie , o mara ma63am , o sometimes nsawe yam3a 7ag banat el high school ..

maraw 10 days .. o kint akhale mobiley hazaz akhaf ydeg 3alay o masem3a aw akon nayma
thak il yoom kint naymaa ..

7.30 Zzzzzzzzz Zzzzzzzzzz , mobiley hazz

negazt way 3azooz 3azoozzz...










Tuesday 26 May 2009

1st Love (3)

i was so inlove .. o he loved me too .. wayed wayed wayed! o kanat la6ofa tgolyy "waay yabakhtech alla yhanech shakelna ebnefra7 fekum soon"

2002 takharajna min el thanaweya .. o hal 3e6la ga3adna bel kuwait ,, o uhwa ba3ad .. ana qadamt awrage 3ala KU o uhwa qadam 3ala elshur6a wel jaish .. kan yetmana yser 3askeri ..

"dalooy tadren sheno atmana adesh koleyat el shur6a ,, matakhayelen shkether"
"3asalla ywafgek walla bad3elik lel o nahar wenshala yaqblonik"

o thaak il yoom .. he called

" DALLOOOOOOOYYY 7AYATYYYYYYYY ENQABALT ENQABALT"
"Sijj ,, HEYYAAAAAAAAAAA"
"wallahh mat9adgeen shkether mestanes hatha a7la yoom eb 7ayatyy"
"3asa doom enshalla" sij sij fara7tla min kel galbi

"bas fe shay ra7 ythayeg khelgech"
"shenow?"

"eb ya7jezona 45 yoom ,, mako mobile ,, o ba3den anam hnak ayam el sboo3 o bs y6al3ona bel weekend"
"CHATHAB! o ana shasawe bedonik ???" khnegatni el 3abraa
"maykhalif 7ayaty ta7amlay enshalla bet3ade 3ala khair .. tadren ra7 yasrefonlena ma3ash ,, o enshalla laman asteqer o eteratab 6al3ati ra7 akalem ahale 3ashan ykha6bonich 7agi"
"sij?" 7adee stanastt
"ee men le ghairech daloya walla a7ebech o magdar a3esh bedonich ,, enty um 3yali"
"wana amoot feek" waay a7eba!

kan dayman ygoli entay um 3yalii .. dayman yetghazal feni .. moshayef bel denya ghairii ,, o i feel the same way too! esloba shay mu 6abe3e ykhale el wa7ed yoo9al el semaa

p.s : ana wayed ga3da akhte9er la2anna its long time ago o ga3da athakar el ashya2 el ra2eseya faqa6.

i didnt Describe how do we look like ! ..

well , i am white , dark brown hair , hazel eyes , 160 cm , 54 Kilos , Cute and sometimes beautifull.

uhwa Dark tanned skin "born with it" black hair , hazel na3esa eyes "so beautifull" , 182 cm , madre cham wazna bas jesma wayed 7elo because he used to play basketball ,, umm ,, wasamat reyayel .



Sunday 24 May 2009

1st Love (2)

6ool el safra bali mo ma3ahum , kint kela sar7ana .. i missed him so much ! mathker wain re7na wala shsawena .. 3ogob shahar radaina el KUWAIT :D ..

"waay akheran mabaghena no9al walaht 3ala la6oooff" actually 3azooz !
Mom "ee radena 7ag el 7ar wel r6ooba mestansa"
"ya7alat el.kuwait o ya7alat r6obat`haaa"

awal ma wesalna el bait i ran into my pc , joined MIRC , where is he ?? i waited 3 houres , solaft len 6a7 7athy bas ta3abt aby anam .. i quit and went to bed.

mathker sheno sar 3ogob .. bas faj2a he disappeared !!

offcourse i asked la6of about him and she said "ma3endehum net o tara he really loves you.. kalmeh"!
"sorry i cant"
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2001

6ool el fatra elli 6afat kanat tyeble akhbara o tyebla akhbare .. i didnt ask about him ,, ehya bro7ha etsolif 3ana !! kent a7es enni a7eba .. bas eb nafs el wagt mabi akalem o akhareb som3ete .. yemken ye6la3 mo zain ..!

November la6ofa called "Hey merryooh wain dalyooooooooo"
"jain enti laish sarakh .. mokh mako"

"dalyoo ta2ali telephone"

"way3a :@ mino dalyooh ! .. aloo"
"elkalbaaa sabatniiiiiiii"
"gal3etech shtaben 3endi midterm bacher??"
"a7ad yamich ?"
"No , shfeech?" Whispering
"Daloy bagolich shay"
"ee shfeech golay!" eb3a9abeya
"tawa 3azoz dag 3ala barako yabchi ygol yabe ykalmich"!
"7araam .. :( :( o laish yabchi,,shfeh"?
" he said ena he misses u alot o ena he really really in love o mo gader yan6er"
"me 2 bas la6ofa i cant ma3endi mobile"
"maykhalef ana a36eh raqam betkum o ge3day yam el telephone oki?"
"laa akhaf"
"dont worry enty bas sem3eh shyabe o sakreh"
"ya3ni?"
"ee ya3ni yalla bye"
"la7thaaaa" .. she hung up the phone!

ampaih shasawe ? shagool ? OMG hathy laish ma6foga ooff mu wagta 3ende midterm , i was shaking ! the telephone rang

"Alo?"
"Alo.."
".."
"Dalya?"
"yes"
"ana 3abdel3azez"
"ahlen"
"i missed you SO MUCH , shloonich ?" i missed him too !
"el7amdela am good , are you ok?"
"yes , dalya , a7ebech walla a7ebech"
"..." i dont know him that much bs i do love him ! uhwa el wa7ed elli kan eb bali o ebgalbe hal snen elli fatat , when he said "a7ebech" 7aset eni dekht weldenya ftarat feni
"aloo" , "aloo"
"shfeech" "nothing"
"are you busy"? " yes 3endi midterm 2morrow"
"7abebti sorry 3a6altich , mita akalmich ?"
"madre .."
"khalas bacher akalem barako ykalem la6of etgolich teg3eden yam il telephone etha badeg oki"?
"oki"
"study well daloy"
"enshalla"
"luv you .. Bye" ... "Byee"

my cheeks turned red , o sar 7aarrr , i was so embarrassed .
thalena 3ala hal 7al .. len akher 2001 .
dad yable mobile eb mybirthday .. i was so HAPPY .. o serna 24/7 ensolif bel telephone .. ta3arafna 3ala ba3ath akthar .. o ta3alagna eb ba3ath akthar .. you know..

and i am sure now that he is my true love !








Thursday 21 May 2009

1st Love (1)

7asait eb sh3oor Ghareb .. ghareb .. Butterflies in the stomach .. in my whole bodey mo bas my stomach ,, akhaihh ,, a7es el denya sarat baitha ,, dekht ,, mashof shay jedami

"Dalooy?"
"Dalya"
"are you there?"

YES YES ,, ambaihh madre shagool

"..."

"shfech ? ana asef etha hal kelma thayegtech .. bas walla ma agdar an9ber akthar .. i really do"

ya3ni laish al7een tgooool .. elyoom basafer .. wai3 shbe9er feni bel safraa OMG .. tsadgon ga3adt abchy ! madre far7ana madre thayeg khelgy what am i gonna do ?

"ta7achay golay shay..!!"

ok i justed discovered that i love him to bas agola wela la2?

"3azooz .. ana basafer el yoom"
then he said
"7ELFAAAYYYYYYY !! tsadgen tawni adree"

cheni endegart ? dagra o wahga .. mayamshi elmawtho3 :P

"min sij et7ebni ? "
"walla amoot feeech .. o entay?"
"madre .. magdar ared al7een .. laman ared min australia"
" :( ok .. an6erech el 3omr kela.."

WAAY ! .. isn`t he sweet .. wela ana mestal6efa el mawtho3
yoomha 7asait ena uhwa 7ub 7ayaty .. bas kent khayfa .. wada3na ba3ath o sakart el irc
daget 3ala la6ofa o gelt laha shsar .. "Dalooooy .. tara sijj .. uhwa min zeman gayel 7ag barako ena wayed y7ebech bas khayef ygolich tkeshen mennah .. 7aram laish sawete feh chethy?"
"madre madre twahaagt sedamnii"
"enzain golele what about you?"
"about what ?"
"about what ya3nii ,, do u feel the same way ?"
"tsadgen ,, i liked him he`s so sweet o gentle o 7abob and funny kint a7es eni 7abeta bas mo amot 3aleh .. bas laman gali ena y7ebni 7asait eb sh3oor ghareeb hazni o ghayarni .. la6oooooff shasaweeeeeeee"
"latsawen shay le radetay yser khair safray o reday ba3den nshof shbensawe .. o tara bagoola "with meya3a voice""

La yal kalba walla yawelech athbe7eech o ma7achech

Mama : enty t7achen mino yalla 3a6eni el mobile aho khal asakra bas bendesh el 6ayara

la6foo bye .. YAWAILICH

Hahahaha "the meanest laugh ever" !!

Mama : Yebay entaw maten3a6on wayh .. la6of ma3a el salama .
o rge3ta eb wayeha .. testahal !

Brief

I used to be a Quiet girl le darajat i did`nt have any best friends! not la2ani em3aqeda
bas min kether el quietness i didnt know how to make friends !! so my cousins
was my friends..but i had many Colleagues at school "the nerds" lol
athker kan fe thentain yetbadelon ashre6at cartoons bel school ! ambaih so weird :P
bas walla 7adhum khosh girls anyways..

it was 1999 , we used to go to bnaider every weekend
kan yarna grandfather`s cousin so kena nel3ab ma3ahum o n6eb ba7ar o chethy
at night kena fareqain el boys bro7 o el girls broo7 ,, mino yabni jabal akbar :P
i was 14 .. lel7eni yahel .. thak ilyoom ,, their son yayeb refeja
3adey .. mala7atht aslan .. elmohem sbo3 wara sbo3 kena ga3den belail
3ala el balakona wela ashof wa7eed 6aye7 o met3awer , they were playing football

fa i told my cousin "We masken shofay hatha shlon met3awer yakser el kha6er"
La6of " ee masken enga9 wayha hehe ma7ad gala yetdefash "
o 3ade ghayarna el mawtho3 o ga3adna nsolif

3ala ayamna kanat habat el MIRC :P LOL tara walla it was really wanasa
ta3araft 3ala really great people ba3den agolkum 3anhum..elmohem
my cousin kanat 7ail ma3a their son as friends o kanaw wayed they talk to each
other by phone .. galaha ena his friend liked me so el malgofa said "ee tara 7ata ehyaa yoom 6a7 kesar kha6erha!!" DUH ! ya3ni betsawe 3amal khair ??g3edaw yetafqon shlon ykhalona ykalemni gamat o 3a6eta my nickname ! o ana makent adre "6ab3an" o magalatli lana tadre ana
mo no3e chethy o lel7en mokhi ad el balo6a .. yoom daret ba6at chabde shako tqarer bedali !! thak il yoom kan yem3a
dashet belail ga3da asolif wela new user ygoli

Hi
Daloy : Hien
user : shlonich
Daloy : am fine u
user: fine 2 .. ana eli kint labes white shirt belshaleh

ana sar feni "na3aam" !! shfe hatha o meno hatha shyabi o shdarah ena hatha my nick name malyon wa7ed yalbes abyath bel shaleh ! eeff ana dasha a3abe6 wa6la3 hatha shako y3aref mino ana o aked y3aref esmi o shakle .. waaai3 .. daget 3ala my cousin ..

"hey la6fo sar kait kait" wela tgoli "ee ! uhwa wayed 7abech o 3ejabti so i told barak ur nickname 3ashan ykalmich bel irc 3ade mafeha shay!"

yasalam .. o fe wa7ed thani ba3ad yadre 3an el salfa SHIT!! FASHLA
7ady 3a9abt 3aleha ba6at chabde.. she told me that he`s a really good guy o ma3enda kharabe6 o no one else would know .. she promied .. so gelt 3ade khal ashof shsalfeta !!
o bainy o bainkum shway stanast awal mara a7es ena fe a7ad mu3jab feni :)
hmmm

soo.. ta3arafna 3ala ba3ath .. we chatted alot .. min awal ma ared min el thanaweya
le belail .. 7ata kent a7el my homeworks 3ala 6awlat el PC
kan el wath3 the7ek o 3aba6 o wanasa o bara2a .. his name is 3azooz .. ana akbar mena eb one month , ygool ena wala mara kalam o ena ana awal wa7da en3ejab feha
to be honest ana mathakar shakla 3adel because laman ashofa ykon b3eed bel ba7ar aw belail . el ro2ya matkon wath7a :P eb hal fatra lo ymur jedami makent ra7 a3arfa
he has dark tanned skin , dark black hair , hatha elli ybayen min b3eed hehe

summer 1999

this summer we`re go to Austraila , o awal mara ytheg khelgee .. lani basafer .. bafareg 3azooz .. ana madre till now sheno sh3ora ,, bas i`ll miss him .. madre hatha 7ub wela shno ? o shlon bashbek min hnak ? eeff
i told him ena benro7 almost one month ,, thag khilga wayed .. o yoom el safra

Daloya " Hellooooo ,, eeff ma3aref asawe jan6ete madre shakheth .. ygolon hank BARD ,, tedodaht walla"

3aZooz " 3adey 7e6elech cham jeanz o shay ydafech belail atwaqa3 el seb7 el jaw ra7 ykon 7elo"

"ya3ny"?

"eee sh7aga em3aqda el salfa ;P"

"oki shorek wehdayt alla"

"daloy .. i`ll miss u so much :( shlon akalmich? "

" walla madre i`ll miss u too walla .. yalait 3endi mobile .. o magdar wana hnak agolhum aby internet cafe .. u know.. uhma bro7hum shaken feni min kether el ga3da"

" la yam3awda abech treden salma manabi mashakel bas plz 3al aqal e mail tara shahar wayed"

Beste3ba6 " baih shda3wa shal ma7aba ;P"

"ana mo bas a7ebech ,, ana amoot fech"