With All My Respect.. "I Hate You!"

:)

2010-06-08T13:10:00.001+03:00

Hey Banat shloonikum ?? walaht 3alekum wayed :*

HeY Guys :D

2010-03-14T19:20:00.002+03:00

Helloooooooooooooooooo .. miiiisssss uu soooo muuuchhh ;** .. sooorryyy 3ala hal ghaayba bas walla marait eb throooof wayed sa3ba haddat 7aily kent ma akel wala atkalam o bas anam o maqmota o bas abchy o we3 wee3 .. now am soo much better .. madre etha bakamel akteb my story wela la2 cuz i really hate it :/ .. i asked him for divorce .. mama and baba wagfen ma3ay el7amdella ,, now ana eb bait ahali waiting him to divorce me :/ huh ..

a7eebkum wayed ;**

Falling apart..

2010-01-06T18:32:00.002+03:00

What do u do when evry thing seems to be a big lie?
cheating husband .. etha ebtendam laish u cheat bel asas ? WHY WHY ?
laish u break my heart then u ask me to forgive u ?
o foog kel hatha mako la eslob wala mo3amala ?
why its easy to cheat on me ? and u want me to forgive u every time ? ana ma7es? if u treated me right maybe kint agdar asame7

what do u do when u feel lonely ?
i have so many friends .. bas 6la3aw ,, fake friends ? i guess
they talk behind my back .. yetshameton .. i told them everything about my meserable life .. yetshameton .. when i needed them .. khaloni o ygolon malna khelg qatha o ghlega ? and that i am a drama queen! duh.. lies every where .. they are lying about every thing .. my story was intesting to them lana they didn't know anything about me .. ba3den faj2a malaw .. o ra7aw! why?

what do u do when u trust NO BODY?
kelshay agola ga3ed yengal 7ag other persons o hal other persons ygola 7ag others .. why ? i trusted u laish chethy ? kelman yesta3be6 .. kelman labes qena3 .. i don't know what to do .. i can't talk .. i can't breath .. i can't live ..

min el qamta eli ebgalbi i can't sleep .. o etha nemt elqamta etga3edni men el noom! 7arga eb 9adre morathya troo7 ..
i wish i never existed..

el7amdela 3ala kel 7al .. sorry guys muga3da akteb sarli mudda .. a7es mogadra .. mafeni 7ail asawe shay ..

i love u
-dalya

Ghareba (26)

2009-11-17T10:46:00.004+03:00

When i saw her face for the first time i had the most amazing feeling .. a7la sh3oor 7aseta eb 7ayaty! She was so different from what i imagine.. so cute and tiny.

When I looked at her eyes for the first time and kept her in my arms i had such a new feeling. Nobody told me how is it like to love your own baby, what exactly a mother feels. I didn't know how different this new type of love can be .

I was alone .. kelman rad el bait ynam .. Manori was sleeping .. I know in that day, she became everything in the world to me. I was so tired but excited .. so i didn't sleep ,, ga3da a6ale3ha shlon nayma .. i love her!
2nd and 3rd day was the Esteqbal .. kan wayed za7ma .. wayeed .. wanasa bas ta3ab.. bel 4th day i went to mama's house .. wel mas2oleya bedat! i decided to breastfeed manori .. matakhayalt that breastfeeding is very painful and extremely uncomfortable! .. o lazem ag3ad kel sa3tain arathe3ha .. ta3ab sij ta3ab .. bel nfas 7amad makan wayed yzorna .. yoom eyye o yoom la2 .. wetha ya mayeg3ad akthar men sa3ten.. wayed adeg 3aleh alga waiting .. y9arefni a7es mayaby ysolif ma3ay .. wayed hal shay athar 3ala nafseytyy.. and i was so tired lanni manam 3adel .. o etha nemt atefazaz kela a7alem ena manora enbagat .. aw 6a7at min el frash .. also i wanted to lose the weight i gained o ebnafs el wagt kent kela yo3anaa .. mama helps alot o kanat kela tzefni lani ma artha a7ad yamsek munani .. wayed kent akhaf 3aleha eb shakel mo 6abe3e ,, kent mahwosa fehaa .. a6wal moda nemt'ha ehya 4 hours! ba3den ag3ad lanna my breast y3awerni min el 7aleb! bekhte9ar gatrat el nfas .. really WE3! i was a happy sad mama!

14 Days .. 7anait 3ala 7amad eyele 3ogob el dawam .. "dalya tadren ana wara el dawam sayer anam"

"ee nam 3endena 3adey!"

"la la fashlaaa"

"laish fashla 7amad 3afya ta3al walla walhana 3alek"

"maykhalef 7abebe laman ag3ad amurech"

i started crying "enta kela kashet feni wet9arefni o mateg3ad ela shwayya o al7en atrajak etye etnam 3endena murathy laish" sobs

"7ayaty latabchen walla fashla shegolon ahalich"

"sheno shegolon enta raylii!"

"inzain bas latabchen bayye bayeee" i didnt ask him to come bas la2anna i miss him .. 3ashan aby a3aref shelsalfa! .. taghadena then dashena el dar .. 7amad enseda7 3ala el frash to take his nap .. o ana kint arathe3 munani len namat .. eltefatt 3ala 7amad .. he was sleeping 2 .. sooooo .. re7t akhatht his mobile .. went to the bathroom .. o ga3adt at3abath! .. ebhal yoom i called him arounf 2 o kan 3enda waiting .. so .. kan fe raqam ga3ed ysolif ma3ah 20 minutes bas bedon esim .. o dag 3ala hal raqam 10 elseb7 .. elyoom eli gabla 12.30 belail !! o 8.00 belail ... 4 el3a9er .. 2 eltheher .. hathela el awqat eli kanaw bel log! fe arqam wayed bas kanaw emsayeven eb esim shabab i know them hamads friends .. bas hal raqam .. madree .. fakart adeg wasma3 elsoot .. bas etha 6ala3 wa7ed! male khelg mashakel .. shasawe ya rabbi ,, khal ashoof el inbox msgs .. mako shay .. sent items .. legeta dazlaha
bel3aks 3ade laish tgolen chethy entay la emthaygatni wala shay degay meta mataben ..

o msg thani sadgeni ana wayed wayed mestanes eni ga3ed akhdemech 3ade yuba layredech ela elsanich

what the hell was that?! hamad! ambaih he's cheeting on me ???? i remember this number .. mara i was 5 months pregnant o kena bel shaleh .. he just came from his friends chalet at 12 midnight .. was smoking bel toilet .. o ana kent mensad7a .. wesala msg min hal raqam "Wainik?" ana sheft el msg .. o staghrabt ena raqam bedon esim .. o sheft el calls kan tawa emsakra min that number .. o i asked him who was that (bas mageltla eny garet el msg geltla wesalik msg wal7en el sa3a 12.30 meno dazlik?) o he said refeja tawa kan ma3ah tawa .. 7efatht el raqam yomha .. bas sadagta .. hatha nafs el raqam! ykalemha min wana 7amil! aaahh galbi :( .. akhatht el raqam o khasheta .. radet el mobile mokana .. o sawet ro7i nayma!
laman ga3ad 3abala ana nayma .. 6ala3 men baitna o madre wain ra7 ! .. i was in shock! how could he ,, seriously HOW COULD HE! .. i cried so hard that day o umi 6ab3an shafatni .. i told her what i saw .. i told her about the chalet incident .. "la7awla wala qowata ella bellah .. hal walad madre shsalfeta"
kent atshahag min el bachi .. i was so tired so so tired o makan y3amelni 3adel bel nfas .. laish ysawe chethy? ana ekteshaft wana bel khames .. min meta y3arefha ? sheno 3elaqat'hum ! laish chethy laish.. he really broke my heart! mama ba3ad wayed enkesar galbha 3alay "dalya alla ykhalech lattekadaren tara kel hal za3al yro7 bel 7alem o ydesh munani's system she1s a baby mata7amal el za3al"

"ya3ny shtabene asawe mama kelshay sawet sama7t o ta7amalt o ta3abt o mayqader wala sawa shay 7ag esteqbali u did everything o foog hatha ykhooni ? walla mastahal walla"

she huged me tight and said "walla matestahlen bas elshakwa lalla latabchen 7abebty el reyayel chlab lat3awren galbich .. 3a6eni elraqam ana a6ale3lich bayanat 3annah"

"sij ? tegderen?"

"eeh 3a6eeniyah .. o layadre 7amad enich daretay ebshay"

"oki" rte7t shway eni ra7 a3aref mino hathy .. o kent ga3da 3ala a39abi yomha .. 2 hourse later i got theis information .. Esemha nouf el flani .. 34 years old .. single .. teshteghel eb wezarat elkhareja aw eldakhela mathker .. 3enwan bet'hum .. raqamha el madani ..
"shbetsawen?"

"madre .. bas 34! akbar menah eb 10 years! wee3"

mama magalat shay .. bas sure makan 3ajebha .. ana wayed tghayart 3ala 7amad .. staghrabt mena .. o men tasarofata el sebyaneya .. i felt un loved .. 7aset eb naq9 .. ohwa shga3ed ydawer barra ? el self esteem wel nafseya was really down! 3 days later 7amad kan y7en yaby y3aref shfeeni .. wana madre shagoola .. so ohwa men nafsa gal ena yaby yetghada wenam 3endena .. ga3ad y7en shfech shfech .. i told him eny ta3bana men mjabal el baby .. laman nam .. i took his his mobile again o ga3adt ashoof again .. the number was saved under the name "Nweef" o kan emsolif ma3aha gabel la ydesh elbait!! sij mayeste7e 3ala wayha .. i felt angry .. so angryy .. wee3 7aqeer .. akhatht munani o re7t ag3ad bel 9ala .. laman ga3ad 3a6eta nafs shena .. sij makan le khelga .. o uhwa kan mestaghreb .. "shfech dalya 3asa mashar"
"ta3bana"

"kel ma aye ta3bana ta3banaa tara la3at chabde"

"!!!" i was shoked ,, didn't say a word!

"elsharha 3alay eli yaay .. ma3a elsalama"

"alla weyak!" .. no comment .. after this .. kan ydeg wana a7gera .. wagol 7ag mama etha daglich golela nayma .. ensan tafeh sakhef mayfaker ela ebnafsa .. agola ta3bana y3a9eb ! 3abala emjabal baby le3eb yahal .. fog hal ta3ab 7arakata elbaykha eli tkhale elwa7ed yet3ab zyada .. so after 2 days of ignoring him .. he called mama o galaha ena yaby y6ale3ni ..
"ambaih yuma shlon a6la3 wana bel arbe3en! bagele ba3ad sbo3en"

"maykhalef bas betemashon bel sayara"

"la mabi .. mabi ashof reg3at wayha"

"laa hatha raylech latgolen 3ana chethy"

"etdaf3en 3anna *sobs*"

"laaa .. latabcheen .. ana qasde marada lich o entay um benta aked y7ebech o sharech"

"lo sharene maykhonii"

"walla madre shagolich .. kaifech" ga3ad y7en 3ala umi 7anna ela yabe ymasheni ,, so akher shay i said oki .. defadet 3adel .. kan wayed bard shahar 1 2008.. rekabt elsayara wana mali khilg a6ale3 wayha .. a7esa waqe7! kint sakta 6ool el 6erej .. kan ysolif o yeth7ak bro7a .. o ana eb3alam thani .. shlon yegdar ymathel wesawe roo7a 6abe3e! .. so eb nes 6al3at'na ran mobilah! ga6et wayhe bel screen "Nweef" calling .. sawa mute o mashala..

"shela 3adee"

"la ba3den adegla"

"walla 3ade sakten muga3den nsolif"

"maykhalef akalma ba3den" makent aby a7en 3ashan mayshek ebshay.. re7na sharena sandwitches o 3a9er .. while eating nweef called again .. o 7aseta twatar shway .. o ana wayed wayeeedd 3a9abt! "7amad aby ared elbait sadre beda yentefekh we3awerni"
"shda3wa entay mo shaf6a tawa 7ag manoor"

"embala bas madre shfe sar fe 7aleb .. plz aby ared"

"7asafa kent bamashech shway 3al khalej bas yalla enshalla el yayat akthar .."

wa7na eb6erejna le el bait nweef called again .. "7amad sheelaa .. ethaher yabek tharori"

"3ade yan6er sheno 6ale3 ma3a murty ana"

"mmm .. meno hatha nweef?"

"hatha nawaf okho 3baid lesgher"

"cham 3umra?"

"laish tes2elen?"

"wayeed y7en!"

"la laish tes2elen?"

"ana eli laish as2al ? enta eli laish matshela tawa dag 3baid o kalamta! ba3den tawni adre ena 3enda okho sgher"

"ee mo kilshay lazem tadren 3anna o ana ared 3ala eli abeh weli mabi ared 3aleh mani rad 3aleh"

"deg aby asma3 sota"

"hahahaha 9a7ya entay shal 7arakat"

"7amad ga3da akalmik jad .. deg 3aleh aby asma3 sota!"

"mani dag"

"laish khayef?"

"o laish akhaf! shaka feni dalya?"

"la mo shakka .. ana met2akda .. hathy nouf el flani .. o 3umrha 34 o sakna eb **** o teshteghel eb *** o sarlik sh'hoor tkalemna .. fe shay ba3ad taby t3arfa?"

SILENCEEEEEEEEE

Ghareba (25)

2009-11-15T08:30:00.002+03:00

He went to USA with his friends ,, 7aset ena fe shay enkesar dakhli .. shloon yroo7 wekhalenii eb hal 7ala ? ta3bana .. alone .. dasha el-thamin .. o awal mara a7amil .. shal galb! 7aset enah may7ebnii .. kint akhaf anam broo7yy .. sij eni eb bait 7amola.. bas ga3da eb sheqa broo7ii .. scary! eb hal fatra i felt heavy .. el7arej theba7nii .. a7es am lonley .. i needed him .. anany 7amad anany! .. nes el thamin sert ma agdar amshy a7es eb 3awar mu sij! so kint akheth sick leave 7ag el dawam .. o ga3adt bait ahalii.. he came back o kan bagely days wadesh el tase3 .. wayed share ashya2 7ag our baby and for me also .. to be honest .. hal marra i missed him o i was so happy laman rad!

9 months ..12 days ..
"dalooy bacher ahali bero7on el bar 7ag khaley o ana baro7 ba3ad etyeen ma3ana wela malich khelg?"

"eee bayyee wanasaaa wala mara re7t el baarr"

"khosh 3ayal lebsay shay ydafeeech la2anna hnak wayed wayeeed bardd"
i was so excited .. cheni yahel bewadona el tarfeheya .. malet men ga3dat el bait wel sad7a .. aby aghayer jaw .. o mag3ad ahala ywanes.. so the other day .. tedafait 3adel o re7na el bar ..
"Mashalla el bar kebeeer"

"hahahahaha shrayech ya3ni a7na eb 9a7raa"

"eee la7atht hehehe"

"mashalla tawech tla7then .. fe6ena murty"

"hehe ee smela 3alayy"

"enshalla bas bente mate6la3 3alech"

"heeeeyy"

"hehe" elmokan wayed emratab o netheef .. ywaneess .. they welcomed us with open arms, very cordial and polite .. suwalef o wanasa .. wel 7elo fehum ena ga3den kelena mo fa9len el reyayel 3an el 7arem .. o sowalef el ryayel tfa6es min elthe7ek wayed mughamarat .. after that we ate lunch and it was super delicious .. ghefait shway o 3ogob maga3adt i went to hamad and told him "hamad .. 3afya latgool la2 .. aby arkab bunchie" with cute puppy eyes

"dalya shfech smela 3alech yanetay"

"alla ykhaleeek eb kha6ri ebkha6riii tara yser bel baby shay" ayshay dalya :P

"agool ta3awethay men ebles o deshay dakhel latkhaleni a3a9eb"

"shda3wa" *teary eyes* madait bozey o meshait .. gabel la adesh el khaima i heard him calling me "dalooy ta3alay" i gave him the sadest look "mabi"

"ta3alay barakbech ta3alaay bas ana asoog feech"

"HEYAAAAA"

"hehehe walla mo9a7ya .. yalla ta3alay magdar 3ala za3alech"

"7amad .. magdar ag3ad warak ba6ni shkobra maykafe khal asoog bro7yy"

"t3arfen?"

"3alemnii"

"walla enich ga9a 3alay yalla rekbay"

i tried to bas ambaih am so heavy magedart as3ad "hahaha ambaihhh shelneee hahahaha"

"hahaha lateth7ekeeen lat6e7eeen"

"baas baaasss magdar arkaab hahaha"

"zain ne6ray ayeblich selaam"

i was laughing so hard 3ala shakli le darajat ba6ni gam y3awerni ouch! ,, yab daray sghayer 3ashan arkab! GOD ! "AKHERANN" 3alamni shasawe .. easy .. meshait o ga3da asma3a ysarekh "shway shwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay" besmela! mamdani 7a6et sub3e 3al banzen! "DAlyaaa redaaayyy" 7egarta o ga3adt a7oos .. ambaaaaaaaaaaaih wanasaaa .. he was runnig after me masken .. bas marra bel 3umer i rally enjoyed my time! "baasss ogfaaayy"

"hahahaha shaklik mu sij wenta tarketh waray"

"nezlay nezlay sij mu kafo a7ad ya36ech wayh" he was so pissed off

"shda3wa! yalla nazelni" dashet el khaimaa .. faj2a 7aset thahriii wayed y3awerni wayeeeeeeeedd o wayhe n9efag so khalty munera asked me "dalya fech shay?"

"khalty thahri wayed y3awerni"

"kela men halli rekabteh ta3alay ensad7ay shway .. kelesh mala da3eey" ooh! kaifi .. enseda7t o refa3t rele 3ala makhadaa .. ouch ouch y3aweerrr .. aby ared el baittt .. ambaih la2 la22 AYY! i called hamad "aloo"

"hamad aby ared el bait"

"shfeech!"

"thahrii y3awerni .. mani gadra"

"yalla yalla kani yaay"

dashet el toilet 3ala ma eyeb el sayara .. sheno hatha? chena blood? ! OMG .. i called mom "MAMAAAA DAM DAM" i freaked out!

"SHENO DAM SHFECH!"

"fee dam wardii fe dam"

"nezal menech dam??"

"Eeee eeeeeeeeeeeeee"

"weeeh 3adeey .. yalla enshalla lech 3 ayam o tolden"

"ya3ny mara7 olad bel bar?"

"hahahahaha laaaaaaaaa mo kon fa yakoonn .. ana wala mara nezal 3alay dam bas eli a3arfa eli yanzel 3aleha dam ya3ny 7erwat el 3 ayam o tolad .. khafef wala wayed?"

"la 7ada khafeef"

"weeh 3adey bas reday el bait erta7ay lata7arekeenn derebalich 3ala 7afedtyy"

"ok" sakarta bas mate6amant .. i told hamad he freaked out 2! he told khalty and she said nafs el 7achi eli galeta umi ... after saying goodbyes to evryone ,i called my cousin 3ndaha babya 3umrha 1 year .. "hii anwaar" i asked her o galatli "3ade ana nezal 3alay shwayya khafeef o wegaf 3ogob sbo3 waladt"

"ya3ny aro7 el 6abeeb wela la2?"

"et7esen eb 6alg?"

"ana shdarani sheno 6algg .. thahri y3awerniiii"

"hehe yro7 weyye wela thabit?"

"la lazeg feni mayfech"

"mmmm .. enshalla mako shay call ur doctor mala da3e tro7en" i called doctorty o galat nafs el shay .. bas i wonder what is 6alg? eeff .. that night i couldn's sleep well .. thahri thabe7nii .. o kint awaswes kel shway achayek etha fe dam wela la2! Morning .. zad el.blood .. chena am having my period! bas 3awar el thahar ra7 .. "saba7 el khair shlonich elyoom?"
"el7amdela a7san bas wayed dam!"

"taben awadech el 6abeeb?"

"la mako shay y3awernii"

"mmmm.. Enzain ana baro7 el shaleh etyen ma3ay wela awadech 3end umich?"

"la la baye ma3ak"

"akhaf tet3ebeen"

"mat3ab bayye ma3ak .. khal abadel degega" .. wesalna bel salama .. makan feni shay bas el blood kan eb habal! .. temashait shway ma3a 7amad then ra7 shaleh rab3a o ana ga3adt ma3a 7amolty .. after ghada thahri shab 3alay again!! 3awar mu sijj.. i was calling hamad mayred so i called his father .. "3ami ga3da adeg 3ala 7amad mayred wana wayed ta3bana mat3aref raqam a7ad menrab3a?"

"yabnayty 7amad 6ale3 7adag .. ashof yemken a7a9la" laa2! muwagta .. enshalla mako shay! .. la2 la2 khalas mugadra at7amal! o ga3da atwatar weenah! aby ared aby areeeddd .. sarat 6 o ahal 7amad be7adron men shaleh .. "ha dalya etyen ma3ana wela tan6eren raylech"
"la khalty baye ma3akum wayed ta3bana" madre shlon ta7amalt el 6ereej .. kanat el sa3a chenha yoom kamill .. wedi abchy bas maska roo7e .. etha lel7en kel hal 3awar mo 6alg bante7er! awal mawesalt bab sheqete ga3adt abchyy .. after 15 minutes he called "ha 7abebe shfeeech"
"waineek waineeek" i was crying .. really in pain

"rad min el shaleh shfeechh"

"wayed ta3bana aby aro7 el 6abeeb al7eeeeeeen yamdek twadeni wela akhali umi twadenii"

"la ne6ray sheno umich twadech rob3 sa3a wana 3endech" awal ma sakart el telephone khalty dashat o shafatni abchii "shfeech dalyaa shelle y3awrech"

"khalty thahri manigadraaa!"

"yroo7 wered?"

"laa emchaleeebbb mugadra ag3ad 3ala 7ailyyy"

"yuma deshay seb7ay eb may 7aar 3ala ma eye 7amad .. etha zad 3alech ya3ny 6alg wetha ra7 ya3ni mako ela el 3afyaa"

fachait el may o ga3adt 3ala el arth .. mugadra ogaff ..seba7t bser3a o re7t badalt o ga3adt an6er raylyy .. "haa dalooyyy" awal mashefta i started crying "ta3bana ta3banaaa"
"yalla 5 degayeg asba7 wawadech" laaaaaaaa2 ! ba3ad 5 degayeg ! magdar!! sekat madre shagooolll ayy ayy :~( .. after 5 minutes he came out mo metsabe7 wala embadel o he said "haa lel7en taben tro7en el 6abeeb?"

"ENTAA MEN SEJEEK! TA3BANAAAAAAAAAA TA3BANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAA 3ABALIK GA3DA ACHATHEEEEBBB ! ANA AL7EEN AWADE 3UMRIIIIIII WALA MATHALETEEEEKKKK" I WAS EXTERMLY TIRED AND ANGRY! YESTA3BE6

he huged me and said "ana bas kent bat2akad ena min sijech hal mara ta3bana"

"HAMAD LATYANEENEEE BETWADENE WELA LAAAAAAAAAAA2" am sure ena 3yoni 6la3at men lesrakh "yalla thuwani thuwaniii walla bawadech"

"BAAS ESKET O DESH BADEEELLLLL YALLAAAAAAAA"

khalty fachat el baab "shfekum shfekuum"

"khaltyy *sobs* ana *sobs* mugadra at7amal *sobs*"

"yalla yalla al7en enwadech .. 7amad yoma yalla ebser3aa .. dalya nashfay sha3rech"

"magdar magdaarr" .. rekabna el sayara o hamad called mom o galaha ena ray7en el mustashfa .. awal ma wesalna 21.00 sa3edoni foog o 3a6aw shay 3ala ba6ni 3ashan yshofon fe 6alg wela la2 .. 7a6aw el jehaz o ashof mom tsawe chay! "hach sherbay"

"sheno hatha?" "darseeen sherbeh zain" "sharabta kela eb 1 second! .. i can feel contractions while the nerse saying ena mako shay! how come! a7es eb shay ghareb ga3ed yser 7ag ba6niii! yat el doctora el monawba o sawatli ba79 3ashan tshof cham santy mafto7a! o kan da yoom esweed! Aaaaaaahhh y3awer 3ama eb 3ainhaaaaaaa dafshaaa "malik umal 7ate3mele eeih bel weladaa!"

"entay dafsha! shway shwaaayy!" mu3ajebha ba3ad! wagta tkhare3ni hathyy! 7amad 3a9ab o zafha o gal maby hathy tdesh 3ala morty .. wagtek enta el thanii lol! tgol eni mafto7a 2 santi .. "erga3e el beet o ta3ali bokra"

"walla ma at7arak min mokaniii .. ba6niiiiiiii a7es eb taqalo9aat" the nerse said "mako shay habebtyyy"

"SHENO MAKO SHAY! I CAN FEEL IT" yat eta2akad ena el jehaz rakeb 3adel .. 7a6at edha wela tshof el contractions raqamhum 3aleey! "oh my god u r right maybe something was wrong with the machine!" la walla ! ela entay mu7a6eta 3adel malat 3aleech!! "escuse me sir" khathat 7amad o 6la3aw barra .. "nurse ta3alaayyy whats wronggg" elyahel eb ba6ni wet7achi sir! ahh kent em3a9ba 7ade yomhaa .. "7abebty benazlonich ghorfat el 3amaleyat" mom said! yummah ! 3amaleyat! sound scary!!! ga3adt abchyy "khalas hawant mabi olad" *Sobs*
"mara7 t7esen eb shay alla ysahel 3alech kelna waladna" I was excited but scared. now am sure am in labor.. ghorfat el 3amaleyat kanat wayed 7elwa! chena ghurfa 3adeya .. feha sereer .. flat tv .. qanafat 7ag 5 persons .. bathroom .. kan 7amad mawjod ,, his mom , mamaty , khalaty (moms sisters) yaw bel 12.00 7adhum mekhtar3en .. i felt love .. after about three hours my contractions were only five minutes apart .. makent rathya akheth shay .. i was screaming min el 3awar o kent khafya cuz my doctor lel7en mayat o el doctora el munaweba el khaysa yat ba6at may el baby .. min kether masarakht 7amad mesak el kamam o 7a6a gha9eb 3ala wayhy! 3ogobha khedarttttt .. etha ya el 6alg agoom wetha ra7 anam .. bas kint a7es eb soot sada moz3ej etha a7ad tekalam aw ta7arak .. faj2a yali 6alg o i was screaming chan ashof my doctor .. "aaaaaaaa ... laish ta2akhartaayyy"

"heheh kani 7abebty mafech ela el 3afyaaa" "haa meste3eedaa?" she was smiling o ambeh 7adha 7anona .. bas mu wagt sowalef! "plzz 6al3ehaaaa BAMOOOTTT AAAAAAAA" faj2a yat el nurse o 7a6atli drip "wakhraaaaaaay aaaaaaaa"
"dalya shofeeneee .. 7awlay tdezeen"

"ma3areeefff shloooooooooonnnn aaaa bamoott 6al3oohaaaa" :"( 7aset eni ga3da amot sij! kint shway daykha o madre shga3ed yseer bas eli a3arfa eni so in pain o aby el baby ye6la3 .. kent mu3arfa asawe push .. i tried maybe 7 times or more ma6la3at el babya .. "dalyaaa .. el baby wayed ta3bana 3afya sa3deeneee push push" i pushed so hard o ken fe 2 nurses 7a6en edhum 3ala ba6ni o wdezona le ta7aat OUCH! faj2a nemt! then i heard my baby crying bas min el ta3ab magedart afech 3yonii .. i felt ena 7amad was crying .. huging .. kissing my forehead ..
Finaly .. baby monira was born!

Listen , Carefully!

2009-10-21T12:44:00.002+03:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U1JM8kjR91Q&feature=related

كبرتني يا هم

.. دخيلك قول للدنيا أنا عمري الحقيقي كم ؟

كبرتني يا هم ..

تروح سنين من عمري

تضيع وما احد مهتم

ما عاد لي فيها أمل

.. هالدنيا هذي يوم عمري ذبل حلمي انقتل

.. فرحي غدا معدوم

ابعرف وش سبب حزني

.. ابعرف وش سبب لهموم

كثير احزان في الدنيا

.. سببها دعوة المظلوم

أمانه يللي سامعني

.. اذا اني ظلمتك يوم

تعال و قل مسامحني ..

ترى والله جفاني النوم

وحالي صار حالي غم

.. كأني ما دعتلي أم..

وكل ليلة تمر أقول

.. كبرتني يا هم

!أنا ما عشت ابد سني

.. ولا حسيت غير الآه

احس عمري رحل مني

.. واحلامي ارحلت وياه

زماني يروح ويذبحني

واعاني من التعب و القاه

واقول الله يعوضني

.. لي الجنــــه بإذن الله !

allah y3awethni... Dalloya :*

Ghareba (24)

2009-10-12T11:02:00.002+03:00

Trust issues in our marriage will eventually destroy it. how can i trust him! i feel that i dont know him anymore! illy sawah mu shwayya .. wel muskla ena maybayen eb 3aina , and when I ask him laish he cheated ygooi "MADRE ELSHE6AN GA9 3ALAY"! aah .. he's not honest, I know sometimes the truth hurts, but hiding it only makes it worse, he treats me right only when he's doing something wrong! even though qarar enah ra7 yetghayer .. ra7 ashek! it will probably be tough to trust him again..my pregnancy was wayed mut3eb .. o hal salfa khalatni karha kelshay .. if i wasnt pregnant chan radet bait ahalii .. i hated the fact that i am tired o jesmi ra7 yekhtereb 3ashan wa7ed mayestahal .. taghayart ,, sert ka2eba .. 7azena .. mag3edi momel .. ra7at el ebtesama men wayhy .. kela saktaa mali khelg wala shay ! few weeks later 6ala3 esmi bel jareda "wathefa fe wezara min elwzarat" .. re7t .. sheft el mokan .. mo nafs ma ana aby bas a7san men el ga3da bel baitt .. malal o qamta .. o elwzara yakhthon wa7da 7amel 3adey i was 3 months pregnant .. JUNE 2007 .. 3ogob mashtaghalt eb sbo3 7amad safar cause 3enda finals .. kint 7a6a eb bali "aked he'll cheat on me" bel6agag! shasawe ya3ny .. alla yahdeeh ..

kan wayed ydeg ytesharah .. lani makent as2al 3anna kether awal .. cuz mali khelga .. wala le khelg sotaa .. aby arta7 menah shway .. eldawam kan boring ,, nothing to do bel first week , 7ata maktab makan 3endi .. ba3den laman 3a6oni maktab sar el wath3 shwayya a7san .. 3endi net ,, kint a7es eni ray7a internet cafe mo dawam ,, min adesh len a6la3 wana emjabla el net .. ba3den shway shway bedet at3araf 3ala elli mawjodenn ,, hamad rad min maser .. kan esteqbali 7agga bared .. and he said " a7es hal marra mawalahtay 3alay" i smiled .. ee sij ,, mawalaht 3aleh! weird ! a7es mako masha3er tejaha .. ba6 chabdee.. so one day we had a fight
"ya3ny sheno elwa7ed mayghale6 getlich asef o taghayart o sert zain maybayen eb3ainech"

"embala ybayen .. bas khalas ma7es eni agdar atheq fek!"

"ya3ni shtabeni asawee SHTABENI ASAWE!"

"latsawe shay o raja2an lat9arekh tara mali khelg"

"OOH BEL6AGAG!" mmm .. maynon! el nejra kanat wayed a6wal men chethy bas ana khte9art'ha .. on july re7t maw3edii 3end el doctora .. i was 4 months pregnant .. o kent 7adi aby a3aref feni bnaya wela walad .. bas mabayan .. tgol el 7abel el sere bain el ryool! ana kint 7asa ena feni bint .. after 2 weeks min hal maw3ed re7t mustashfa el hadi .. kan ba6ni wayed y3awerni .. i went alone ..
"mafe shay 7abebty ,, everything is normal alhamdulella .. do u know whats ur babys sex?"

"not yet"

"baby girl .. see" bnaya ? wakhtyy .. sheft el screan bas mafahamt shay! "i'll print it for u" wayed estanast enha ebnaya o 7aset ena 7amad mara7 yestanas wayed so hal shay wanasni zyada! can u blieve this ! .. re7t 7ag umi wel kashra men hni le hnaak .. "Yummaaaa tawa re7t el 6abeeb o galatli sheno ebba6ni"

"zain zain , ha bnaya wela sbay?"

"hach shofay el sonar yemken t3arfen?"

"ashof .. we sheno hatha thalma hehe"

"ee madre gelt yemken t3arfen hehe .. shetewaqe3ain?"

"mmmmm madre elli eye min alla 7ayah alla bas chanzain bnaya"

"eeeeeeee bnayaaa"

"SIJJJ .. *tears* el7amdella el7amdella ya7elo elbecher le 9arat bnaya wallaa" *kisses

"hehehe ee a7es cute"

"wanasaaa 7ag el nefanef wel shbabeee9"

"hahahah , yumma .. et'hagen 7amad ebyestanas wela ytheg khelga"

"waihh ! etha mastanas ma3enda salfa ma3alech mena"

"mm .. mara7 agola .. laman aro7 7ag doctorty agola eye ma3ay o as2alha ya3ny cheni lel7en madre .."

"ee a7san ba3ad"

2 Weeks later .. August .. kint bel shahar el khames .. ra7 weyay to the doctor laman dashena she said "enshalla hal marra ybayen .. ashoof .. mmmm .. mmm ..."

7amad kan ykhez el screen o ana kent akheza , since i know sheno feni kent aby ashof radat fe3la .. "mmm .. ya7leelhaa .. Bnayaa"

He had the biggest smile on his face "el7amdella" he seemed happy .. rekabna el sayara .. "dalya .. latgolen 7ag a7ad"

"laish?"

"bas a7san , akhaf 3aleha min el 3ain"

"baih shda3wa ! sheno ya3ny magol 7ag ahali?"

"la 3ade golay 7ag betkum bas baje ahalech mala da3e yadron"

"aha ok!"

"mo 3an bas la2anna ahalna ykheshon fa 7atan ana bakhesh"

"inzain kefkum .. bas lazem agol 7ag khaltyy"

6ab3an kel my family DARAW ,, lani fethe7a o 3ade 3ende agol bas kent agolhum jbal 7amad sawaw ro7kum matadroon .. when i told his mother kanat radat fe3elha barda she said "zain el7amdela" bedon eye contact o g3edat t7e6 sala6a .. staghrabt shal brood! so i told hamad o shsawa ! thani yoom 3al ghada he told her! o el kel kan ga3ed

"yuma , dalya tgol a7es ena umik mo mestansa lana feni bnaya" aby mawqef yfashel akthar men chethy! i blushed!

"laa bel 3aks ana a7eb el banatt o min 3ogob 7amad o okhoh kent aby banat bas alla marezagni wel7amdela 3ala kel 7al o entay shayfa ena khawaty aghlab thereyat'hum sbayan bel 3aks a7na n7eb el banat o nabi banatt o a7san ena ma7ad yadre .." min el feshela sara7a mathakar sheno radet 3aleha !.. ya7lelha she didnt ask me about ANYTHING .. kent astaghreb bas a7san .. el weird thing ena fe nas min ahala kelesh mo meyana ma3ay .. o malhum 7ag yes2elon .. yeg3edon ysa2loni sheno fech bnaya wela sbay .. le el sades kint ared madre bas ba3den 7amad galli "golelhum 7amad mayertha agol" so kint agolhum chethy.. and wain betsawen esteqbalich o kint ared "madre lel7en masheft" bas i was already emqarera eb royal 7ayat .. o maskena mama galatli ena she'll pay for everything .. awal shay marethet i want him to pay ba3den galatli ra7 az3al etha makhaleteni.. so i said ok ,, bas estaghrabt ena 7amad retha kelesh matwaqa3t .. at the end mama 7ayaty she paid for the hospital , my bed cover , hdom el esteqbal , el giveaways , sweet and chocolate .. EVERYTHING .. o ohwa maga6 shay! weird weeeirdd! ..

October 2007 .. 7amad qarar ysafer ma3a rab3a! "dam eni emyame3 flos o umich qarerat enha betekafal eb kelshay 3ayal basafer USA ma3a rab3e shahar 11"

"min sejek!"

"ee laish ana thayeg khelge menzeman mastanast! o enta lo tegderet tsafren chan safarna!"

"aah ! ok"

"shda3wa dalooy tara mayza3el"

"ra7 akon bel thamin 7amad! bala sar shay!"

"la enshalla mako ela elkhair ra7 ared gabel latdeshen el tase3"

GHAREB!!!

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Love u ALL o sorry 6awalt 3alekum ;*

Ghareba (23)

2009-10-11T11:41:00.004+03:00

Hiii Banaat :** miss u .. el post kan wayed a6wal men chethy bas wana akteb faj2a kelshay enmesa7 :~( enqaharttttttttttt .. nafs el mawtho3 bas details aqal ..
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After few days , beda el morning sickness EEW.. I feel nausea all the time .. matroo7 KELESH KELESH! .. mali khelg shay .. la a6la3 la akel wala asma3 wala atkalam .. bas mensad7a 7ata ma6ale3 el tv! .. o foog hatha million marra adesh el bathroom ! o khasatan belail :~( .. 7amad kan wayed zain o nafseyta shwaya metghayra bas makan yqader eni ta3bana .. 3abala atdala3 when i was sooooo tired!

"ana umi kanat tet3ab akthar menech o 3ade kanat emjablatna o te6bakh"

"lo3a 3an lo3a tafreg ana lo3ty mo rathya tfech o a7es jesmi metkaser!"

"shako tafreg entay mara wehya mara! o jesmich metkaser men el ga3da gomay ta7arekay!"

"..."

"entay wayed redeya ana ma7eb morty tkon chethy"

"7amad ta3bana ya3ni sheno tabe asawe!"

"3an el dala3"

"ok ana atdala3" *sobs* .. i was so 7assasa .. o sij sij siiijjjj kent wayed ta3bana o a7es ma7ad 7as bel ta3ab elli fenii .. 7amad makan yeg3ad bel bait .. kela bel dewaneya .. o ana ga3da bro7i bel dar .. 7ashatni qamta o thejaa! .. akher shahar khamsa 7amad said

"dalya tara bakheth el labtopich ma3ay lana mabi ashbek min computer eldawam"

"ekhtha" .. kan laman yred o ydesh el sheqaysolif ma3a wa7da ygol enah ma3ah bel dawam .. ana 7taret awal shay bas ya3ni m9akhat almost every day .. o the7ek o ghashmara o ana emshayen el nafs 3alay! .. so gumt min warah at3abath eb mobilah!

o yoom min el ayam kan bel bathroom ydakhen .. leget bel sent msgs

TO: 858

M q8y****@hotmail.com

zasdf

I had big (!) on my face! sheno hatha ba3ad! GOD.. plz no! baghet amotttt men el7araa ,,sawet forward 7ag el msg 3ala mobiley .. o mesa7ta men his sent msgs! how could he! laman 6ala3 min elbathroom i asked him: "7amad"

"hala 7abebty"

"dawamkum mafeh sheghel?'

"embala laish?"

"la2anna kha9 a7essa karaf fa mestaghreba enik ga3ed takheth el labtop"

"ee karaf bas marat 3endena faragh .. laish tes2elen"

"3ade mujarad so2al"

"mmm .. bas aked fe shay min wara so2alich!"

"laish enta ga3ed etsawe shay ghala6?" el-chathab yeftha7 nafsa eb nafsa!

"hahaha ay shay sa7 ana gayelech a7os eb google! bas estaghrabt awal mara tes2elen"

"la 3adey chethy ma3a el sowalef.."

"sowalfech nafs wayhech"

"mashkor" fake smile

"za3altay sa7 ! ayshay dalya"

"laish az3al mako shay yza3el"

"we3 nafseytech el khaysa! ana dash anam!" masken! so obvious ena warah mo9eba .. i wait him tell he go to dowaneya o achayek shsalfay hal e mail!! around 6 he went out em3a9eb cheni ana el ghal6ana .. o ana a7es eni kent a7tereg min dakhli!! .. i signed in .. wela shashooof! .. 60 coantacts bel msn KELHUM BANAT .. bel recieved folder leget sorat cham ebnaya! o fe 2 dazenla el cv malhum! ya3ny sheno beshaghelhum ma3ah eb nafs el mukan! ambaih!!!.. eb emaila .. 3araft ena 3enda hi5! maskhara over 200 girls eb his account .. also Facebook .. i was really hurt .. really .. wayed becheet .. jara7nii .. laish ysawe chethy ana shnage9ni... sheno 3ajba eb hal mojtama3 el wasekh! ana sama7ta o 3adet'ha awal mara eb mazajy lani sadagt ena mara7 y3edha .. bas this time .. sheno 3ethra .. am pregnant :( 7aram 3aleh 7arnii wayed .. sara7a kheft 3ala my baby min el 7arrah! ra7 awajha .. o i'll leave him .. bs i'll wait tell tomorrow 3ashan afaker 3adel...

yomha magedart anam bas saweet roo7i nayma .. laman nadani 7egarta .. elkhayen :( ga3adt abchy 6ool el lail i was so me7taraah! elfayer .. sawetli fake hotmail account o sawetla add .. 3ashan a3aref el seb7 ay 7aza yashbek .. o sawetli fake hi5 sawet add 7ag random people o ohwa menhum o sawet accept min 3enda ,,

The next day .. elsa3a 9 i went to mama's how lana bait'hum mafeh net .. ghayar el profile info bel hi5 .. o can on msn .. i went back home na6reta ysharef ..
"salaaamm.. dalooya shfeech chenech ta3bana"

"ee men el lo3a" sad face

after lunch .. "7amad wain el e-go bawarek shay"

"shenoo?"

ta3al shoof" i typed his email bel MSN window .. o 3ala6ool 6la3at el sora elli ga3ed yestakhdemha .. "sheno hatha?" 7aset enah metwater o 3yona 6la3at .. "ana ase2lik sheno hatha?"

"aaaa .. eeeeeee hatha e mail refeje tethakart!"

"email refejek shesawe eb labtopy?"

"la2anna ohwa gali asawela may3aref!"

"aha .. ya3ny ment kateb el password?"

"agolich email refeje ana sh3arafni bel password!" 3a6eta nathra "o rasech ma3arfa!" .. "ooh! o rasi ba3ad?" then i typed the password o sawet sign in .. khema6 el labtop menni ... i was trying to get it back bas he pushed me and said "dalya wakhray 3anni la a3awrech" .. ana kheft 3ala 3umri so tana7t eb mukani! then start crying ! "eli matabene ashofa ana shefta .. o tethakar enik 7alaft chethb .. o hali dazetni 3ashanhum khal yenf3oonik!" i walked away "dalya la7tha" 7egarta o 6ala3t jan6ety o kent age6 aghrathy ga6 dakhelha "entay shga3da etsawen"

"ana ray7a bait ahali watmana wregty to9alni!"

"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yanetay sa7!"

"EE YANET ENTA KHALET FENI 3AGEL"

"E7TARMAY NAFSECH O LAT3ALEN SOTICH"

"esket weli y3afek enta khalet feha e7teram" ga3ad y6ale3ni wana a7e6 aghrathy .. i took my car key "heey enta wain 3abalech betro7en!"

"plz wakher" faj2a he was on his knees huging my leg! "asef wala asef walal bagolich shay alla ykhalech latro7en"

"3ogob sheno 7amad khalas enta kharabt kelshay" *sobs*

"dalya alla ykhalech sam7eenii walla a7ebech o madre shlon sawet chethy entay 7abebty o um 3yalii o morty o kelshay ana magdar a3esh bedonich?"

"3AYAL LAISH ETSAWE CHETHY!! ANA EMGA9RA!!"

"walla mo emga9ra .. walla mo entay el sebaab .. menee ana .. ana madre laish sawet chethy"
he huged me and cried so hard .. o ana ba3ad .. i was in pain :( .. "walla el 3athem mara7 a3edha walla ana ghayart el pass o khaleta kharabe6 o ma7efathta aqsem bellah o mara7 tshofen mion elyoom o raye7 ella elli yserech"

"7amad! magdar atheq fek!"

"walla o a7leflech 3al qor2an eni ma3edha o etha dashet el hi5 aw facebook again ta7remen 3allay .. walla ma3edha"

"heey 7aram tgool chethyyyyyy"

"walla mara7 a3edha wallaaaa sam7eni dalya walla a7ebech"

Sama7ta! bas min 3ogob hal salfa 3esht eb shak .. theba7ni!

Ghareba (22)

2009-10-01T08:22:00.005+03:00

I was setting in the living room .. fekra etyeebni o fekra etwadenii .. so afraid min radat fe3la .. etha salfa tafha o 3a9ab ybade3 feni .. shlon etha kan shay nafs hatha? astahal ma7ad gali asawe chethyy .. hal marra ana el ghal6anaa , bs ya3ni it was long time ago..he is frustrated because i lied !.. bas a7es ena radat fe3la OVER! i know it hurts bas ya3ny he has anger management issues!! .. elwagt kan sare3 o ba6e2 eb nafs el wagt .. wain ra7 ? wain raa7..

I was lying down on sofa staring at the roof when he opened the door .. i stood up with awe look in my face .. AMBAIH .. 7araam obviously he was crying :(
"ge3day" ga3adt .. o ohwa ga3ad 3ala el sofa elli yami .. nazal rasa o 7a6 eda 3ala his cheeks .. kesar kha6ri o 7aset bel thanb .. so nazalt rase too.. "shfeha relech?" there was a bruise

"min el jan6a eli 7ethaft'ha 3ala reli"

"SIJ!"

"ee sij" *sobs*

"laish tabcheen"

"thayeg khelgy 3alli 9ar .. mo el qasd eni achatheb 3alek .. bas walla ana makalamta walla el 3athem"

"hatha shay sar men gabil lat3arfeni .. maykhalef nensa el mawtho3 o nefta7 9af7a yededa o manyeb 6are hal yoom"

"akeed maykhalif" i huged him min galb .. that's a relief "asfa plz latez3al 3alay"

"ana ma6ala3t min 6oori ela la2ani a7ebech .. ana ba3ad asef" .. "dalya etha a7ad shaf el ratha shbetgolenla?"

"eni 6e7t .. o mara7 albes shay ykhaleha etbayen lana we3 sarat banafsejeya tkhare3"

3ogob hal salfa .. kelshay rad 6abe3e .. means hamad yro7 el dewaneya almost kelyoom o ana aro7 3end mama .. gamat atfah el tawafeh tkhaleh ynarfez .. yred men el dawam emshayen el nafs .. o yet7al6am min eyee len ye6la3 .. ena ohma mayqadron o madre sheno bla bla blaah ..
week later ...

"ayy ayy ayyyyy 7amaaaddddd ta3aaaalll" ba6ni kan wayed y3awerni o metkawda bel frash chene rebyanaa .. masken yali mekhtere3

"DALYA SHFEECH SHFEECH"

"shway shway latekhtere3 .. *sobs* baa- ba6niii .. mugadra at7amaal"

"goomai ebser3a khal awadech el 6abeeb"
badalna ebser3a o re7na el mostashfa .. ne6arna nes sa3a 3ala ma ya doorii then el doctora sawatli sonar o galat

"you are not pregnant .."

".." shako pregnancy bel mawtho3!

"mafe shay habebtyy hada tabweed"

"sheno mafe shay *sobs* ba6ni y3awerni wayed"

"some times it hurts .. ana yakteb pain killer ok"

khazet 7amad and whispered "hathy shakelha mat3aref shay" min kether ma ana met3awra kent em3a9ba o wedi azne6ha! "7abebty ehya doctora wet3aref"

"fe mara 3ada yet2akhar?"

"ee last month"

"kam yoom?"

"mmm maybe 10"

"mafe hamel?"

"NO .. doctora ba6ni"

"dalya look here" kan fe mojassam ra7em "bowayda shwaya 7ajem keber .. laman yetla3 shway y3awer ok 7abebe"

"is it normal?"

"yes its a good time to have a baby" my eyes popped out of my head ambaih waq7a! he looked at me with evil smile in his face .. he was so happy hehe! rekabna el sayara

"shfech em3a9ba"

"la2anha qalelat adab"

"hahahahah!"
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Days later .. 7amad kan tawa rad min el dawam .. "dalloy shofay sheno yebtlich"

"hatha shenow??"

"internet 7ag labtopich 3ashan matmelen elseb7"

"allaaaah mashkoor 7abebeee"

"yebay el labtop khanasawela install"

kan wanasaaaa .. coz bet'hum mafeh wireless net .. el seb7 ana nayma ! bas sar 3ende shay alha feeh laman ye6la3 wag3ad broo7i bel bait .. so 3ogob cham yoom he said .. "dalya dam entay nayma 6ool el nahar o ana dawami elsheghel 7ada khafef bakheth'ha el seb7 oki?"

"eeee 7adda ok shda3wa! aslan mastakhdema el seb7 hehe"

"ee walla bedal laytheg khelge bel dawam agazerha sites"

o sij 3ogob ma gam yakheth el net ma3ah .. a7es nafseta taghayerat o 7ada sar 6ayeb o khosh wa7ed!..

Days later ... May, my period 3 days met2akhra , i went to boots to buy home pregnancy test , sharait 2, awal yoom 6ala3li negative , 7ata thani yoom .. o ba6ni kan wayed y3awerni o mabi agol 7ag a7ad .. so i called my new best friend shayokh she's newly married o el wa7eda elli mag6a3at 3ani laman tzawajt..
"hiii"

"shayookh lel7en mayatli bamot ba6ni thabe7niiii"

"mmm .. shofay ana ma3aref ebhal sowalef bas chena etha sawetay blood test a7san"

"way laa2 ebra la22 7ade mabii"

"ehya shkether met2akhra"

"3 daysss .. ana 3ade bas kela min el doctora shakekatni tsadgen .. thek elmara tgooli laman eta2akhar 3alech lazem tyeen o tgool yemken kent 7amel o 6a7 wana amdre! kalba sa7"

"ee ma3alech menha .. ne6ray shwarach heh"..

"inzain sem3ene fat7en mall yeded esma el manshar khanro7 enshofa"

"oook"

re7na hnak .. baih b3eeeeed .. o shakla bayekh o aghlab el ma7alat emsakra ..
"SHAYOKH EMSHAY BOOTS" re7na o sharet 4 home pregnency tests..!

"yal khebla hehehe laish kel hathaa"

"7ag kelyoom wa7ed .. len etyene hehe .. 3ad etsadgen 7amad shaf wa7ed ana ga6eta tekremen bel zbala"

"7elfaaay ! o shgal"

"gali ebnafs sheina o em3a9eb "hatha sheno" geltla chan ygool "eeeeh!"

"tara raylich mo 9a7ey"

"yeah i know hehe"

so .. day after day I was doing this home test .. o laman an6er el result ambaih a7es galbi yerga3 madre laish .. bel 7th day 6ala3li POSITIVE .. I loughed so hard .. I almost got tears min el far7aa .... I am so excited .. extremly happy .. sh3oor ghareeeeb .. madre laish gumt arketh bel sheqa tedoodaht madre shasaweeee .. hamad was out with his friends o kena metnajren .. o athker garet bel net ena marat el home test ykoon ghala6 so i decided to call mom ..
toooooooot ... tooooottt
"Alo"

"yummaah" sad voice lezom el tamweh

"shfech mama"

"3adtey met2akhra sarlaha sboo3 o aby asawe ta7leel dam"

"zaaain el 7amdela"

"yuma 7aram 3alech ba6ni y3awerniii"

"ee 3adee 3adeee yalla ta3alay ana na6retech"

when i arrived leget'ha na6ratni bel 7oosh .. 7aram ommyy .. she opened my door and said
"enshalla khair .. nezlay khal asoog"

"hehe shda3wa yuma agdar asoog"

"akeeeedddd?? haaa fech 7ail"

"hahahaha am not pregnant yet!" way zoogha :* .. rkebat el sayara

"ro7ay el salmeeya fe mokhtabar hnak .. 7alat feh laman kent 7amel feech"

"baih hehe! b3eed yumma"

"maykhalef khanro7 hnak mako a7ad kela fathy"

"oki"

:( .. qazoni ebraa .. o galolena nan6er barrah.. ya el.nurse so gumt o 3a6ani elwrega o gali "positive" .. ana eltefat 3ala umi maleget'ha .. i looked down wela 7abebty sajda sajdat shokor .. o gamat lamatni o g3edat tabchii :'') "el7amdela alf mabrook 7abebty" (way khnegatni el3abra wana akteb) "hehe mashkora yuma laish tabcheenn bas tara abchyy"

"smoo3 elfaraaaa7 ba9eer yaddaa .. 3ad al7en mo ebkaifech ana basoog"

"oki hehe" elwath3 kan wayed sa3ed

"mama meta betgoleen 7ag 7amad??"

"laman yred el bait"

"Hhhhhhhhhh *shhegat* 7aram 3aleeech degay 3aleeeh al7eeen bachreeeh"

"ok hehe"

i called .. shalah o kan emnafes shway
"na3aam"

"hala 7amad weenik" yamma z3aaajj

"weenii .. bel nadi ya3ny wenii"

"mashghool?"

"shfech?" he was worried

"ammmmm .. ana 7amel"

"goolay wallaaaa ... la7tha la7tha" he was walking away from his friends "dallooy goolii walla"

"walla heheh"

"shdaraach!"

"tawni emsawya ta7leel dam"

"wain ma3a mino"

"mama"

"ooofffffffff 7ade mestaneeessssss weenich?"

"raden el bait al7en bel da2eri el thalethh"

"oki bye"

"haa shgaal"

"ygool 7ada mestanes hehe" wesalna bait ahali wela ohwa wagef barra o 3yoona ghargana bel dmoo3 .. nezalt o he huged me belshare3 o kan yabchiii .. "mabrook 7abeebbee bas lemha dakhel hehe"

"el7amdella el7amdellah" he huged mama 2 and said "3ameety matsadgen shkether mestanes el 7amdela alla ebyarzegni o ba9er obo!"

and finaly that was a happy moment .. thanks god.

Ghareba (21)

2009-09-28T09:20:00.004+03:00

Flash back:
Awal maradena min el "HONEYMOON" 7amad bel ma6ar 7ajaz 7ag dubai o ra7 7ag rab3a!..
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Eb.Hal 3 Days elli safar fehum 7amad stanast .. fathfatht 7ag mom .. sij mabaredat chabde bas 3al aqal gelt elli ebkha6ri.. i went out with all my friends , we really had fun .. ana shay thani bain rab3ee .. ensana sa3eda o fa9la , they know nothing about me and 7amad [mama's advice] .. hal 3 days teswa safrat el 3 weeks!

msg recieved Dalooya al7en rakeb el 6ayara .. 7ade walhan 3alech :*

i sent back : Bel salama 7abebe , ayelik el ma6ar?

La rab3e beredoonii ;)

I was setting in our living room , watching tv waiting him to arrive ,,I wasn'y excited , to be honest .. I didnt miss him at all! faj2a , he opened the door7ail and screamed out my name
"DALLOOOOOOOOOOOY" *6rakh* rega3 el baab ..

wegaft .. he hugded me so tight and said "etsadgeen fegadtech kelesh matwaqa3t eni ra7 olah 3alech" kesar kha6ri 7aseta sij walhan 3alay bas .. i didnt!

"7ayatyy ,, el7amdela 3ala el salama"

"alla ysalmiich .. chenich mo walhana 3alay?" sad face

"minsijek ! ambeh 7ade fegadteek"

"hehe ee embayen .. haaa sawetay jan6eetyy"

"la2 lanna fe ashya2 madre wain a7e6ha fa gelt laman tred nsaweha ma3a ba3ath"

"wallaain .. shda3waa le hal daraja malich khelg"

"la bel3aks bas walla ya3ny .. madre..!" plz dont start a fight!

"6ool 3omrech ananeya!" he gave me his back and went to the toilets to take a shower ..I was sad , not because what he said .. bs the fact that I am acting .. it hurts! .. laman 6ala3 min el shower "dallooy ta3alay khansawe jan6etee .. ge3day yamii" ga3adna n6ale3 el aghrath o ohwa ga3ad ysoolif 3an dubai o enna laman ra7aw hnaak kan fe sebaq formula race 7ag el speed boat o enna he really enjoyed his time "awarech le9war .. sij dalloy dubai 3allaam! mashalla" he was really happy .. el7amdela enshalla yser zain ma3ay .. "weeeeeee3333333"

"BESMELAH! shfeek khara3tnii!???"

"laaa bas tethakart ena bacher dawam"

"hehehe alla ysam7ek wagaft galbii"

"daloy khali el khadama tathrebli el ghetra wel deshdasha oti , ana bakheth monawem 3ashan anaam la2anna kelesh mo yayatni el noomaa.."

________________

Thani yoom .. ran el alarm 7.00 ,, o kelshway ysawe snooze leen 8.00! god ! goom eff .. o el alarm soot makenat 7elaqa! aby ez3aj akthar!!!..he went dawam.. and becouse I dont have a job .. anam 6ool el nahar .. o ag3ad bel 12! .. aro7 ag3ad ma3a khalty muneera leen yred 7amad bel 1.30! o kelyoom yzefni laish mas2al 3anna laman ykon beldawam .. actually akon nayma mo fathya adeg bas at3athar eni asolif ma3a khalti :P ..

"elsalam 3alaikum" hamad said while grapping the news paper and setting down..
"wa3alaykum el salam" "hala yuma"

"yuma sheno el ghada el yoom"

"deyaay bel feren.." ga3ad yegra jaredta then 3ammi ya ma3a el yahal "7umwani lesghar" .. o 3ogob taghadenaa .. later on that day .. he was trying to call his friend ..

6oo laa leee66 .. 6oo la leee6 .. "OOFF !! KHARA G6A3AW KHA66I"

"weeee" alla yaster!

"o qasaman bellah 7aywanat ana kha6i vip shlon yeg63ona .. yser khair .."

he called zain o tanajar ma3ahum! ambaih , 3aleeh 270 o em3a9eb .. ee edfa3!

"dalya .. wain kha6ech elqadem elli kentay tkalmeni menah wana eb ma9er ?"

"mmm .. mawjood eb baitna bas mathker wainaa"

"sheno ya3ni matathkeren!"

"etha tabeeh adawra!"

"ee yebeh lana ma3endi flos hal shahar tadrenn .."

"enshallah.."

"meta betyebena??"

"elyoom etha re7t 3end umi ayebaa"

"waih ,, ya3ny ag3ad 6ool el yoom bedon mobile"

"etha tabi ta3al ge6ni a6ale3lik el kha6 barra"

"la la khalas an6er le belail" ..

as usual 7amad ra7 el dewaneya .. and me to mamas house .. re7t dari ,, i opened my drower o ga3adt adawer el mobile bain el dathra .. ashwa kahoo .. o switched on the phone .. dashet 3al inbox o chayakt 3ala el msgs .. all of them was from 7amad .. i was smilling while reading his msgs and remembering that days .. kan 7ada sweet madre shelle gluba! .. chayakt etha fe msgs bel sim card .. o 6ala3li ena el sim card empty .. mesa7t el msgs elli min mayo o khalet only his msgs ..

back home ..
"7amad tara yebtlik el kha6 .."

"welmobile waina?"

"kaho mawjood tabeh?"

"la bas as2al .. 3a6eni khal arakba eb mobiley.."

kint a7oos bel mokan ,, mathker sheno kent asawe bas sheft 7amad faj2a 6akh .. minsede7 o wayha .. madre .. masdoom ? ,, madre sheno kanat ta3aber wayha bas 7adek khtara3t!
"ha shtaghal?" i jumped next to him .. chan ywakher!..

"shfeek?"

he was so angry o moving his fingers o reading something i dont know what! am sure eni mas7a kelshay whats wrong!

"dalya.." so cold , not hamad!

"hala2?" my heart was pumping fast ..

"mmmmmmmm .. awal shay wakhray 3anii .. o ge3day b3eed"

"shfeeek 7amad ?" i put my hand 3ala his sholder..

"GELTLICH RO7AY HNAK DALYA LATJESEENIII!!!"

wakhart and I almost had a heart attack ! shelsalfaaa!? o ga3ad emnazel rasa and moving it like "Noo noo no" .. 5 minutes later ..
"TA3ALAY , SHENO HAL MSG" yet bakheth el mobile "WAKHRAY EDECH ANA AMSEKA!"
i saw the msg o couldnt believe my eyes .. it was

Hi Dalooy am So Sorry kent Nayem o Maga3adt eLa 7.00! Yet Badeg 3aLa My Friend Wela Mobiley Mag6o3 ;/ Tawni Dafe3 Belma6ar Sorry Sweetie , Did u Call ? @@

ambaih ! msg 6alal! twahagt ! t9arwa3t .. sh3ori kan no comment! gumt ateshahhad..!
"HATHA MINOOOOOOOOOO"

"..." freezed

"DALYA TARA ANA MO 7MAR WALA GHABI O ANA GAYELICH MA7EB LA ELLAF WALA EL DAWARAN ANA SA2LICH GABEL KINTAY TKALMEEN GELTELE LA2 .. GELTELEEE LAAAAAAAA2 HATHA SHENOOOOOOOO"

"walla makalamtah" walla bs msgs :( .. ef shal garadaa

"3ABALICH ANA 7MAAAAAAAAAAAR .. SHENO DID U CALL ? DID U CAALLLL ?? 3ABALICH MASHOOFF HATHA SHENOOO .. STAGHFRALLAAAAAAAAAAH SHASAWE FEECH SHASAWEEEEEEE" 6ala3 min el ghorfa o rega3 el bab .. ambaih shasawee .. kint wayed khayfa le darajat ena madre shasawe .. akeed ebyethba7ni .. re7t akhatht jan6ete 3ashan baroo7 bait ahalii .. am so affraid.. i opened the door and i saw him setting on the floor staring at the screan!

"KHAIR? WAIN 3ALALLA?"

"..."

"THELFAY DAKHEL LATSHOFEN SHAY MAYSERECH"

"7amad baro7 baitna" *sobs*

"entay ghabeya WELA TESTA3BE6EEN" he pushed me and said "THELFAY DAKHEL MABI ASHOFECH"

"MABI AG3AD MA3AK ABI ARO7 BETNAAA"

he pulled my bag wenga63at I really got scared .. ambaih 3awarni! .. a7es ga3ed ykha6e6 7ag jarema.. galab jan6ete o ga6 kel el aghrath elli fehaa .. then 7ethaf el jan6a 3ala rely! i cried so hard .. kan fe my ring box, khashab .. min el 3awar khtanagt .. "BAS EKLAY KHARA 3AN EELTAMTHEL" and he went out.. i was in SHOCK
faj2a he came in , pulled me out of the bed .. put my head in the floor .. and said "MINO HATHAAAAAAA O SHENO 3ELAQTICH FEH"

I was crying so hard "7amad alla ykhaleek hednii walla bagolik kelshay" .. I told him the truth .. ena baina bas msgs .. bas I lied and said ena he didnt see me o may3aref my real name .. "3ayaal hal msg shenooo!? did u call ???"

7ade meftashla wana agola bas shasawe! "Walla kint adz msgs o marad fa daget rana bashof mobila moghlaq wala mafto7 walla 7amad walla makalamtaa o etha momsadegni roo7 se2la walla roo7 se2laaaaaa"

"SHESMAA"

"6a .. 6alal" *sobs*

"6ALAL SHENO"

"6alal el.flaani" *sobs*

"WEL AKH WAIN YESHTEGHEL"

"yeshteghel ebb ... eb zain" he was wa6aneya .. bas kheft yethba7a!

"O MITA 3ARAFTEH!"

"shof tarekh el msg walla menzeman min gabel la a3arfek eb wayeedd"

Silence..........

"mashi dalya .. ana ba6la3 o qasaman bellah en radet o malegetech bel bait la awarech FAHMA"

"enshalla" ..

*door slap* ... ooh shit ! not sure whats going to happen .. bas aked shay maybasher bel khair!
I am starting to wonder if we really are meant to be!

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Sorry na6artkum wayed .. sij ena i dont know u in person bas walla u mean alot to me :*

7adi a7ebkum cuz entaw amaaaazing commenters :** Terf3on ma3nweyatyyy , etbardoon chabdee o tkhalooni astanas .. u r free to say what ever you want walla 3ade sebaw 3a9baw golaw elli tabonaaa tmonon ;*

-Dalooy

One Day i'LL Kill My BOSS!

2009-09-27T13:46:00.004+03:00

Awal Shay Hii .. 7adii miss u ! kelesh matwaqa3t eni eb hal 3e6la mara7 akteeb bas sha2at el aqdar ;( .. anyways shlon awal yoom dawam :P heh .. eljaw 7elow shway y3adel el nafseya ,, walla eni yayya meshta6a ga3da akteb post weli etye my boss wet7en o tagreg wai3 waaai33 .. ketabt bas 12 sa6er ;( .. 7ada mayeswa i publish it ..enshalla i promise tomorrow awal ma aye mara7 aba6el shay bakteb wakteb 3ogob bajabel sheghlee ..

Love you .. ALL

Bagolikum salfa 3al saree3 .. there is a boy 3umra 6 years old .. so cute .. was swimming with me bel ba7ar "he is related to 7amad min b3eeeeddd".. o laman sar bard ga3adna 3ala el yaal nel3ab bel ramel .. he was begging me to sleep bel shaleh bas geltla
"magdaar"

"alla ykhalech dalya bas el yoom"

"hehe walla magdar"

"laish mategderen?"

"uhwa mo ma agdar .. ma a7eb"

"eee laish mat7ebeeenn" wayha so cute

"la2anna el 9bayan yes'heron 6ool el lail ez3aajjj o el seb7 ez3aj el khadamat . .sheno
matesma3hum ??"

"mmm laa mala7atht .. bas ana marat belel asma3 aswat tkhaleni abchy dam" ana khtara3t! plz
talk about anything el a el yananwa!

"aswat shenow???????"

"ya3nyy .. mmm .. marat asma3 umi o oboy yethaweshoon .. galbi y3awerni walla abchy abchyy
len ykhalson .. o 3ogob maynamon beleel bel dar ag3ad broo7i abchy dam wala abchy dam" he
was pointing his face with his hands

"laaa aked uhma ysolfon bas enta 3abalik yet'haweshon"

"la dalya walla yet'haweshon .. ana marat asma3 omi tagfel 3ala ro7ha el baab o oboy ysarekh "FECHI ELBAB" o ehya tgoola "roo7 mabeek" .. aakh walla 7asafa chanzen umi o oboy mo chethy"
how sad :( .. ana awal mara asma3 yahel ygol galbi y3awerni .. o abchi dam ! ambaih masken hatha sheno nafseyta ! 3ad he is so sweeet o 7aboob o zoogha i really loved him 3awar galbi 7abeebeee ..

"inzain mo lazem tnamen bas le3bay ma3ay janjefa belail"

"afa 3alek bas ? 7ather al3ab ma3ak"

"yeesss heyaa" and he was jumping min el far7a ! CUTE

so belail ga3adna nel3ab janjefa o 7ada kan mestanes o laman khalasna he said "dalyaaa ,, tara ana wayed a7ebech" waaaaayyyyyyy .. walla sij kelmeta 3awerat galbi sarli sneen mo sam3at'ha :P he's so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet

o bas enshalla i'll post tomorrow

a7ebkum :*

Byeee

3edkum mbaarak ;)

2009-09-20T03:31:00.000+03:00

Hiii all ;**
3asakum T3oodoona kel sena ya raaabb

7asafa khalas rmuthan ebser3a :(
Enshalla u'll enjoy el3e6la bas sema3t ena eli yeshtaghloon bel khaa9 ra7 ydawmoon :(

Shbetsawoon bel ejaza??

El3ed ghleega lana manigdar ne6la3 cuz yseer ghazo men makhloqat ghareba o mushayfa kheer !! Enshalla yser eljaw 7elow 3ashan nroo7 elchalet

Akhatht my sleeping pills at 9 ,, o ga3adt al7en cheni 3etwe I need to sleep ;(

Ya rab astanas , adre mu wagta bas am so angry tanajart ma3a person sakhef o y7eb elmalaq ehbal fayer!!! Guess who!!

A7ebkum all wenshalla I'll post soon

-Dalloy ;*

Ghareba (20)

2009-09-11T19:35:00.002+03:00

The next day after our breakfast .. awal madashena our room "shfeech emnafsa"??

"momnafsa ,, mafeni shay!"

"tadren shloon .. ana la3at chabde badeg 3ala el safareyat 3ashan nred abchar"

"a7san" re7t ga3adt bel balcony .. qaharni! ana elli lay3a chabdee mena .. uhwa elli ysawe mashakel not mee .. a7san khanred gabel la ente6agag!! he was talking on the phone in a loud voice .. bla bla blaa then he said "abeek etmadedli el safra ba3ad 5 ayam" i was in shock! ba3ad 5 more days eith 7amad ! no noo .. wegaft o radet dakhel akheza .. "ee phuket madedha o bangkok khalha 3 ayam " .. "mashi shoof o gooli" .. "mashkor maga9art .. ma3a elsalama"

i cried .. min eli ga3ed y9eer .. min 7amad .. min el qahar .. o 3ala ena a7na yayen nestanas o ohwa ga3ed ykhareb elshay .. min a39abaa .. 3ala el new life elli kelesh matwaqa3t'ha chethy.. "dalya shfeech tabchen?" he huged me .. i cried more and more

"7abebty mo qasde a3a9eb bas entay narfaztenii"

*sobs*

"walla ana lo mo mestanes chan mamadadt el safra bas walla ana mestanes ma3ach"

mestanes ? 3ala sheno !!

"7abebty alla ykhalech latabchen ana asef .. ma3ani mo ghal6an bas asef"

what can i do ? i am stuck..

"dalooyyy"

"7a9al khairr"

"ba3ad 7a9al khair! tara entay el ghal6ana! o mafakartay te3tathren"

ga3adna 15 minutes kel wa7ed ygol 7ag elthani enta elghal6an.. "khalas yuba ana asfa o 7agek 3alay.."

"shayfatni yahel bas taben etsakteni ! ashkara mo mengalbich"

"khalas yuba 6awef "

"lani a7ebech ba6awef ..yalla badlay khanroo7 nshof lena re7lat o enteshamas shway"

that was my safra with hamad .. sa3a 7elwen o baje el yoom metza3len .. re7na wayed amaken 7elwa .. bas lani za3lana mastanast .. akher yoom fe phuket .. i was putting my clothes bel bag when he recieved a phone call .. eli fahamta ena his friends ra7 yro7on dubai bel yoom eli ra7 nosal feeh elkuwait .. he was loughing min kel galba wehwa ysoolif ,, he was happy .. enshalla doom .. 7aset eni ga3da at3amal ma3ah ghala6t .. ka yeth7ak o ysoolif ma3a his friends... kint sar7ana afaker .. when he said " daloooooy shfech 7agratnii"

"sorry sahait masema3tek .. amerr"

"sheftakren feh"

"thayeg khelgi mabuga shay wenred el dera" obviously i lied

"sij dalya .. ya3ni estanastay ma3ay?" madre laish kesar kha6ry .. sij ohwa wayed 3a9abi bas laman y6ekh maykhaleni ela le rathanii ,, 7aset enah min el noo3 eli mayamsek a39aba bas galba 6ayeb .. bas ya3ny lazem yelga 7al !

"ee 7abebe o laish mastanas ya3ny" ashkara yadre eni ga3da achatheb .. coz laman ajamel wayhy ykon wayed jamed..

"a7es eni sagalt'ha wayed"

"hehehe shda3wa .." ashwa enik 7aseet

"ashofek mestanes 3asa doom"

"laa .. etsadgen el yoom eli ra7 nosal feh lekuwait rab3e bero7on dubai"

"laa .. khal yro7on 3alehum bel3afya"

"eee bas le radet shasawe ag3ad bel bait"

"laish enta mat3aref gherhum"

"embalaa bas hathy el dewaneya elli kela aro7lhum takhayelay wala wa7ed bekon mawjood.."

i smiled .. o ga3adt a7e6 baje aghrathy .. o he was lying down .. "shayeshoni wedi aro7 ma3ahum"

"shlon tro7!"

"a7na moghayarna 7ajzna o ebradatna ben6ub transit dubai?"

"ee?"

"anzel wentay kamlay le elkuwait .. shrayech"

raye enni .. en9edamt! "haa? shloon ared bro7ii??"

"shda3wa kelha sa3a bel 6ayara o to9len"

to avoid fight fight i said "oki etha hal shay feh wanastik ma3ende mane3"

"ya ba3ad chabde wallaaa"

"bas wain ebtasken mo chena malik ma3ash hal shahar??"

"la 3adey khashle shwayat flos o ba3den ma3a rab3e bente7a6a6 mo kelwa7ed ghorfa"

fe bangkok .. etefaqna eni a7os fe siam paragon wel malls elli yamma .. wehya y7os bro7a .. lana mako wagt entesawag o ma7ad la khelg yan6er el thani .. eb hal 3 days lanni kint bro7i a7oos .. o ashtere .. 7aset ena nafseyte taghayerat .. wayed stanast .. bas kent met'thayga ena 7amad bekhaleni o bero7 3end rab3a .. shda3wa en6er 4 ayam weredonlik .. shakli khayes jedam ahali o ahala wana rada min el honeymoon bro7i !! fe ma6ar dubai .. "eltransit sa3a yser nanzel men el 6ayara emshay ma3ay" .. "dalya ne6ray hnii" madre wain ra7 bas 6awal 3alay .. ba3den shefta yay soobi em3a9eb "wain re7t zara3tnii.. shfek em3a9eb??"

"ygoloon lana tathkarti lazem osal le el kuwait lazem ynazloon kel jna6na min el 6ayara .. wekhaloni 3endhum bel markaz len tosal el 6ayara elkuwait.. wetha sar ayshay bel 6ayara ana at7amal el mas2oleyaa"

"ulaa ullaaa yam3awad red el dera a7sanlik .."

"shal ghaba2 ared el kuwait ba3den aye dubai mara thanya !"

"latred khalaa99.."

"emshay enred el 6ayara khano9al el kuwait we9er khair.."

KUWAIT AIRPORT..

laman 6ala3na kanat khalti mneera o rayelha .. umi o ekhty el sghera mawjodeen .. salamna 3alehum then galli 7amad "daloy ana baro7 ashofli 6ayara etha fee ebhal sa3ten bared dubai etha made bag3ad oki"

"3ala ra7tek" kint a7es eb sh3oor ghareb .. kent agool fakka khal yathlef 3ashan arta7 shway men nejreta .. o ag3ad ma3a ahali walaht 3alehum .. o thani e7sas: kan thayeg khelgy o menqahra ena tawna raden bekhaleni o yroo7 7ag rab3a!

"dalya wain 7amad" khalty asked

"ygool beshof etha lega 6ayara bero7 dubai 7ag rab3a"

"wee shfee min sija! tawa rad elkuwaitt"

i smiled "shasawe ba3ad uhwa yabe chethy"

"ya3ny nan6era wela nroo7?"

"nan6era bel sayara wetha malega eyelna"

"betyen ma3ana wela ma3a khaltich??

"etha besafer ared ma3a khalty 3ashan ayeb hdoomi waye ebsayarty"

"yalla 3ayal meshena"

my phone rang .. 7amad

"hala 7amad"

"7ayaty 7ejazt 3ogob sa3a 6ayartyy"

"zaain el 7amdelaa"

"za3lana?"

"la 7abebe mako shay yza3el roo7 estanas"

"mashkoraa byeee .. derebalich 3ala ro7ech"

"enshalla .. byebye"

"haa lega 7ajz?"

"ee 3ogob sa3a 6ayarta"

"dalya.. wentay shlon rethetay yroo7"

"khalty 3abalich etha geltla latro7 ebyeg3ad.."

"walla hal walad ! alla yreda bel salama enshalla"

while staying at mama's house i tolf her what happend in thailand o she said

"maykhalef mama hatha raylech wel mara mo kelyoom laha rayel lazem eta7amelena o ta9beeren 3aleeh wenshalla allah ebyahdeeh .." o aqna3atni ena elwath3 6abe3e .. wena el denya chethy mashya!

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Love you readers walla ..

Dalloya

Ghareba (19)

2009-09-08T09:29:00.010+03:00

My eyes fluttered open. the room was dark, really dark , very comfortable mattress, cold air , warm bed .. i grabbed my mobile to see what's the time ..

"ga3adtay?"

"eeh cham elsa3a?"

"5.00 elfayer"

"baih embacher ,, lel7en thalma baraa"

silence .. i layed on my back .. 2 minutes later he said

"dalooy.. fech el noom ??"

"la 7ade emsa79e7a wenta?"

"7atan ana bas lefrash mo sij 7ada more7 o deefa"

"ee hehe.."

"dalya asef etha thayagtech"

"la 3ade .."

"mo min galbech"

"la men galbi hehe"

"walla a7na yayen nestanas manabi enkhareb 3ala 3umrna"

"3adel kalamek..masar ela el khair masmo7"

gam men lefrash "emshay el balakona khaneg3ad shway bara"

el.jaw kan 7ada eyanen .. shway barad , mako r6ooba .. o soot el pool .. 3ajeb! kanat el room pool access so gha6ast reli bel may o kan wayed bared .. o he light up his cigarette and was enjoying the smoke.

"we3 lawatht el jaw hehe" i was moving my hands like a child to make the smoke go away .. I think smoking is really nasty .. ew i hate the smell , he looked at me and blow the last one on my face "weeeeeeee3 efff k77k777 la jad wee3" gumt metnarfeza while he was saying "dalooy wain ray7aa"

"laman tkhale9 min hal khaysa nadni" wana dasha baghet azleg o mat 3alay min el the7ek! eff maleq!..

"daloy ta3alay ge3day ma3ay wala ba6afeha"

7egarta .. la narfazni! .. "yalla 6afet'ha ta3alay o yebay mobiley"

"mara7 ayeba ,, shtabe feh"

"khal ashof cham el sa3a!"

"5.30! shensawee tawha el shams 6al3a"

"shrayech entemasha 3al ba7ar wenshof sheno yamna 3ala mayeft7oon el ryoog"

"yalla emsh" ga3adna enbadel .. lebast 3/4 jeanz ma3a tshirt baitha .. "laish 3/4 ma3endech short?"

"mmmm? la2"

"ayshay! kelesh kelesh!???"

"3ende hatha el wsee3 elromadi mal el seba7a"

"ashofa.." waretayah.. "ee lebsay hatha" kan bel thab6 le fog rkabii .. "a6la3 feh ? 3adi ?? chena aste7e"

"yam3awda mino ako.. tara mo g9eer kelesh .. ma3endech 7afar??" haa?? staghrabt.!

"la 3ad 7afar ma3endii!!"

"yalla maykhalef elyoom la 6ala3na neshterelech shortaat o 7afarat"

"7amad ana malbis 7afar! aste7e"

"agool! sheno teste7en ana ma3ach ba3den ebkha6ri etkhalenha ebkha6ri??

"la 3ade madre kaifek" madre laish .. bas wayed estaghrabt! yemken laish baba 7acher ! maybe

we took a walk on the beach ,the beach was clean, empty and there was a relaxed atmosphere , after that we went back to the hotel to have our breakfast it was so delicious! Yumy. after that ..

"daloy el tan mali ebjan6etech?"

"ee chena la7tha" 3afast eljan6a foog 7ader , 6ala3t kelshay .. dawart kelmukan .. malegeta! "7amad.. aaa .. mm .. chene neseta bel kuwait"

"SHENOW!"

"eltaan! neseta"

"shal ghaba2 elli fech ana ma36echeyah bedech shako tensena!"

"Neseeta shako ghaba2!! neshtere gherra!"

"tadren shlon .. elsharha 3alay elli me3temed 3alech" he grapped his sunglasses and said "ana na6rech bel lobby meta makhala9tay ta3alay" then shut the door .. 7adi t'thayagt o keshat feh! .. after 15 minutes .. dash yeth7ak o bedah bag dakhelha tan .. "dalooy legeet tan 3ajeb eb seven eleven"

"alf mabrook"

"shda3wa laish za3lana"

"eslobik 7amad!"

"asef walla bas entay tbe6en el chabd!"

"ok mashkor"

"yalla 3ad emshay mawedech eteshamesain??"

"embaalaa"

"inzain yalla sheno ebtalbesen ??"

"hatha" one-piece swimsuits ma3a el short eli lebasta el seb7

"minsijech?"

"sheno tabeni albes?"

"ma3endech bikini??"

"embala yayba wa7ed bas ya3ny mara7 albesa broo7a aked foga shay"

"lebseh o mabi shay foga"

"haa??"

"sheno ha lebseh yalla"

"bas chena ya3ny fe nas ma3ana bel ba7ar ?.. tara aste7e!"

"la 3ade jesmich 7elo ba3den kela ajaneb o kelhum labsen bikineyat etha lebastay shay thani ebyeth7kon 3alech!"

"aha .. ok" lebasta o kint a7es ena .. ambaih ! shlon bag3ad bel bikini jedam el nas! .. wesalna el beach o ga3adna 3ala el chairs o 7amad thabba6 el shamseya 3ala elkarasi ,, 6ala3 el tan o gam yetdahan .. kan fe nas .. kelhum ajaneb ..

"yalla shna6ra"

"enta sbgeni shway wayyee" 7amad ra7 el ba7ar wana ga3adt afaker .. shlon bag3ad bel bikini! 30 minutes later .. hamad 6ala3 min el ba7ar o yayle .. way shakla ykhare3 wehwa yay soobii .. akhaf mena! "dalya yallaaa .. feskhay" 3ogob neqash 3aqem o malaqa i took off my shirt and short .. ambaih .. kan sh3or wayed khayes .. i felt naked .. we3 .. eeww .. re7t el ba7ar ebser3a o 6abait .. "ambaihhh .. hhhhhhh... way ambaih bared .. baareedd"

"hehehe 3ade ba3ad shway yserr zainn" ga3adt arjef min elbard ambaih .. bas sej 3ogob fatra sar el wath3 6abe3e .. bas ya7leelhum .. ba7arhum mo mali7 kether ba7arna .. stanast wayed .. o laman ghabat el shams radeena el hotel .. we took long steamy shower ..

"way a7es eni ta3banaaa o yo3anaaa"

"alla yaster min bacher le ga3adna 3athalatna betsheb 3alena lana minzeman mo met7arkeen"

"ee ambaih hehe"

"wain taben taklen?"

"fe mall yedeed khanro7 nshof sheno feh esma central festival"

"wain sayer?"

"hehe shdarani!"

"yalla 3ogob rob3 sa3a nbadel wenroo7.."

sa2alna o 6ala3 el6rej 15 minutes .. "ha nroo7?"

"ee yalla .. mabi taxi aby tuk tuk"

"hahaha ba3ad tuk tuk .. yalla mashi .. shesem el mall central menesteval?"

"hahahahahah .. hahahaha laaa .. hahaha central fes-hahahaha fes-hahaha"

"chena 3jebtech el badleya .. baih laish tabchen" kint adame3 min el the7ek .. o ohwa gam yeth7ak ma3ay .. masken 7amad me7 bel englaizy .. MEE7 o badleyata et'tha7eknii! min tezawajna hathy awal mara ath7ak feha min galb!

wesalna el mall .. kber o ywanes ,, ma7alata mafehum zood bas ya3ny.. temashena o ta3ashena eb ma63am esma sizzler ,, 7abeeta latheth! .. 3ogob el dinner he said "emshay el saydaleya dawray oil 7ag sha3rech"

"mm .. matwaqa3 hni 3endhum hal suwalef a7na mo bel hind hehe"

"entay emshay shkhasrana .. khanes2al .."

re7na mokan nafs small jam3eya .. awal madashena ana re7t adawer bel arfoof baby oil o ohwa madre wain ra7 .. faj2a i heard him screaming my name "DALYAAAA.." ga3adt adawra bain el.store shelves .. i saw him wagef ma3a elli tbe3 o shakla 7ada metwaheg o ehya emtan7a matadre shga3ed ygool so i loughed while walking toward them .. "hala shfeek?" with a big smile

"entay wain re7tay! dalya testa3be6een"

"shfek shfek! ga3da adawer baby oil"

"enzain fahmeha hathy bgara matefham ba3den yser khair.." i told her sheno aby o galat mako .. "tgol mako"

"ayshay ako dera mafeha oil 7ag el dahar entay ghabeya mat3arfen etfahmen"

"dam ana ghabeya enta 7ach'ha .. ana bara!"

"TA3ALAY! laman a7achech togfen o tesme3ene fahma"

"7amad .. bas plz ana bara!"

3a9ab o 6ala3 gabli min el store .. kan yamshy ebser3a o i was like ga3da aharwel warah .. 6ala3 min el mall .. rekabna el tuktuk wel nafs shaga el denya! o ana saktaa..

"tadren enich mateste7en 3ala wayhich?"

"laish ana shsawet!"

"testa3be6en dalya .. tadren eni ma3aref englaizy laish ray7a menkhasha bain larfof?"

"ambaih shako ankhash! kint adawer baby oil!"

"la menkhasha mataben et7achenha lanich mo99era ena mako oil"

"walla laa2!"

"3an leste3ba6 bas plz" !!

"shof ana masta3ba6t ena bas taby etge6ha eb rasi laish twahagt .. enta elli bas plz saker el mawtho3 lana sakhafa"

le thani yoom ana emnafsa 3aleh wehwa emnafes 3alay ...o ma7achena ba3ath!
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HaPpY 09/09/09 :D
Miss u Kelkum reader reader ..
Sharetli BB :P ambaih 7adi mestansa 3aleh
Love u All ..
Dalya

p.s: bel nesba 7ag el 3eed eli shaf shay 7elow ygoli esem el ma7al lana male khelg frara :(

Cute !

2009-09-04T02:51:00.003+03:00

في احد ايام رمضان المبارك كنت ماخذة اجازة من الصيام,و خلصت صلاة الفجر ..وذهبوا افراد العائلة كلٌ إلى مرقده كما أعتقدت هم راحوا لغرفهم من هينا ..وانا انطلقت للمطبخ من هيناك أخذت لي فيمتو و شبس و طلعت لغرفة التلفزيون مبتهجة وبينما أنا في خضم البلع والقحن والكركرة على مسلسل كوميدي كنت اتابعه وداخلة جوووالا وينفتح الباب واشوف وجه كذا

ويطلع أخوي " يونس " -طالب في المرحلة المتوسطة يميل الى الامتلاء يملك عيون عسلية و حواجب كحلية - كان يونس في أشد الدهشة والانبهار والتعجب حتى ظننت انه قد يموت بسكتتن قلبية

يونس : ماصمتييييييييييييي !!!!!!!

أنا وفي يدي كأس مليء بالثلج وكيس شبس كبر وجه أخوي يونس : ليه أنت صايم ؟؟

يونس : وجع ..من جدك تسألين هالسؤال ؟

أنا بكل ثقة وبجاحة: والله انت بعد سألني نفس السؤال

يونس: والله انتي اللي جالسة تبلعين وتشربين موب انا

ممممممم شفت الولد ماعنده نية يفهم ,استوعبت انه يااما انه كان غايب في درس الفقه منهج سادس ابتدائي ..يااما ان مدرسهم طمر الدرس , ولا وش ذا الدلاخة ومافيه مجال أصير ناسيه وأنا مجهزة العدة,كاس ثلج وسترو ومنقيه الشبس اللي أبيه المهم قلت في نفسي والله لو يموت مااعلمه انا عن ذا العلوم..مو لهالدرجة انا وسيعة صدر فما كان مني الا اني فجأة قلت له : اسمع بقولك سر بس بذمتك لايدرون امي وابوي ولا احد ,أوعدني ماتعلم احد وانك تحفظ سري هذا لين أموت.. ان مت علم اهلي ,عاد خلاص مايقدرون يسوون لي شي

واللللللللللللللللللللللللللله ماأقول لأحد ..اقسم بايات الله وبالقران والكعبة وجعلي اموت اني مااقول لااحد اذا علمتيني < خرجت هذه الكلمات من أخي يونس بحماس مشبع بالسعابيل المتناثرة التي لامست وجهي :

أجل شف بصراحة أنا مسيحيــــــــة

:لا والله !! قولي قسم بالله

:انا مسيحية ولا أقدر أحلف لان ديني غيركم < عشت الدور على طول

بس بقولك القصة يمكن تخف روعتك شويوتقدر تتفهمني و تحتويني وتحتضني (حسيتني بخرب الولد)القصة ومافيها .. أني انا يوم كنت صغيرة ,ترى أهلي ماكانوا مهتمين فيني زيك, كانوا بس يخلونيعند التلفزيون ويروحون يتمشون..تعرف انا اول طفل لهم وامي وابوي كانوا توهم صغار وطايشينو طفرانين ببعض وانا حسوني دخيلة بينهم ماادري ليه جابوني بسرعة اذا هم مايبغوني

فجأة شفت عبرة خنقت يونس ذو القلب الكبير وهو يتابع بصمت وفضول وغباء

طيب ليش أجل تلبسين عبااااااية !! وانتي منتيب زينا < قاطعني أخي يونس بكل دلاخة

رديت بنفس النبرة الكسيرة : حتى الفلبينيات يلبسون عباية..انا كنت البسها زيهم احسبها يونيفورم لسعوديات

ورجع من جديد بسؤال أذكى قليلا من السابق : طيب ماعلموك المدرسة الاسلام ؟!!!:

لا كنت أنام في الحصص وفي الاختبارات أغش واستطرد في القصة..فلما كبرت وجيت أنت ..حبوك أمي وابوي من كل قلبهم وخافوا من أني انتبه لهالحب أو احسدك عليه فقام أبوي يبي يلهيني بشكل أكبر ..حط لي نت وقال لي هذا لك اما هذا لنا "مشيرا بأصبعه المشعر إليك " وخذوك معاهم ورحتوا تتمشون

يونس > :

المهم صرت أحس فيه سر لازم أعرفه وصرت أدور في هالنت و انتشر هنا وهناك واتبعثر واتبخر واتكور الى ان أخذتني رياح الأقدار الى امراءة تدعى الأم تيريزا وقلت لها قصتي واحتوتني واعطتني الحنان اللي حرموني منه اهلي اللي يكرهوني ويحبونك انت بعدها صرت أحبها واسميها ماما ..ومع الوقت علمتني المسيحية وقالت اعتنقيها ياابنتي واعتنقتها وأهلي مايدرون وللحين مايدرون

يونس

بلم وهو في حيرة وده يرد ولا هوب عارف خاصة انه حس نفسه السبب وتعاطف معاي صمت لبرهة وبرهات وفجأة قال: طيب ماتفكرين تسلمين ؟

لا أخفيكم سرا ..جتني ضحكة كبيرررررررررررة الا أني بلعتها لدرجه صبت دموعي وسويت نفسي أبكي,قلت له بصوت مخنوق : بس ماأعرفه ..أنا ماأعرف في هالحياة الا أمي تيريزا

داخ راسي من كثر الخرط عليه وجاني النوم ..قمت وعطيته كاسي بعد ماشربته كله وقلت خذ رجعه للمطبخ أنا تعبت من الصياح بروح أنام

@#$%#@#$%@#$%@#$%@

جاء يوم غد ..وفجأة أسمع شي يخربش تحت باب غرفتي ..حامت كبدي حسبته صارور ..قمت ابشوف مادريت الا كتيب ديني يندعس تحت الباب واشوف ..الا عنوانه Islam ???!!وافتح الباب بسرعة بشوف من اللي حاطه , الا واسمع صوت باب غرفة يونس يتسكر بقوة هههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههه ياانا ضحكت ضحكة بغت تنكسر شبابيك غرفتي خلاص معد استحمل ,هالولد تحفة لازم تنحط في متحف اللوفر ,لعنبوا بليسه وش ذا المخ طيب يوم انك بتدعوني ليه جايب لي كتاب دعوة بالانجليزي ,شايفني شغالة ,على باله يوم صرت مسيحية معد افهم عربي ,ماادري ذا الولد مخه وين المهم انا عقب هالضحكة نسيت الكذبة ,ولهيت بمشاغل الحياة < مشكلة البزي ومنو مر كم يوم , وصدفت ان يونس مر جنب غرفتي وانا لابسة جلالي وأصلي,وأنا أسجد مادريت الا بصوت رجول تراكض متجه نحوي ,واجلس من السجود الا ويونس يصيح ويحب راسي

أنا خلااااااص بفطس من الضحك ,يالله كملت التشهد وسلمت ,الا وياخذني بالاحضان يونس صاحب القلب الكبير

الحمداللللللللله أسلمتي ,الحمداللللللللله أسلمتي

ودموعه تتقاطر على كتفي ( ياكثر مايوصخني ذا الولد يابتفال يابدموع ..الله يصبرني )بس والله رحمته جاني الصياح صدق ,ماأدري هو أن عشت الدور ولا صياحه صيحني ويمر أبوي قدام هالمشهد التراجيدي وينهبل

وجععععععع خير انهبلتوا ..وش صاير

ويونس من هول سعادته كب العفش والعشا والقش كله

بنتك أسللللللللللمت أسلللللللمت

وللأسف انجلدت بعدها بس عادي التعب عادي مايجي شي عند هالخرطة اللي كبر حمار ومشت على يونس الفتى صاحب القلب الكبير

هو و كتيبه الدعوي ببروزه عندي و اهدده فيه اذا استبثر علي في المستقبل وكل رمضان وأنتو صايمين

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7ada zogha :P sorry menzeman maketabt fa 7a6etlkum e mail tha7akni :)

te7el6im!

2009-09-01T12:20:00.003+03:00

Awal youmen min ramadan kanaw sahleen o kilshay tamaam ,, bas ba3deen .. sar mut3eb! Mo yoo3 wala 3a6ash .. ta3ab jasady , erhaq!,, am so tired wel soda3 theba7ni ;(

ilsheghel wayed wemlawe3 chabde o emkhale nafseyty zeft bel bait .. how to say no to my boss ? abeha tshel menni shway .. I asked her gabel Ramadan she loughed then said "ra7 asa3dech!" 6al eb3eenha! She's helping me by saying do this and do that ! eff wedi athba7ha .. walla gumt ada3e 3aleha maskena .. kel yoom laman ared el bait adahen thahri bel cream mal el 3athalat ! enshaget shag walla .. wedi a7e6ha wadbagh'ha .. welli yaqher zyada ena fe nas ma3ana bel qesem sheghelhum wayed khafeef ! o sometimes mako sheghel .. eyon yegron qur2an .. ysolfon bel telephone.. ba3den 7ash ebkhalg alla o the7ek o marat yshelon gash'hum o ye6l3on "I guess yro7on el soog" o ana 6a7sa! .. I hate work we3 :(.. shasaweeee?? refejty nafs 7alti bas tgool 3al aqal ana weyach em7alelen ma3ashatna ;/

o 3ogob el f6oor ,, za7maaa ambaih laish chethy ? kel ma ayye ba6la3 a6eeg foog ta7at o ared baitna .. la2 jawwe ka2eeb .. o 7ade wedi akteb bas .. mako wagt :( sorry guys

enshalla wara rmuthan kelshay bered 6abe3ee .. enshalla

Love u o sorry 3al garga elli malha da3e bas .. me7tarra !

Dalloy

Ghareba (18)

2009-08-27T12:34:00.004+03:00

Bagagt 3ainy "na3am ??" @@ .. shlon fakkar mojarad el tafker ena ygoli chethy! chena ambaih!?

"na3m alla 3alech ana gelt shay ghala6?"

"mmm .. la bas .. madre"

"sheno madre taben etsafren wela la2?"

ma3ak la2! "mm el sefar 7elow mako a7ad mayabi ysafer bas tawna raden min dubai oo akhaf ydegon 3alay wana emsafra yaboni adawem shlon?"

"latqadmen ne6ray len enred!"

"enta mo tgol ma3endek ejaza shlon nsafer?"

"akheth'ha bedon rateb"

haa!? "madree"

"sheno entay etemanenen 3alay ?"

"la shako atmanan!"

"embala ga3da etemenenen .. tara hathela mo bas 7agech hal hadaya 7age o 7agech"

how come? "mino gal!"

"ana agoolich! ehya 7age o 7agech mo bas 7agech!"

"mashallaaaa"

"yooba tadren shlon bel3ana mabi shay menech" baddal o 6ala3 min el bait em3a9eb !

i went to mama house and told her what happend

"*sigh* shagolich dalya.."

"yuma beyanene eeff qaharni!"

"yam3awda etha el safra feha wanasatkum safraw"

"yuma walla lo ra7 nestanas bel3ana el flos bas ana min al7en adre betlo3 chabdee.. o ohwa shlon ygoli chethy 3aib walla 6a7 men 3aini .. o law ohwa y3amelni methl el nas chan ana eqtara7t 3aleh elsafra!"

"maykhalef 7abebty el reyayel yabelhum saber.."

thats what mama always said! 9ebray .. el reyayel yabelhum saber .. ta7amelay .. kel el nas chethy .. ana adre ena mo kel el nas chethy .. yes 7ayat'hum mo perfect bas at least they are happy together!

7amad bawaz .. o gam ynaked 3alay .. so i decided to say yes ..

"ba3ad 3omri walla sadgeni ra7 nestanas"

"bas 3ala shar6"

"sheno?"

"ayeb khadamty hni .. tara 6a7 7aili o thahri gam y3awerni min el tarteb ana eb bait ahali maratabt 3ashan ag3ad arateb al7en"

"elmara el san3a etratab bait'ha"

"bas 7amad walla 6a7 7aily 7aram 3alek! mat7amal"

"entay sheta7amelen! aby morty tkon nafs 7arem awal ana chethy may3ajebni!"

ana 3umri maratabt shay .. ma3aref .. so tartebe ylawe3 el chabd .. kan kela yzefni o mo3ajba .. i felt eni khadama mo 3aros "ma3a e7terami lehum"..

10 days later .. Kuwait airport .. 23.00 tawna khatmen jawazatna o ray7en soob el gate ..

"we3 daloy shofay"

"sheno? wain?"

"6ayaratna 3aleha ta2kher sa3a o nes"

"ollaaaaa 3ama eb 3ainhum! shbensawe le el sa3a 1.30!"

"elsharha 3alay elli 7ajez 3al elkuwaiteya .. emshay khaneg3ad shensawe ba3ad!"

"enzain weshlon 3ala el 6ayaran el dakhele aked be6er 3anna"

"ashoff .. ee walla .. mm khal akalem el safareyat yghayron 7ajzna"

el wagt laman el 6ayara yser 3aleha ta2kher ..ma ymor! .. kalam el safareyat o after that dag 3ala kel rab3a o solaf ma3ahum o ana 7a6a ede 3ala khadi o an6er el boarding .. laman ykalem rab3a wayed ykon mestanes o yeth7ak o yetghashmar .. laish ma3ay la2?

"alraja2 min el mosaferen 3ala re7la raqam thalatha arba3a 9efr altawajuh ela el bawaba"

"yalla meshena" I grabbed my bag o ohwa kan shayel his labtop ..

inside the plane .. hamad checked our tickets and said "a7na hni .. deshay yam el deresha"

"hehe mashkor.. alaah el karasi wese3aa"

"eehh shakli ba6egha khosh noma .. daloy.. matsadgen shkether mistanis" rad rasa le wara and smiled

"3asa doom enshalla" enshalla yarab nestanas

"3a6eni el monawem" he took his sleeping pills then said "mataben?"

"la mashkor akhaf men hal sowalef"

"baih shda3wa kela munawem"

"la mashkor enshalla banam broo7ii"

"kaifech .. etha yabaw el akel latga3denii"

"enshalla" he closed his eyes and fall asleep before take off ..yabakhta .. ana wayed akhaf men el 6ayara! .. the plane took off o i was so affraid ,, repeating do3a2 el rokob over and over tell the seat belt sign switched off .. for me to sleep on planes , it's just hard! the engine sound , loyat el cabin crew .. lights still on .. o ba3den shlon anam wana ga3da? eeff!I slept for a moment .. suddenly the plane began moving up and down. I opened my eyes in horror, still holding on to the chair and began praying . "besmela besmela staghfralla .. 7amad 7amad" wala yadre 3anni! way besmella ana shelle khalani arkab 6ayara mara thanya! after five minutes of horror kelshay rad 6abe3e! .. we arrived in Bangkok , waited for almost 2 hours for our flight to phuket .. laman garabna yam phuket kanat el manather min el 6ayara mo6abe3eya .. o el hobo6 .. 3ajeb ykon greb yam el ba7ar faj2a small beach wela a7na wasleen .. tawna 6al3en mn phuket airport .. o i was so tired .. menshaga shag.. eljaw kan 7elow ,, shway 7ar bas kelesh mako r6oba coz ya3ny winter 3endehum! "ka taxi"

"khalech 3end el jna6 3ala ma anade wa7ed" okay ebser3a plz!

"ok" .. minutes later .. ashofa y7os madre shsalfeta .. "7amaad .. sh9ayer?" ya soobi "lel7en molagi taxi"

"ULLA! o kel hali sa6ren sheno !?"

"na9eb 3alay ygooli 550 baht" its less than 5 kd!

"ok maykhalef goola ok"

"6a hathy laaa .. ana galooli rab3e kaserhum ,, hathela na9aben"

"mu hni ykasron hatha taxi el ma6ar o kelhum nafs el se3er"

"la la ne6ray shway"

"shnan6er 7amad men wain betyeb gherhum .. tara ana ta3bana o mafeni 7ail .. ana 3azmetek 3al taxi"

"entay mat3arfen et'thamneen kalamich! oho mo salfat flos ,, ana mayenga9 3alay ya3ny mayenga9 3alay"

"7amad mo wagta"

"agool sektay wenthabray mokanech len aredlich"

can u imagine after flighing 9 hours o waiting bel airports at kuwait 2 and half hours o bangkok 2 hours wal7en ebnan6er lana 3abala ga3den yge9on 3aleh! mateswa el salfa walla! bas uhwa latana7 ytane7! after 45 minutes! "yalla emshay" rekabna el taxi .. akheran

"shfech emnafsa?"

"lana 7araktek sakhefa! tekfa hatha cham khatha menek?"

"450 baht!"

"nage3na belshams 3ala 100 baht walla mateswa!"

"dalya ana ma7eb a7ad yesteghelni"

"heeff!"

"chena mo3ajbich"

"ee mo3ajebni" we had a fight bel taxi o ashwa ena elli ysog mofahem shay .. wesalna el hotel o kelwa7ed em3a9eb 3al thani.. sij ybe6 el chabd, o maleq ! .. awal madashena our room .. badalt o ga6et roo7e bel frashh .. o nemt.....

Ghareba (17)

2009-08-25T09:37:00.003+03:00

i gave him -na3am?- look ! I was stunned ! mesak edey wa7na ray7en soob el baab !!!!!

"alsalam 3alaikum"

all said "wa3alaykum el salaaam"

i heard "kolololololosh" hehe cute!

mashalla kan fe wayed nas WAYED ! ga3adt asalem 3ala wa7da wa7da o kanat khalty t3arefni 3alehum .. 6ab3an i didn't listen to anything i just want to finish and sit down! .. 3ogob my mission imposible ga3at yam khalta whos name is dalya too..

"7ayalla dalooyaa shloonich??"

"el7amdela khalty entay shlonich??" i can feel them staring bas stop it!

"el7amdela .. tadren min galoli ena esmich dalya geltlhum hathy akeed khosh wa7da lazem 7aamad yakheth'ha heheh"

"hehehehe" she`s sweet o sarat my favorite 3ogob.. ga3adna nsolif shway ana weyaha .. then his big cousin (sheikha) asked me "takharajtay wela lel7en tadresen??"

"ee tawni metkharja"

"yalla zain eftaketay"

i smiled .. "o qadamtay 3ala wathefa wala lel7en??"

"la walla lel7en ,, mamedani enshalla laman asaweli cv abde aqadem"

"yalla el mohem takharajtay la7ga 3ala el shega wel dawam"

"mashkora" shako mashkora ? :P Obviously am metwahga

"dalya etha taben ana asa3dech lanna ohwa shway qatheth" lama said , she's aunt dalyas daughter .. both zogha..

"sij walla .. tara lel7en madre she7e6on bel cv hehe"

"ee shway maleq .. ana asa3dech a7san lana etha wala mara emsaweta ra7 etlo3 chabdech"

"yalla khosh mashkora"

"weeh shda3wa 3ade ra7 asawelech nafs mali bas el esem ghair hehehe"

"hehehe" then g3edaw el family ysolfon about random stuff .. 7adhum funny , base6en , 3afweyen o 3ala 6abe3at'hum .. wayed wayeeed 7abet'hum .. o kint merta7a wana bainhum .. stanast thak ilyoom wayed .. o gelt eb galbi "kel arbee3a bayye ,, mashalla mag3ad'hum wenes" i was smilling while sitting between them o hearing their sowalif .. ta3ashena then 6ala3na min bet'hum around 11.30 ..

"haaa chenech mestansaa"

"ee mashalla ywansoon sij 7abet'hum"

"7abetech el 3afya .. bas tara ana maneset .. lel7en za3lan o lat7acheni"

"hehehe ayshay sa7 !"

he stared at me and said "gadech ana 3ashan atghashmar!" then drive back home! 7aset ennah ............... mo 9a7i!

Days later.. mo 3arfa shlon at3amal ma3ah .. wayed 3a9abi o ynajerni 3ala atfah shay .. weli emkhaleni ma ashek eb roo7i enah yetnajar ma3a el kel .. ELKEL! oo gam yetmada o always ygooli ghabeya! he called me stupid for things like
-7a66a shay eb mokan o mo3ajba "entay ghabeya matefhemen! laish go6i el klenex hni"

-da3amt el 6awla bel ghala6 "ghabeya matshofen! el7amdela wesheker"

-dropped water by mistake"ghabeya! chethy y9ebon el may!" he annoys me so much by this word! im not the smartest person in the world but i definatly know im not stupid !

sert ma7eb ag3ad ma3ah .. so that day i was sitting in the living room with my mother-in-low when she said "dalya wayid nas ga3den ydegon yabon eyoon ebarkonlich fa ana gelt nsawe esteqbal a7san , shrayech?" way la2 min la khelg!

"laish uhma mayaw el 3ers?"

"embala yaw bas yabon ybarkon o eyebon hadaya" way la2! laish el 3athab mabi,, ana emsawya 3ers 3ashan aftak min hal 7osa..

"madre khalty mala da3e laykalfon 3ala 3omrhum"

"shlon mala da3e kel yoom ga3den ydegoon 3alay o ana geltlhum ba3den bensawe esteqbal..shofi meta ynasbech o golele"

"enshalla" 7adi mabi .. o mali khelg ajabel awadem wana nafseyty khaysa .. MABI mu qasib! o umi ham kanat et7en tabi etsawe esteqbal 7ag refejat'ha elli magdaraw eyon el 3ers! plz la2 we3 ma7eb hal sowalef .. so 6anasht o mageltlaha meta ynasebni!

after few days 3al ghada .. kena ga3den nakel ..shway ta3awadt 3ala el wath3 o ohma ba3ad t3awedaw 3alay ..
"dalya tara el thalatha el yaay esteqbalich" NA3AM!!

"3ogob bacher?"

"la lesbo3 el yaay 3endech shay?"

"enshallah .. la ma3endi" fake smile .. 7adi enqahart! o umi yoom darattt galatli "7atan ana aby asawelech esteqbal!" thank you khalty ! ashwa eni kint sharya dresses te9la7 7ag chethy munasabat .. kan esteqbal khalty el thalatha o umi lathneen el sbo3 elli 3ogba .. so 7amad eqtara7 eni asbagh sha3ri loon fate7 .. kent khayfa awal shay bas stanast 3al fekra .. 7elo el taghyerr .. madre sheno el loon bas makan wayed fate7.. o 7a6atli feh thin highlights .. el-loon 7ada 7elo le darajat ena hal fatra wayed nas ma3arefhum yes2loni wain sabgha sha3ri :D wayed taghayer shakle o sert more beautifull!

khalty house: kint labsa maxi strapless darajat dark green dress ma3a beautiful black fur shawl .. i applied cherry red lipstik , i put on my eyeliner and created the perfect cat-eye liner , shwayya blush ,, sha3ri kan sleek ponytail .. o lebast shabkity .. yaw el7areem o kelwa7da dasha eb hadeya bedh'ha yaw nas wayed mashalla o kelhum ma3arefhum ! my room entarsat boxes and bags .. laman ra7aw el awadem 7ada wanasa basa6na ana o 7amad 3ala el ga3 o ga3adna nba6el el hadaya :D it was fun .. kanat ashya2 3adeya perfumes o fe nas yayben babydolls! believe me its the worst gift ever! khasatan ena ilrayel dayman berez wayha o beshof .. o fe ashya2! oohh gad etfa6es min el the7ek lol we3! mara7 etakhaylon shlon! o all of the dresses was XXXL ,, madre laish 3abalhum hamad metzawej bgara :P! fe bokhor o dehen 3ood .. shay zain o shay shain .. bas thanks to all ma gasaraw.. ghayaraw modna shway..

mom's house : kint 7ade mekhtaba so lebast ham maxi dress kan dark blue bas mo navy o feh shway aswad .. mathker elbrand name bas uhwa a7la dress lebasta .. nafs el make up ma3a simple wavy updo o shabketi .. ham kan za7ma ,, wel nas elli yaw 7adhum kashkha o high-class.. 7ade stanast la2anni kelhum a3arefhum at least bel esim .. o yomha sheft'hum .. o yaw my friends o banat khalty .. it was my day ,, sowalif o wanasa .. o laman sa3adt foog .. yaay wedi asba7 bain el bags :D magdar ashof ilfloor min kether el gifts.. o laman ba6alt'hum .. WOW .. i've got so many diamonds earrings; necklaces .. yes i was so happy! wanasa! o some of them kanaw yayben envelopes o fehum money .. well , esteqbal wasnt that bad idea after all lol ..

"bacher a6aresh laghrath ma3a el sayeq o el flos a7e6hum be7sabich"

"ok mama *kisses* ma3a el salama"

"ma3a el salama 3amety"

"7afethkum alla"..

bel 6reej back to his parents house where we live..
"sh3alech kel hal flos be7sabich" yes kanaw wayed .. kether el mahar elli 3a6aneyah!

"ee hehe .."

"wanasa entaw el 7arem .. a7na el ma3ares ma7ad y3aberna" whats the point!

"ee .. way rasi y3awerni aby afel sha3ree.."

"emm,, shbetsawen bel flos?"

"mmmmm madree .. yemken a7e6hum wade3a wela ashtere fehum as'hum .. o ana mashteghel ba9ref menhum"

"wana wain re7t sheno mo tares 3ainich?"

"la magelt chethy 7abebe bas ana madre meta bashteghel"

"sheno ya3ny 3endech rayel yasref 3alech .. tara entay mat'thamneen kalamich"

"sorry tekfa lat3a9eb tara mestansaaa o mabi yet3akar mazajii"

"shqasdech ya3ny ana a3aker mazajech?"

ohhoo! bedaina "7amad 3afya bas"

"elsharha 3alay elli ga3ed asolif ma3ach!

the next day .. kan 7lew o ysolif o yeth7ak suddenly he said ..
"dalyaa .. dam yatlich flos shrayech ensafer fehum safra san3a?"

Ghareba (16)

2009-08-23T11:00:00.003+03:00

I am married , and am supposed to be happy , its a rule .. kelna nfaker chethy "way yabakhat'hum alla yhanehum" "meta atzawaj warta7"! but to be honest, I wasn't happy nor sad about what happend, am just in shock ,,, i wonder etha fe a7ad bel denya chethy.. wayed 3a9abi o z3oli .. etha tam 3ala hal 7al .. mara7 at7amal!

*knock knock*
"dalya shofay mino y6eg el baab"

"enshalla" i opened the door , it was the maid "hala?"
"mama ghada"

"ok al7een nanzel" it was my first time eating with his family .. ga3adt o kanaw kelhum sakten ,, 3ami 3ala ras el 6awla 3ala yemena khalti mnera , ekhta , brothers .. o 3ala yesara hamad then me and his little sister ..

"shfekum hehehe yalla 7ayakum" 3ami said
"dalya lateste7en tara el akel mafeh 7aya"

"enshalla khalti" i blushed and was so men7arja! a7es kelman y6ale3ni

"sheno taben a7e6lich?" sta7et ashof sheno ako bel plates!
"kaifek"

"sheno kaify ana bakel wela entay" nezarni!

"ehya qasd'ha 3ala thooqik mo chethy bnaytyy"
"ee 3ami" a7la shay ena kelman sema3!

"tabeen deyay bel creama?"

"ee ok" ga3adt akhez el chicken chena eb 7ayaty masheft one! ambaih madre shfeni mo 3arfa shlon bakelha! o a7es kelman meste7e yakel mo bas ana! lol

"dalya mataben ma3ah khobez aw 3aish?"

"mashkora khalty bas aby elldeyaay"

yomha akalt akel 3a9afer o sa3adna foog .. i was so hungryy bs el 7aya theba7ni..

Mom house:

i told her that hamad is too 3a9abi o eni akhaf menna

"3ade 7abebty awal fatra lazem mashakel"

"yuma shda3wa 3ala ashya2 tafha y3a9eb 3alay"

"maykhalef 7abebty ta7amelay awal sena kelha mashakel lanich men be2a o ohwa men be2a"

"bas yuma kelman 3ayesh met'hani laish ana la2" *sobs*

she huged me and said "la 7abebty mino galich"

"mu lazem a7ad ygool ana ashof b3eeni" *tears*

"dalya tara el byoot asraar o kelman 3enda mashakil bas el nas laha el thaheer .. elwa7ed laman ye6la3 yekshakh o yetzagrat o yeth7ak o yestanas bas laman yred el bait matadren she9eer"

"ya3ny she9er she9eerr 6al3en mestansen aked beredon mestansen"

"la yumaa .. sem3ay.." o galatli 3an nas they look like they having the perfect life , o ensedamt ena ben'hum mashakil.. "o fe gherhum wayed .. yuma el 7ayat mo nafs el musalsalat .. lazem tet3eben shway o ba3den uhwa beqader o beseer zain sadgeni el rayal mayabela ela el 9abeer"

laman 7aset ena fe nas ghairy tserlhum mashakel .. i was relieved!

sarlina sbo3 min radena el kuwait ..

3al ghada dayman tkon kel el 3ayla metyam3a ..so far, i lost 2 kilos
"daloy shfech sertay 3a9la"

"tabi el sij , aste7e akel"

"ayshaay shakoo min sijech .. eklaay 3adeeyy"

"enta basherni 3al ghada 3ala mat3awad 3alekum .. ana aste7e a7e6lii"

"hahahaha enshalla! .. tara ilyoom benroo7 bait yadety yam3atna elyoom"

"way fashla aste7ee"

"SHAKO TESTE7EN! tara ana ma7eeb morty tkon 7ayaweya!!"

"7amad shfeek ana shgelt!"

"kel kelma welthanya aste7e waste7e! tara qatheteni!"

i stared at him dumbly for a moment , hatha shfeh! my heart beat so fiercely ,, i was so afraid! shakli 3ala yoom ban6ag!

"chena mo3ajbich?"

"la 3ajebni" I turned around to go back to our room

"DALYA" i looked at him

"na3am"

"mara thanya 7acheni 3adel .. o matamshen ela laman akhales kalami"

"khalast?"

"GOLI ENSHALLA"

"enshalla"

"yalla 6esay"

mani bachya .. aslan maybachi .. i cried! !! ooff .. embala ybachy .. ybachy .. kalb laish chethy ysawe ana shsawetlaa! ana masawet shay ghala6! madre yemken sawet bas elli ashofa eni masawet shay *sobs* .. 3ogob makhalast crying 3ala myself qasalt wayhy then nemt..

6.00
"dalyaaa .. dalyaaa .. yalla gomayy"

ga3adt wana em 3a9ba .. refast el cover and jumped out of our bed walking like a soldier heading to the bathroom "hehe dalya dalyaa " i was embawza and ignoring him .. i was gonna shut the door in his face bas emseka "dalya bas 3ad latez3elen" 7egarta o ga3adt aqasel wayhi wafaresh asnane .. lafait 3ashan akheth el towel wamesh wayhi "asef" he kissed my forehead

"7aram 3alek ana magelt shay 3ashan t3a9eb" *sobs*

"asef walla ana mathqo6 min el dawam o menba6a chabde menhum laish ma3a6oni ejazaa o mas2oli sayer zeft ma3ay latze3len"

"ana shako t3a9eb 3alay" *sobs* "walla masawetlik shay"

"khalas baba lat3awren galbi ,, bas latabchen taben tro7en o 3yonich 7umer?"

"bas khalas mateswa el salfa yalla the7kay"

"mako shay etha7ek"

"yah! shofay wayhech bel manthara wentay em3a9ba hahaha"

"hehe! lat3ayeb .. inzain shalbes??"

"lebsay jeanz"

"ayshay sa7!"

"yam3awda wain ray7en kela bait yadety"

"ee bait yadetik! mo yadety! ,, awal mara beshofoni dasha eb jeanz ya7lele shal rahat"

"shda3wa daloy yadety ehe yadetech ba3den mako a7ad bas khawali o khalatyy"

goooooooooool walla! o ras umik!? "mani labsa jeanz!"

"ebtalbesen"

i cried again! 7ade sakhefa "ayshay adesh 3alehum eb jeanz aana 3aros shal halaga" *sobs*

"zain fokena lebsay elli tabena keshkhay khal yeth7kon 3alech" mo sij!

lebast fcuk navy dress , kan 6wel shway ta7at rkabi eb sheber .. ma3a flats o huge fendi bag , o my golden dior earrings , necklace and bracelet .. 7a6ait makeup khafef o sha3re kan wavy ..

"shrayek 7elo?"

"over lo labsa jeanz a7la"! 6a hatha! 7adi kent simple sij may3aref ..

"ok bas 7elo wela la2!"

"la2! ana ma7eb el kashkha 7ag mokan mo ela tekshekhenla! tbe6en el chabd laman et3anden!"

re7na hnak o kena sakten 6ool el 6rej .. kelwa7ed fena emnafes 3al thani .. awal manezalna .. mesak edi o gal "ebtasmay o saway ro7ech mestansa" !!!!!

________________________________

Dalloy ;*

Am so thirsty :( majora enshalla :P

Ghareba (15)

2009-08-19T13:04:00.005+03:00

around 2.00 he was already asleep !! how can he just fall asleep so easily?! i was crying! I know it's supposed to hurt at first bas matwaqa3t hal kether! 7aset mukhi 6ala3 min 3yooni!.. it's really painful..
I tried but I couldn't sleep .. nafseyty , o ena fe someone sleeping next to me , plus he was snoring ! all night long and it was LOUD! I need some sleep please stop it! I can't sleep or stop crying .. EZ3AJ! .. faj2a galab o akhath el frash kella to him self .. o sert lazga bel 6araf shway wa6e7! .. 4.30 i was so exhausted! .. re7t el bathroom , akhatht big towel 3ashan atgha6a feha .. enseda7t 3ala el sofa "welli etkafe 7ag 2 bas!" chefast reli .. o nemt ..

"dalyaa ......... 7abebtyyyyy .. dalyaaaa"

"hmm" ayy rkabiii .. laish ga3adtni daykhaaa .. wayy barddd barddd

"7ayaty laish nayma hniii"

"khalni banaam"

"gomaay elsa3a 9.30 .. ta2akharna warana 6ayara"

"3afya khancancel"

"7abebe mayser ,, golele laish nemtay hnii"

i hardly opened my eyes "enta galabt o akhatht el frash kela 7agek"

"min sijech! laish maga3adteni"

"kesart kha6ri shaklik ta3ban"

"mara thanya ga3denii , wetha maga3adt refsenii .. wetha mara thanya athetech ana anam bel 9ala mo entay"

7ade kesart kha6ra!

----- Sawena check-out o re7na el airport..

Kan 7ajez 7ag Dubai .. 4 Days .. la2anna already kan makheth 2 weeks 3ashan emte7anata eb egypt ,, o ye7taj ba3ad 2 weeks 7ag shahar 6 .. so makan 3enda ra9ed ejazat..

when we arrived at kuwait airport "7abebty shfech?"

"Mafeni shay" i smiled while we were waiting to check in and get our boarding passes

"sorry ma3endi ra9ed ejazat walla awal matkharaj ra7 asafrech el mokan elli tabena"

"7amad osh! latgol chethy walla mestansa .. mafeni shay bas daykha manemt 3adell" 7aramm :(

"3abali thayeg khelgech 3ashan el safra .. enshalla awal manosal betnamen 3ala kaifech"

re7na starbucks tarayagna ,, ba3den dashena 3end el gate nan6er ndesh el airplane .. awal ma rekabna el 6ayara .. "3afya aby yam el deresha"

"hehe inzain ! et'tha7ken chenech yahel"

"laa mo 3an bas 3ashan anam"

"eeh rag3ay" awal ma ga3adt yam el window .. i closed my eyes bas couldn't fall asleep .

"dalya gomay yalla wesalna"

"ga3daa" am so tired

Laman khalasna sheghelna . still bel ma6ar "ta3alay khan2ajer sayara ana adel dubai 3adel" way laa22 male khelgg .. meshet warah .. kan za7maa wayed "shrayek 3ogob ma neg3ad et2ajer min el hotel mo a7san?"

"shda3wa degegaa"!

"7amad shayef el door walla ta3bana ,, plz!"

"eeff zain zain ,, maleqa!" mesha wehwa embawez ! shda3wa shgelt ana!

Akhathna taxi .. during the drive we were completly silent. Finally we arrived to our hotel ( Jumeirah Emirates Towers) "ge3day hnak 3ala ma asawe check-in" re7t ga3adt 3al qanafa without saying a word! ba6 chabdey .. wayid! ya3ny a7na yayen nestanas ,, embayen min al7en enha kharbana! .. allah el lobby 7elow ,, shakla el hotel ybasher bel khair.. thal wagef 3end el receptionist 20 minutes o ashofa yetlafat o ynazel rasa o ynafeekh .. so re7tla .. "6awelaw shfehum ??"

"ygool fe a7ad laghy 7ajzkum .. o za7ma 3endhum ga3ed ydawer ghorfa"

"shlon ya3ny wain nro7 ??"

"ef madre sektay 7ade emfawer le7mar mal el sfareyat mayred 3alay"

shal 7ath! 7adna ta3aba mo wagta..after standing there for 10 more minutes, we finally got our room key , shakla 7ada yshaweg .. 3ala tower! ..

"allah sh7alat el ghorfa"

"sij e3jebtech?"

"ee wayedd , a7eb hal style o alwanhaa .. dafyaa"

"fech shada ne6la3?"

"7amad *sad face* aby anam"

"khalas 7abebty namay wetha ga3adtay o medana ne6la3 6ala3na wetha mameda na6lib akel min el room service"

akhatht shower 3al sare3 o 7a6et rasii 3ala el makhada o was thinking .. laish 6angar bel ma6ar ? laykon 7amad bo 6anager!

*sheee6*

*zeeeeeeew*

"cham el sa3a?" 7amad kan yba6el jan6eta o emsawe 7osa

"9a7 el noom! elsa3a 9.00 shenawmech el laila"

"anam lel7eni daykha hehe"

"daloy etha lech khilg khanta3asha bara 7aram chethy tha3 yoomna"

"yalla al7en abadel"

lebast zaity oversized dress o kan fe very thin waist belt ma3a flats and my large hobo bag .. 6ala3ni eb nathra .. elli rafe3 7ajeb o mo3ajba .. "SHFECH KASHKHA"

"mo 7elow?"

"embala 7elow bas .. badlay"

"7amad shalbis! "

"lebsay training!"

"shda3wa tara 7ada simple ba3den ana tawni 3aros!"

"entaw yal kuwaiteyen haileg et7ebon el tefeshkher" na3am! hailag lana n7eb nekshakh

"ana mo yayba gher nefanef"

"ayshay! ako a7ad bel sefar yalbes nafnof"

"ee ana!" oooook esta3sart!

"3ayal ne6ray khal albes deshdasha .. oofff"

Lebas deshdasha o sawa ghetreta nafs 3mamat el emarateyeen WAY he looked zoghaa! aked 3a9ab lani kent labsa dress o ohwa polo shirt ma3a short fa 7ada .. makan ylog ,, nezalna el reception o galena ro7aw ma63am esma marina (sea food rest.) ,, 7ejazlena o re7na!

"ambaih shal za7ma! shrayek mandesh"

"emshay 3ade kelhum ajanib"

kan 6abor sh6oooooola .. o embayen fe nas sekara ma3ahum ! shafna el security min b3eed chan eyelena raketh o ydakhelna dakhel 3ala 6ool "sheftay sahalat" he winked "elli bara na6ren door yabon el club elli foog"

"ee walla el ma63am fathyy"

we were waiting for our table to be ready .. kina ga3den 3ala karasi jbal el toilets , fa kanaw el mutaradeya wal na6e7a "malot el club" eyon ydeshon eltoilet! mar 3alena wa7ed sakran 6ena!

wegaf jbal 7amad o chandas "hello your majisty" ana 6ala3t 7amad o min el khar3a gumt aterajaf! "ma3alech mena la6al3ena" then he said "mr oil i must respect you" BABCHI! ambaih shal maskhara "were is your castle maybe one day i'll visit you" then ya el security khme6a o daza barra! "am sorry sir"

"sorry ? look at my wife she's shaking .. why do you let them use these toilets"

o ga3ad 7amad yetnajar ma3a el security .. "7amad mabi ag3ad khalas"

"7abebty lat7aten ana ma3ach , ba3den hatha sakran box wa7ed yesda7a le bacher"

"7amad .. MABI khalas .. 3afyaa" kent 7ade khayfa .. ana 3endi fobia min el sekara!!!! o ba3den balla enfejar fena el mokan o fogna club? shlon ajabel rabbii.. 6ala3na min el ma63am "ana lo adre el salfa chethy chan mayebtech! hatha 7mar shlon eyebna mokan chethy"

"dalya shfech sakta"

"matsadeg shkether ekhtara3t"

"hehehe embala asadeg wayhech kan film hehe"

"hehe ,, yam3awad khalna 3al room service wayed ashraf"

2nd day .. 7amad yabi sayara ,, mo3ajbeta salfat el taxi .. so el taxi ga6na mokan kela makateb ta2jer .. legena sayara bas 7amad nase jawaza bel hotel o may2ajron bedon jawaz .. ham tenajar ma3ahum ;( ,, o ga3adna bara bel 7ar nan6er taxi ymur! makoo .. ambaih se7t min elshams .. 3ogob modaaaaaaaa mar taxi .. re7na nakheth el passport .. o tha3 hal yoom endawer sayara!!

3rd day.. tawna waslen emarates mall "mashalla sheno hatha! mo 6abe3ee"

"eee 7ada sheno awal mara tshofa??"

"eeeh min zeman mo yaay dubai , entay yayya min gabel??"

"ee wayed , bas makanaw el ma7alat kelhum emba6eleen ,, al7en wayed a7laaa"

temashena bel mall then taghadena .. "daloy mataben etesawegen"

"la mo ella tawni emjahza" ma7ad ygol la2 7ag el soog bas kent mesta7ya ;P

"3afya etsawegay meshtehe atsawag ma3a morty"

"afa 3alek atsawag laish la2 hehe"

"emshay hal ma7al shakla 7elow"

"allah shrayek eb hal dress??"

"emmmmmm .. zain"

"inzain hatha??"

"madree.."

"khosh teseweg"

"entay etbe6en el chabd bas taben tekshekhen"

"shtabeni ashtere??"

"ekhthay training!" ok .. gabil la atzawaj 7amad .. 3omri masharet training!

"ma3aref"

"allah shofay hal tshirt sh7alat'ha" t-shirt baitha! shel 7elo feha

"3adeya , fe menha eb kelmokan"

*3a9ab* "ooh kaifech lates2elene shrayek ma rayek ekhthay elly tabena"

DUH! it was your idea! "ambaih shfek 3a9abt! mateswa el salfa"

"shda3wa eb kha6ri ashof el t0shirt 3alech wetgolenli 3adeya .. bas bas ana basket mani met7achii" bla bla bla .. ooooo bla bla blaa .. tenajarna o 6ala3na ! o laman re7na el hotel .. ohwa nam 3ala el sofa o ana 3ala el bed ! MO SIJ! way dalo3 ge6a3,, elmafroth nestanas :( shal 7ath..

4th day.. kan yetbosam 6ool el wagt ba3den faj2a ga3ad yeth7ak!

"shda3wa matgolen sorry wala tratheni"

"geltlik ta3al nam bel frash matabe"

"bas! sara7a wayed ta3abtay ro7ech" we3 we3

"daloy .. wedi agolich shay bas meste7e"

"shda3wa 7abebe gool"

"mmmmm ,,, mmmmmmmmm .. rab3e mawjoden fe dubai wedi amorhum bo sa3ten" HAAA ?? NA3AMM ?? SHGELT!! sedamni

"ok .. roo7"

"o laish chethy lay3a chabdech wentay eta7achen!"

"la 3adey mafeni shay .. a7san ba3ad 3ashan araye7 wasawe jan6ete" !!

"ba3ad 3umri walla" min sijja .. badal o 6ala3! i cried min el qahar .. min el safra el khaysaa .. kel el nas 3abalhum ana mestansa .. ghargana bel 3asal while am not! laish yarabi laish!

Kuwait airport .. i was happy eni bashof my family again .. walaht 3alehumm .. wedy alem umi o ag3ad abchyyy! "3asa estanastay bel safra"

"ee wayed mashkor 7abebe" eehh .. WAYID!

"3alech bel 3afya 7abebty bas tara hathy matu3tabar safraa enshalla ba3awthech ba3den"

kanat umi o khalty .. my sisters and his mestaqbelena ..

"el7amdela 3ala el salama shloonkum" mom khangat'ha el 3abra .. lamatni 7ailllll

"alla ysalmich 3amityy ooooh stanasnaa"

*kisses* "shloonich dalya , shlonik 7amad .. ha 3asa estanastaw"

"eeh 7ada yuma lazem tro7en dubai wayed taghayerat"

"ee mashalla lo kel sena tro7en ra7 tafreg 3an el sena elli gabelha"

ana kent sakta bas awaze3 ebtesamat .. "morenna bacher 7abebty zain ,, aywagt"

"enshalla yuma at3asha 3endekum"

wesalt to my new home .. small apartment fe bait ahal 7amad .. "7ayach alla el bait baitich etha taben shay lateste7en ana 7esbat umich"

"mashkora khalty" i smiled .. allah .. wayed el mokan cosy .. mashalla 7amad thoqa wayed 7elooww .. bas i was wondering .. elli sar bel safra 3adey? wela yser ma3a kel elbanat!!

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enshalla akamel ba3den .. 7ade em9akhena :( ..

embarak 3alekum el shahar moqadaman :* o 3asakum et3oodoona kel sena wet9omoonaa .. o shlon 3ala rmuthan el nas they post wela yakhthon break ?? o sorry eni 6awalt 3alekum

Love you all :* o missed your comments

Dalloya

Home Sweet Home ;**

2009-08-17T10:30:00.006+03:00

Back to Kuwait HEYAaaaaa,,

o mo Heya ;\

- Hadena el jaw el bared o el NAQE o radeena 7ag Leghbar ! "staghfrallaahh" o ana feni 7asaseya min el ghbar so my nose shagni shag :`(

- a7la sh3oor laman el wa7ed ynamm BEFRASHA *ALLAHH*

- Cuz ma3endi ra9ed ejazat wel ejaza 7ad'ha 7ad'ha wesalt el fayer o dawamt elyoom !

- Ambaih 7adi 7ade walaht 3ala sayarty! ..sh3oor mo 6abe3eee laman segt'ha ;**

- Allah 3al sheghel el mkawad 3ala maktebii :( :( esteqbal 7aarrr .. mako post today :(

- Walaht 3alekum ;**

- Chena feni swine flu ;/

Love you all

Dalloy!

Ghareba (14)

2009-08-14T15:05:00.005+03:00

I was so afraid nearly ready to cry , when i saw 3amety comming from far away and smilling at me, then she whispered while adjusting my dress "dalya smile its your big day!" , i couldn't , wain umi mashofha?? laykon ray7a tabchi ? PLZ NO , i was walking too slow , trying to smile bas magdar! when i faced my kosha i saw my mom and my mother-in-low standing next to each other smilling while looking at me , finaly I SMILED! faj2a 7aset ena mako a7ad bel qa3a ela ana o umi o ummah .. o i didnt hear the music AT ALL! ,, leget ro7i ga3da bel kosha , mathker shlon we9alt bas el 7amdela we9alt bedon e9abat! ba3den like every typical kuwaity wedding.. after half an hour mom came and said "tara el reyayel bedeshon"

"laa2 la7tha tawni ga3da"

"uhma wagfen barra min zeman"

"besmela yuma taw el nas tawha 11.00"

"ok ok" mamdaha khalesat el song wela asma3 "ya 7arem tagha6aw el me3res bedesh"

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO maga3adt ! laish 7amad laish! i am not met7ajba bas gali laman el reyayel ydeshon tagha6ay! hehe so umi khalat el 6ar7a nazla 3ala wayhi .. bedat el ghneya and the doors was opened..

Yam3erees 3ain allah tarak welgumar wel gumar wel nejoom tamshi warak

ya 7amad ana zafaitek wel walad shayelen mubkhar warak .. ect

*heartbeat* waayy zoghaaaaaaaaaaa ,, my smile shagat wayheee .. 7abebee zogha wehwa kashekh bel besht! ,, ambaih ,, ullaaa .. sheno kel hathool! there he was comming to me 3ala yemena oboy o 3ala yesara oboh -aw el 3aks mathker- o warah khwani o khwanah ,, then kel my uncles ma3a el cousins "3yalhum",, ba3den madre menoo .. o warahum ham madre mino! aked 3amama o khawala o 3yalhum ! enshalla mo kel 3ers el reyayel ydesh 3endena lol .. sa3ad , he kissed my forehead o wegaf 3ashan el reyayel ysalmon 3aleh [al7en entaw emsalmen 3aleh hnak laish etsalmon again ? lughz em7ayerni] while oboy o khwani ga3den ysalmon 3alay .. then okhoy elsgher "he's sgher bas mashalla 6weeeeeeeeeeel o 3areth" wegaf jedami 3ashan ma7ad yshofni! so cute ,, laman 6la3aw ya 3ami -his father- salam 3alay , we took pics then meshaw ..

"dalya"

"hala 7abebe"

"yser amsek edech"

"hehehe ee yser hehehe"

"inzain yalla meta ngoom"

"besmela tawek ga3ed , o ba3den laish dashet embacher"

"bas malet o a39abi entalfat" 20 minutes ba3den we were out.. i saw fara7 6al3a min el toilets ..

"faro7 naday refejaty o all my cousins 3ashan bage6 el bouquet" in less than 5 minutes kelhum kanaw mawjodeen .. so cute walla .. i through it and turned around 3ashan ashof mino elli ebtalgefa .. 6a7 eb eed bent 3ami chan may takhme6a menha wetgool "Heeeeeeeeeehh 7agii 7agiii hahaha hahaha shoofaw shoofaw heeeeeeeeeeh" o bent 3ami 3a6at'ha nathra ! teswa 3umrha :P.. re7na el suite o kanat ma3ana el mu9awera o my mom and his ,,

"7amad mawa9ek 7e6ha be3yonik wentay dalya mawasech 3ala weldi"

"enshalla khaltyy"

"7amad mawa9ek tara hathy el ghalyaa"

"afa 3alech khalty ba7e6ha be3yooni o bashelha foog rasi hathy morty"

they left .. then we took pictures together o uhwa kan 7ada emnafes o em3a9eb ygol mala da3ey! then 6ala3na barra , rekabna el sayara .. o re7na marina hotel..

laman wesalna , kan 7ada fashla eni dasha eb my wedding dress 7aset roo7i film ma9ri qadem , bas ashwa maku a7ad .. 12.45 dashena el suite o kan simple , nice .. bas el bathroom MO6ABE3E .. we ordered 3asha , ana dashet asba7 3ala ma el akel yosal .. 7ade mabaghet a6la3 min el 7amam :`/ .. after our delicious dinner ..

"daloya shofay fe balakona , bag3ad bara adakhen"

"ana madre laish entaw lazem zegara wara el akel! yalla aghasel wayye"

el jaw kan ,, mo 6abe3ey ,, BARD wel sema safyaaa ,, o elba7ar eyaneen wel view KHA6ER! he was smoking and i was staring at him.. ya3ny ana al7en sert morta?

"shfech?"

"mumestaw3eba"

"hehe etsadgen 7atan ana!" "daloy shofay" laman y6ale3 el smoke min his mouth kan ykhaleh yser 3ala shakel dawa2er!

"hahahaha heheheheh ambaih maynoon hahaha" i was so tired o feni el nom fa ayshay ytha7ekni!

"hehe shfech!"

"saw ba3ad saw ba3ad!" he did it again "hahaha hahaha ambaih haha" gumt adame3 min el the7ek o ba6ni gam y3awerni ! its not funny .. rekatht dakhel "ta3alay wain ray7aaa"

"lazem asawreekk la7thaaaaaaaaaa" yebt camirty o ga3adt achakcheka while am ghashyana min el the7ek o ohwa yeth7ak 3ala khbali..bas 7asafa el dawa2er yekhtefon ma3a el flash! anyways .. 3ogob maga6 zegarta .. dashena el dar ..

and i dont know how am i gonna right about it!

Ghareba (13)

2009-08-10T21:37:00.004+03:00

previosly:
*msg recieved*

ana bel ma6ar etha maradetay 3alay walla la akheth agrab 6ayara wareed el kuwaitt .. 7aram 3alech dalya bagele final .. plz reday!
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7adi tuwahagt ! la2 .. 7ad umi tuwahagt! he called .. o ghasban 3alay radait 3aleh !

"......." didnt speak

"ALOO"

"......."

"aloo dalooya tesme3enee"

"..."

"alooooooooooooo"

6oo6 6oo6 6ooooooo6 ,, sakar el kha6! 3abala mo sam3a ! *i loughed* hehe , he called again

"alooo"

3ashan y3aref enni sam3eta i pressed a number "6OOOOO6"

"sheno ya3ni??"

"ya3ni ma7achek!"

"hehe ka 7achetene!"

i pressed the number again and again "6ooo6 6ooooooooo6"

"bas 3ad dalloya sam7ene"

"ana mara7 asam7ek ,, ana ra7 a36ek for9a .. o abeek tathbetli enik gad el theqa"

"walla mara7 tshofen ella elli yserech , walla enich kobartay eb 3eeni yoom geltay 7ag umi enich fahma ghala6 walla mara7 ansalichyaha"

"o ana shestefadt?"

"eni meste7e 3ala wayhi o mara7 a3edha .. sorry"

"mashi.." I choke out , chanzain 7as how much its hurt!

"ya3ny 6a7 el 7a6ab"

"la2 , lazem tathbetli"

"aby athbetlich al7en shlon?"

"la 7abebe mayser al7een ! ma3a el wagt ebayen"

"el7amdella eni lel7en 7abebech hehe"

"thats not funny!"

"asef , enshalla .. intay bas amray golele sheno taben?"

"mabi akalmik min el yoom lee yoom el3ers"

"laaaaaaaaishhhhhhhhhhh"

"3ashan eta2adab"

"hahaha walla tobaaa walla dalooy 7abebty tekfen"

"kaifek hatha shar6i , wendaget mani rada!"

i need time 3ashan ansa ,, allah wel time! kilhum few days!

"y6aw3ech galbech" sad voice

"YES"

"yalla tabi shay?"

"salmtich 7abebe , ra7 adeg o ra7 etsheelena"

"nshof!"

i closed my mobile , and was relieved ! I dont fogive easily ! but if he is honest , i will forget about what happends , bas .. i'll forget eb mazajy .. and I felt like I could trust him . after all , he is my husband!

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My Wedding Day

"dalya , yalla gomay!" mom said

"yuma feni el noomm .. cham el sa3a?"

"12.00! tara wadaina nafnofech o jan6etech o kelshay yalla yallaaa"

ambaih! TAW EL NAS!

"yuma aro7 shasawe! ag3ad an6er malat el make-up! khaneg3ad hni"

"la nro7 hnak a7san yalla 3an el dala3!"

she went out in a hurry ! i was still laying down on my bed .. thinking ,, i dont feel happy! why? is it normal ? its my wedding day .. am i sick .. "k7 k77" ka7ait! ,, la mafeni shay .. It's like I have this feeling of (blank) because I dont exactly know how to describe it !

That is not to say that i am not excited but i have so much on my mind .. akhaf ykhon again ? did he just did it lanna kan thayeg khelga , ma3enda shay ? wela ana mo tarsa 3aina ?el tasre7a eb te6la3 7elwa? o shlon 3al make-up etha ma3ejabni agol wela asket?? aslan uhma meta beyoon! ambaih akhaf yensoon ,, way mali khelg agoom ,, i feel dezzy already .. ambaih la6e7 3alaihum..

"hhhhhhhhhhhhhh" suddenly i heard my mom sh'hegat

"besmela SHFECH YUMA"

"entay lel7en mensad7a!! gomaay mama yalla lat3a6lena!"

"yalla al7en agom asba7"

"LAAAAAAAA! gomay seb7ay hnak ana 7ajza suite yalla ahoo"

mom always meshta6a .. ya3ny etha el 6ayara et6er el sa3a 12 etga3edna min el sa3a 6! o tabena bel ma6ar min 9 ! anyways qasalt o lebast jeanz o tshirt o we were heading to the qa3a , ma3a my mother and sisters..

"mama , meta betye malat el make up?"

"4.30 , dazetlaha msg 3ashan athakerha o radat 3alay lat7aten"

"yumaa , a7es eni baghashi"

"Lanich mo makla!! al7en 6elbelech akel ,, hach kakaw gazray feeh"

wesalna el qa3a o nezalna .. mama kanat yarra hand bag feha shabkete o my shoes o some aghrath , my dress was already bel suite makwe wem3alag .. "yuma bashof el qa3a 3ade adesh sa7"

"haw ee aked 3adeyy ,, bas tara makhale9aw yabelhum cham sa3aa"

I was heading to the hall imagining what its look like , when i steped inside ..i ..just .. freezed!

WOOOOOOWWW mashallaa ! et3aqed! elqa3a et3aqed!! wayed a7la min ma twaqa3t .. suddenly i was so HAPPY! o kan a7mad "elwedding planner" wagef b3eed ythabe6 el etha2a .. ambaih baghet arketh alemah! waaayy!! alaaahhh !! 7adda 7ellowww! modern , simple and elegent .. o yeshra7 el galbb! every thing was offwhite o small touches of pink flowers .. o el flowers ghareben awal mara ashofhum .. sij sij! he made my day! mama yat and was happy for my happyness and a7mad was comming toward us "hathy el3arosa thakerha?"

"ee hala madam dalya .. alf mabrook , enshalla kelshay 3ala thooqich??"

"ambaih 7ada 3ala thooqi mashalla y3aqed mo 3ashan 3ersi bas sij ,, y3aqed 7ade stanast"

he smiled and looked so tired "el7amdela ena 3jebach ana gayelech lat7aten enshalla kelshay bekon 7elow ana a7are9 enna sheghle ykon emratab o raqi lanna aby el 3ers eyeble 3ers"

"ee 3adel kalamik , wenshalla meta betkhal9oon??"

"ya3ny mabuga shay enshalla 3al 4.00 elqa3a jahzaa"

re7na ana o mama el suite o she already ordered for me breakfast with fresh orange juice , took my sisters and went to other room to do their makeup and tasre7a ..

sarat elsa3a 4.30 wel make up artist lel7en mayat .. way a7es feni el nooom! o malaal! i called mama "yuma masarat meta betyee el sa3a 5!"

"ga3da adezlaha msg matred! laykon nesatna" o asma3 soot seshwar..

"ambaih akhaf wledat!"

"la wain tolad tawha bel khames! yemken nayma"

"yuma babchi!"

"ebchay ana akalmich ba3den" hehe! mu sij umi!.. sarat 5.15 , dazat msg 7ag umi ena she's comming! i was 7ade em6angera o mazaji met3aker .. o 7ade banafes eb wayehha o bet3afes eb wayhy ana adre! may called

"7ubbiiiiiiiiiii haaaaaaaaaaa shga3da etsaweeenn"

"an6er malat el makeup!"

"shfech embawza?"

"cuz bada3at o malat el hair galat laman tkhales make up call 3ashan aye! meta banzel!"

"waih 3ade tara el 3aros eta2akhar .. sh3alech kel lawadem ray7en salonat 3ashan tekshakhlech haha!"

"hehe way mako sh3or!"

finally she arrived at 5.35!

"hala 7abebty sorry walla bas kanat 3endi wa7da o kelshway tabene aghayerlaha asfa asfa"

"its ok!"

"so , sheno taben style mekyajech?"

"as simple as u can"

"ashoof ,, mmmmmm .. mashalla malam7ech 7elwa ra7 asawelech shay wayed 7elow"

"3adya ma7eb wayed"

"la la la lat7ateenn .. entay mo shayfa 3arayes ana emakyejat'hum?"

"embala 3ashan chethy dagetlich"

"3ayal dont worry ana kel 3araysi 7elwen" she winked .. ok khalas sama7t'ha am back to my normal mood! she did massage first to my face ba3den bedat tmakyej ..

"maykhalef ashof"

"la2"

"heheh la jad walla degega"

"shetshofen lel7en ma7a6et shay!"

"o kel hali 7a6eteh shenow! " 7adi khtara3t! yemken sarlaha rub3 sa3a t7os eb wayhyy

"mura6ebat 3ashan wayhech yerta7" well ok! ,, 6ol ma eyha t7e6 kent a7en aby ashof wehya mo rathya! o kanat lafa el kersi so ebthahri el manthara ,, o 7adha tsolif o TMAWET MIN ELTHE7EK .. sogha 7abet'ha ;* .. around 7.00 dazat msg 7ag el hair stylest 3ashan etyee ..

"yalla al7en tegderen tshofen" *knock knock* "3ala ma afech el baab"

hal yoom .. yemken awal mara eb 7ayaty ashoof shakli eb foundation .. o 3yoni marsoma .. o 7umra , blush o mascra! fa 7asait .. ULA WAYED

"ammmmmm ,, chena to much!"

"minsijech! 7ada khafef akhaf men chethy shtaben! bas lana lel7en masawat el tasre7a t7es enha wayed .. ee fe wa7da esemha fara7 bara adakhelha" fara7 my cousin .. the one who called me remember

"Guwaa ,, mashallaaaaa el make up 3ajeeeeeeeeeeb"

"sij faro7 mo wayed?" "7adda la2! ambaih mashalla et'hablen.."

i whispered to her "faro7a fe tharf hnak fe flos el mara plz 3a6eha ana aste7e" 3ogob ma6la3at eb thelth sa3a ,, yat malat el hair .. sawat sha3re eb 9amt raheb! khalast bel 10.00 i called mom 3ashan tlabesni el dress , o malat el hair en6arat cuz el 6ar7a was attached to the dress .. i was almost ready .. lebast el shabka ,, 6ala3t min el dar ,, wela khwati o may o fara7 o 3amety na6renii .. salamt 3ala 3amity o g3edat tegra 3alay .. 10.30 kent emjabla el bab la2anna after seconds i'll enter the hall! There was a moment of silence , before the song started .. 7aset eni wayed khayfa ! aste7e ! shlon bamshy jedam hel hal awadem! then i heard

HaB El.sa3add ... ect ..

When I stepped out and took My position to do my walk , I scanned the hundreds of familiar faces in the crowd. It seemed like everyone I’d ever met was there watching. ZA7MA ! i cant do it ..

i cant!

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Love you .. Dalya ;*

7aBaybii

2009-08-07T13:48:00.003+03:00

Hellooooooooooooo ,, elyoom gelt 7ag baba mani 6al3a bas 3ashan achayek 3ala my blog .. ambaih ! ambaih! oooo mashalla , masadagt shkether fe nas are readding my story !~ o khalet el silents yan6egon hehe !
am not posting la2anni emsafra o am so lucky ena el net shubak ! 7adda ba6e2 o y2alef 3ala kaifa!

am going private la2anna fe nas yseronly legaw my blog "ya i know u r reading right now ;P , i love you btw" bas aby akheth ra7ty ,.,

walaht 3ala my blog ;`/ o walaht 3alekum !!

Luv you allllllll ;***

3araft shlon akhaleh private oo am going today belail aw tomorrow , bas i'll add u guys laman ared el kuwait

enshalla i'll be back 17/8 .. :D

-Dalloyaa

HeLLo :D

2009-08-05T22:40:00.002+03:00

Hey guys how are you all ?? and how is kuwait??
its freezing here ! yemken its 11 degrees outside :S bard barrdd

anyways ,, i decided to go private .. elli y3aref y3alemni :D

love you ..

Ghareba (12)

2009-07-26T12:45:00.004+03:00

Hey Guys ;*** La3yonkum

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he kept calling me and i simply ignored him !

I cried and cried tearlessly for what felt like days ..online affair ? I can't understand why you did what you did hamad.. WHY! it kills me ! aaakh i was really hurt! If he cheated on me once will he do it again? I was so scared .. don't know what to do , i dont have time to think , can I trust him again ? god help ! i don't want to rush a decision that I may regret later!! i can't tell anyone .. shagoolhum!!

i was laying on my bed , lost with my thoughts , staring at my ceiling drowning in tears all through the night till i fall asleep.

Next day , i woke up with a strong headache , a7es rasi thegel .. dashait el bathroom , washed my face , brushed my teeth , looked in the mirror , oohh god i can barley open my eyes , ambaih!! i looked miserable ! my eyes became too small and red! o fe tafkhat ta7at 3ainii ,, i freaked out! shagol 7ag ahali etha shafoni eb hal 7ala , i ran into my room and locked the door!

i grapped my mobile and found missed calls from him , maybe he called me 46 times! and msgs begging me to forgive him and not to break up o i saw weird msg mafahamta :

dalya 3afya etha umi s2eltech 3an shay goleelha enich fahma el mawtho3 ghala6 3ashan kha6rii plzzz dalya plzz ! .. sheno ya3ny shako uma bel mawtho3! sheft el missed calls again .. i found a missed call from his mom ! ne6art shway 3ala ma9a79a7t .. and then called her ..

Calling *Khalti Muneera* Tooot

"aloo"

"hala khalti"

"hala dalya 7abebty shloonich?

"el7amdella khalty entay shlonich??"

"el7amdela ................ shfekum entay o 7amad?"

"mafena shay"

"shloon mafehum shay ams dag 3alay eb ne9 el lail ygool dalya 3abalha eni akalem banat o matabi tsawe el 3ers ! sij uhwa ykalem banat??"

shit shit shit!!! ambaaihh .. "la khalty .. ethaher ana fahma ghala6"

"dalyaa golelee ana 7esbat umich , sij uhwa ykalem banat"

"la khalty ethaher ana fahma ghala6 enshalla entefaham ana weyah el yoom"

"dam fahma ghala6 laish etesare3en o takhbe9en weldi" wanqalaba el se7ro 3ala el sa7er!!!

"...."

"alooh aked mafekum shay?"

"la enshalla mafena ella el 3afya!"

"marra thanya latakhb9oon galbi 3ala soo2 tafahum tara mafeni shadda"

"enshalla khaltyy"

we said our goodbyes and shut the phone , that ass made me lie for him o Igot all the blame! since i acted that way ma3nata deep inside i want to give him a second chance ! maybe it takes something like this to make him realize how close we came to losing each other . he was scared , for sure ,, 3ashan chethy he called his mother o khanbag and fetha7 nafsa in some way .. he kept callig me after I talked to his mom ..i joined his msn and cheeked the emails .. kanat sowalif 3adeya kan bs ethaye3 wagta .. inzain dam fathy laish maysolif ma3ay ! le hal daraja thamenni ya3ny ! i'll forgive him this time, but he better treat me good or else.

he kept texting me : dalya plzz reday 3alaayy

-dalya ana asef walla asef latsawen feni chethyy

I don't want him to feel that i forgive him that easy ,, I want him to suffer shway 3ashan y7es eb qemty .. ham el yoom .. mani raddaa 3aleh .. e7tereg eb mokanik 7amad

*msg recieved*

ana bel ma6ar etha maradetay 3alay walla la akheth agrab 6ayara wareed el kuwaitt .. 7aram 3alech dalya bagele final .. plz reday!

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Love Yoooooooou ;**

Ghareba (11)

2009-07-23T23:23:00.004+03:00

Well , i thought "yeey bas 3alay el invitation cards! thats easy" .. i was going to the damn ma6ba3a every single day -lemodat esbo3- and stay there for 2 hours or more , then go back home with nothing on my mind! i had a really hard time finding the right cards .. welmoshkela wana hnak 7amad tabdi 7aneta fa i cant focus! AAAHH

"mamaa bante7er"

"ana elli bante7er! tara y6awlon 3ala maye6b3on el crot shaklich betwahgenaa"

"i cant do it anymore .. khalas maby asawe 3ers"

"yanetay sa7 ? khalas dalya ana asawe el cart !" mom didnt had her wedding , so she was very happy doing mine .. am the bride right .. bas believe me when i say makent adre 3an wala shay!

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January 2009 .

Kanat fatrat finals , so hamad was already back to egypt .. ofcourse el yooom elli safar feeh sarat mana7a mo 6abe3eya! yoomha 7aset ena i really love him

"alla ykhalek latroo7" *crying*

"hehe 7abebty shlon maroo7 .. yalla mabuga shay 3al 3ers enshalla shahar setta el yaay entay ma3ay , o tara wala raye7 7adda 7ada bas sbo3en kelmara ag3ad hnak shahar"

"..."

"ba3ad 3ashan nolah 3ala na3ath"

"ana min al7een walhana 3alek"

"et7ebene dalooya"

"amoot feek"

"7ayatyyyyyyy ,, khalas bag3ad"

"heyaaaaaaaaa"

"heheheh , 7abebe 7e6ay balich 3ala nafsech mawasech"

"wenta ba3ad"

Laman rad hnak .. we call each other every day ofcourse bas akthar shay kenana nsolif ma3a ba3ath bel msn .. nafs ayam gabil! allaah thekrayat .. bas kan fe shay ghareb .. wayed ygooli ana baroo7 adres akalmich ba3den aw refejy yabi el labtop or baroo7 a6ale3 il tv , wel fatra elli ykalemni feha shwayya mo nafs gabel! ok yemken 3ashan adres .. bas 7amad yadres! i doubt .. o refeja yaby el labtop ? maybe .. watching tv shay moqne3 bas thats not 7amad elli a3arfa .. khalast finals .. i mean TAKHARAJT bage 5 days wered 7amad , and one week 3ala our wedding!

galli awal mate6le3en min el emte7an call , so i called him o it was 10.00 elseb7 , kan nayem cuz ma3enda shay elyoom so i texted him : 7ayatyy takharaajtt yooohooooo , elfal lik enshalla ;*

ba3dain dazet msgs to everyone i know bel kuwait , kent 7adi mistansa cuz i was met2akhra course! off enshalla ma akon saq6a eb mada wandeger! , awal maradait el bait nemt nomat "akher yoom final" ooff sheno kent halkanaa ! nase7a , if u r still studying , dont get married! .. 3ogob maga3adt masheft mena msg .. so re7t ga3adt ma3a ahali shway then joined msn..

MSN:

i saw him 7a6 (away) so ketabtla msg 3ashan awal mayeg3ad ham yshofa ..

TAKHARAAAAAAAJTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

hala 7ayatyyyyyyyyy mabrook , sheleh al7en badig

hamad calling .. "alo"

"3al barakaaaa haaaaaa shloonich o sheno sh3oorech"

"waay madre! a7es cheni enwaladt men yedeed hehehehe"

"hahaha shda3waaa yalla el fal leee"

"ameeen , mita ga3adt?"

"tawni , tekremen 6ala3t min el 7amam wela asma3 soot el msn , laish?"

"lana maradet 3ala msgyy"

"sorry baba walla tawni ga3ed"

"inzain yalla back to msn"

solafna taqreban 1 hour ba3den galli

dalooya 7abebe refejy yabe el labtop

oohooo hatha matheba7naaa!

masken thayeg khelga fashla areda

gola ga3ed akalem morty shyabi hatha tara bas gam ynarfezni ;S

hehehe , inzain agoola shway weredleyah

FINE! inta shbetsawe ??

mako , ba6ale3 tv

enjoy

galbi naqezni , wal7en ana fathya .. lazem a3aref shga3ed yser men waray .. so ga3adt afaker wafaker ... "ta3alay , sheno password emailah el qadem ?" i asked myself .. uhwa wala mara galii ,, bs yemken nafs password e mailah el yeded! [kina n3aref passwords ba3ath] aaaaaa chena hamadalx ,, la la akher mara ghayera sheno kan .. maybe hamad19** .. khal ajarebhum both .. i signed out min emaili ..

Username: watar***@****.com

Password: hamadalx

passworda el qadem .. o i was online! ,,
after 2 seconds :ookhh ..
3 seconds: i saw so many girls eb his list ..
5seconds: fe cham new mail ..
7 seconds: i was trying to read their nicks
9 seconds: i recieved msg min wa7da min el users "loool"
11seconds: one if his friends said "lawa3t chabda kelshway dash o 6ale3"
12 second: i was talking to myself .. na3am ? ga3ed yashbek min hal e mail min waray wela sheno ?? khal adesh 3ala e maila ashof sheno feh
14 seconds : he joined again so i was kicked out of his msn!

AYSHAY SA7! whats going on! dashet 3ala his inbox , ka feh forwards oo emailat min hi5 ! he said that he closed his account! ba3den faj2a 3allag el hotmail , i tried to join again bas 6ala3li enna el password ghala6!! damn

shasawe ? SHASAWE? i was shaking , scared , why he is doing this to me! after minutes he called
"alo" 3ade chena ma9ar shay

"hala dallooyya" so excited!

"hala 7amad"

"ha 7abebe shga3da etsawen?" yabi yet2akad etha chaketa wela la2!

"kint ga3da ma3a ahali o tawni dasha dari a6ale3 tv"

"she6al3en?"

"7a6a film hindyy"

"hehe yalla akhalech etkamlena"

"mategdar tashbek?"

"la lel7en el labtop 3end sa7bi" LIER!

"ok 3ayal byebye"

ohwa ghayar password emaila right , bs nesa yghayer his hi5 pass! .. dashet .. o sheft el hawayel , kel el banat elli eb his list ya showing their boobs aw labsa thong .. hal sowalef el araf .. o he was adding girls min el hi5 .. legeta dazlhum msgs min his hi5 account .. o i saw one of his cousins dazla

enta basik shlek eb hal sowalef khalas tezawajt

rad 3alaih : shqasdek ya3ni ra7at 3alena? la yuba , adre feek me7tar kaak

7amado min sijje , yalla bas etken o khal hal sowalef lena

rad 33alaih : yuba ma3alek menne khalni 3ayesh eb rebe3 laish et9ek 3ala weld 3amitek

ya 3ammi kaifek ana gelt ban9e7ek!

ambaih shal maskhara! madre shlon atsaraf! bage one week ! ONE DAMN WEEK! i cried hard that day .. i couldnt sleep ! laish ysawe chethy ! i just want an answer .. ! i called him around 1.00 el fayer ..
"aloo"

"ga3ed ?"

"ee 7abebe laish mo nayma"

"7amad sheno password emailik el qademm?"

"baaih naseeeh ! laish tes2elen laish?"

"la bas thayeg khelgy gelt yemken feh forward! athaye3 wagtyy"

"walla mathakeraa"

"khalas 3adey , 3ayal bag3ad a7oos bel net dam ma3endik labtop"

kan 3endi website .. laman a7e6 feh e mail a7ad ybayen etha ohwa offline wela online .. fa 7a6ait 7amads e mail watar**@***.com o 6ala3li ena he is online!
fa dazetla email :

Hi 7ayatyyyy .. tara ana adree ;)

yours: dalloya!

After seconds he called:
"hala!" emshayna el nafs

"hala daloya , shga3da etsawen?"

"geltlik watching tv! laish fe shay?"

"la bas entay fech shay?"

"la shfeni?"

"chenech emnafsa 3alay"

"la 3adey"

"met2akda?"

"7amad laish el este3ba6 ? a3teqed tadre shfeni?"

"la madre golele"

"laish etlef wetdor ?"

"sheno shsawet?"

"agool , etha darait shsaweet ta3al kalemni ,, o lesbo3 el yaay mako 3ers , ma3a el salama!"

i closed the line eb wayha o ga3adt abchii abchiiiiiiii! 7aywan laish chethy ysawe! i was really hurt .. he kept calling me o ana makent ared so dazli msg :

Plz dalya sheleh plzz khalene ashra7lich

called again..

"3ogob sheno ! sheno ebteshra7! sowad wayhik ?? laish 7amad laish" *crying*

"dalya walla asef , walla madre shfeni ga9 3alay el shay6aan .. ga3ed ebroo7e thayeg khelgy walla asef"

"hatha 3ethrek ? o ana wainyy ?? atrajak tashbek o eta3athar eb refejek athari tsilif ma3a hal mazbala!"

"dalya walla asef tegfeen sam7eni " "6elbay elli tabena wana 7ather"

"ta36eni el password al7eeenn"

"inzain shway wa36ech"

"AL7EEN! gabel la temsa7 ayshay"

"...."

"7amad khalas bye"

"enshalla enshalla walla ba36echeyah walla *sema3ta yabchi*! dalya walla a7ebech walla sharech o ana madre shlon sawet chethy o laish sawet chethy walla mali 3ether wala le wayh ajablech feeh tekfeen sam7enei"

i took the password , and changed it , i closed his hi5 account , and was thinking .. asam7a wela la2!?
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hey guys , wana akteb el post 7aset nafsi 7adi mesta3yelaa ! 6awaft wayed details ..

Bawada3kum ya a7baabi gha9eb welana mabii ,,
3asaKum Tethkroo 7ubii ,, Wala Tensoni Beghyabii

i'll miss you all ;**

Byee

Ghareba (10)

2009-07-22T17:23:00.005+03:00

hey guys i'll try to post kether ma agdar gabel la asafer ;*
2nd post
enjoy..
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"fy shay thani emthaygech?"

kent metradeda agolaha

"dalya ana umich latkheshen 3alay!"

"mama 7amad wayed 3a9abi"

"ya3ny le ay daraja 3a9abi?"

"emm ,, wayed yetnajar!"

"ee 3ade kel el nas yetnajroon" sij ? i thought el makh6oben/malchen are the happiest nas ever!

"wala mara sema3t ena fe wa7da metnajra ma3a rayelha!"

"la 3ade yetnajron , bs entay matadren la2ana lich el thaher" o g3edat tsolefly 3an married couples bel 3ayla , and i was really shoked that day! ma3qola ! the looked so happy

"dalya ya 7abebty el byoot asraar wel fighting is a normal part of any relationship , bel3aks entaw chethy ga3den eta3arfon 3ala ba3ath"

*silence* maybe she's right

"sheno entay mogadra eta7amelenah?"

"embala bas madre sheno asawe 3ashan may3a9eb"

"ya3ny its more like fight wela argument?"

"argument bas eb soot 3ale , ya3ny nejra mamaa nafs el shay!"

"maykhalef mama 7e6ay nafsech mokanah masken yred min el dawam ta3ban yadoob yetghada o yjabel el 3umal 7ata magumtaw tshofon ba3ath kether ayam el khe6ba"

"ee sa7"

"yalla mabuga shay enshalla o teftakon min hal loya .. eh sij leget wa7ed ysawelech kilshay min A to Z , bs elli 3alaina el invitation cards wel 7elow"

"yalla zain wain? .. o tara el raya yabon 3arbon"

"khalas bacher nge6 3alehum 3arbonhum wenroo7 el sal7eya .. ma7al esma bouquet"

"hatha mo elli ybe3 ward?"

"eeh nafsa"

"khalas okay .. tara hamad asked me when we gonna buy el shabka ! shagola ga3ed y7en"

"laykon geltela ena u already have it?"

"laa yam3awda nesetay shsawa yoom re7na neshtere el ring!"

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my engagement ring story!..

gabel el melcha he asked me to choose a ring and then he'll go and pay for it , i asked him "shkether el budget?"

"kaifech dalloy mako shay yeghla 3alaich"

so me and mom went to the xyz diamonds shop , elli i already akhatht shabkety mena.. i love this shop gher 3an baji el ma7alat eli bel kuwait , sheghla kela European style , awal madashena

"ya ahlan wasahlan kefkon"

"ebkhair enta shlonik?"

"neshkor allah .. amteen el 3ers" kelmara yshofna yes2al nafs el so2al

"enshalla fe january" mama 6ala3atni o th7ekat! cuz dayman tgol ena ma7ad garedna ela uhwa lol

"be sho akhdemkun elyawm?"

"aby khatam"

"la sho sar lalkhatam elli akhado jassim"

"mu jassim hatha esma 7amad"

"yekhzi el 3ain 6ayeb" way malgof! dash dakhel o yable 4 rings

"haydol jdaad , sho badek teshrabi em dalye?"

"mashkor tawna sharen , ha dalya shrayech"

i one of the rings looked really nice .. "mama hatha eyanen khal agesa"

"ee sh7alata ana 3ejabni bas sekat .. ebcham hatha?"

"hayda 7a22o.." ga3ad y6ag6eg eb his calculator "bs chena kber shway"

"benday2o wala yhemek , hayda eb 1,450 kd"

"hamad cham gayelech?"

"ygool kaifech"

"nazel shway ana sharya menek wayed"

"tekrami eza badek yah ba3mulik khasem" "beseer 1,200"

"ha shrayech?"

"ana sh3alay call 7amad"

dialing , toot tooot

"hala 7abebee legetay shay?"

"ee leget khatam mo 6abe3ee al7en adez sorta mms"

"eb cham?" eeww! awal mara we talk about money!

"kan eb 1,450"

"ee?"

"sar eb 1,200 .. zain?" mom and elbaya3 were looking at my facial expressions

"ENTAY MIN SIJECH WELA ETAGHASHMERAIN?" ashartl'hum and excused myself to go out of the shop

"awal shay mala da3e tsarekh! thani shay ana sa2altik shkether mezanetech wenta geltli kaifech!"

"DALYA ENTAY MATFAKREN!"

"7amad! ana wagfa eb mall o fe nas ray7en o raden ma agdar at7acha , betgol mezanetek wela la2!"

"mani gayel! o shofelech shay aqal , ana waray bunyan waray ta2theeth waray 3amat 3ain shal ananeya elli fech"

"bye hamad!" khnegatni el 3abra! ambaih laish chethy y7acheni! o 3ogob kel hatha murathy ygoli el budget .. dashet el ma7al with fake smile on my face "amm , warni shayy thani ykon kobre o ser3a aqal shway mani ga6a 3ala shay kbeer"

"tekrami" dakhal elli kanaw mawjoden .. mom asked "ma3a6ach mezaneya" i nodded NO , yab gher'hum

"shofi mama hatha waaayed 7elow"

"aih bejanen 3alaiky jarbeh" kan 7elow , bs mo wayed .. yanas its my ring aby shay ykon kha6ri feh .. umi g3edat taqna3ni eni akhtha "wayed 7elow o 3amali 7ag kilyoom o latez3elen entay 3endech khatam kber eyanen mal el shabka , hatha zain 7ag kelyoom" she was right .. after emkasar el baya3 he said "wallahi aktar men haik mabnazel matez3alo" i called hamad "alo"

"hala!" nafseya

"800 zain ?"

"testa3be6ain ? wela testa3be6ain?"

"7amad , 800 zain?" mom said "etha mobilech yga6e3 6el3ay bara" 6ala3t barra and said

"inta shfek bs taby etenajar"

"intay elly shfech? laish mat7esen feni ? ana mathqoo6 o 3alay eltezamat ! tara 7atan ana basawe 3ers mo bas entay .. bla bla blah" ambaih la2 mo sij! madre he's bakhel , wela his family not helping him ? sara7a ma adre la 3an wath3a wala 3an wath3 ahala el mali!

"plz bala nejra goli mezaneya 3ashan ana weyak nerta7!"

"akthar min 500 magdar!"

"bas khalasna laish el 6wala! yalla akalmik later"

"sheno laish el 6wala entay matfakren bro7ech lazem ana agool ?"

"ee lazem ana shdarani! yalla entenaqash later umi tnadeni" eeff!

dashet el ma7al wana maqmota! min wain ayebla ring eb 500! "ha?"

"gal 500" o ga3adt abchyy

"yee shobakeee leh 3am tebkee"

"ya3ny bakheth sha mo ebkha6ri o ham mo3ajba" *snif snif*

"khalas 3a6na hatha , i'll pay you 300 o khala yedfa3 el baje , bs 7e6la bel fatora ena se3ra eb 500 ok?"

"tekrami .." "ha dalya nakhtha?tara wayed elegant" "mashkora yumaa"

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"eeh ashwa latgolenla! khanfaker eb salfa o yser kher , bs golela laman nkhale9 haylatna nshof"

"ok"

re7na ana o mama to meet el wedding planner ahmad , 7ada khosh rayal o fahem , i told him ena aby style el 3ers to be modern , he asked me about el theme colours .. tawni bared 3aleh Beep beep msg recieved from hamad : wesaltaw?

i replied : yes

"DALYA! wagta telephonich! sekkeh"

"sorry ahmad , aby kelshay offwhite wel flowers pink" he promised me that he'll do his best , o galina to come back next week 3ashan ywarena fekreta "enshalla ana elly ra7 ayelek la2anna benty 3endaha derasa"

"plz aby shay 7elow"

"akeed lat7aten hathy som3at el ma7al o aked ra7 asawelich shay emratab"

"hehe thank you sij designatik 7elwa"

"khalas entay lat7aten enshalla kelshay ra7 ykon 3ala thoqich , bs 3ad entay roo7ay nagelech el cards"

laman 6ala3na min el ma7al i saw many msgs min 7amad min 6agat :
-geltele shesem el ma7al?
-aloo ga3ed adeglich laish matreden
-t7agren ha mashy ya dalyaa
+ missed calls , 6ab3an enzafet laish eni mashelta , yaby y3aref kel el details o mom galatli "latgolenla 3an wala shay" dayman y2atheni laman aro7 shopping , ynarfezni eb 7aneta o as2elta elli malha da3e !! bs ham he's CUTE!

Ghareba (9)

2009-07-22T11:42:00.006+03:00

Mom closed the door and said "haa dalyaa golay"

"hehehe shagool" *blushed*

"ta3alay ge3day ya3mi ... gabel la nes3ad 7ag oboch shrayech eb 7amad?"

"mmm , chena khosh rayal"

"ee walla ehabloon , tara uma etyaneeen 7adha khosh wa7da"

"ee shakelha 6aybaa"

"ooff wayed .. tara sgheera .. tezawjat laman kan 3umrha 16 sena"

"mashalla hehe , yuma ..... chena ohwa a7la menni?"

"hehehehe laa mama thnenkum 7elwen"

"akeed ? mabi ygolon ba3den 6a rayelha a7la menha"

"la begolon thnenhum 7elwen..galich sh9ar awal madashaw?"

"la? sh9ar?"

"salamna 3ala ba3ath chan agoola mashalla hathy el walda sgheera? fa galli "la 3amety hathy ekhty" o th7akaw , ana tha7akt weyahum .. laman ga3adna i asked her "3ayal wain el walda laish mayat?"

"hahahahahaha!"

"walla shdarani fa she said "ana um 7amad" hehehe o 7amad said "3amety hathy umi kint ga3ed atghashmar ma3ach"

"ambaih hehehehehe"

"ee metna men el the7ek ya7leela ghashmerchi gelt eb galbi -zain el7amdela bacher betha7ek benty"

"yumah! hehehe"

"inzain yalla emshay 7ag oboch"

re7na 7ag baba o gelnala what happend , he was really happy for me , he called my brothers and tell them about hamad. after our long family talking i went to my room and called hamad
"helloo , ha umik shgalat"

"shofay latefhemen ghala6 bas ana gelt 7ag umi enich 3adeya ,, bs 3ashan mat7e6 ebalha eni abech bas 3ashan enty 7elwa .. gayelaha eni sa2el 3anich o wayed emd7och .. elmohem awal masakarna bab el sayara zafatni "7AMAD! 7aram 3alaik hathy 3adeya ? mashalla mashalal sh7alat'haaa kelesh matu3tabar 3adeya" hehehe"
"heheh"

"7adha 7abeteech o tgool enich dashetay galbha 3ala6ool ,, o wayed temda7 umich tgool yabakhatna en nasabnahum"

"walla a7na elli ya bakhatna fekum 7atan mama wayed 7abat ur mom"
"el7amdela el7amdelaaa tadren sheno mestanes"

"waaay 7atan ana" Our hearts are filled with joy today

"geltlaha bacher etkalem umich 3ashan tgolaha ena ana weyach nkalem ba3ath bel telephone"

"hehe zain akheran beser rasmiii"

"akheran!"

after sayin goodnights to each other , i shut the phone , closed my eyes .. and was picturing our wedding day ..
August 2006 , We were officially engaged "done with khe6bat 7arem and reyayel".. 7adadna elmelcha fe November , and the wedding is a few months away , ne9 January after i graduate from university..

safart ma3a mama london 3ashan ajahez .. and when i got back , the problems begins! ..we had been fighting like crazy o kela about silly things! i really like hamad , he is 6ayob , he tells me enna he loves me, he misses me, that I'm the most important thing in his life, and I know he means it because he always apologies , i don't want to lose him bas he's over 3asabi!
There have been many ups and downs, and it's been difficult to keep things stable, emotionally.. i had too many emotions going on at once.. It's just been really stressful , I have not talked about this to anyone, not even my parents because I feel it will make them very sad , i know that my life is about to change o i know hamad's going through a similar change, from single guy to married man , maybe 3ashan chethy 3a9abeyta zayda!
he used to visit me at home once a week , sometimes my family would join us for half an hour o ba3den they leave us alon , we order dinner .. nsolif .. we lough ,, laman eye , nensa ena kena metza3len , nser comletley different persons!
After our milcha .. i kept myself very busy with wedding preparations , elseb7 collage o min ared atghada then a7oos bel swega! .. o he was busy preparing our apartment -they were building it fe his parents house- .. i thought that will make us happy , but god we were more stressed out ! between time, and general expectations, o fighting with hamad ! i had to pull out my hair at one point or another!!!! matwaqa3t enna planning el.weddings are stressful!!

akher shay 7ashni enheyar! i was crying alot! 3ala atfah shay
"dalya 7abebty .. entay rakzay 3ala derastich .. o kelshay lah 3elaqa bel 3ers ana basaweh"
thank you thank you thaankk you! this time mom really helped!

it's hard to be sad when I was supposed to be "HAPPY" !

hef ... gharebaa..

Ghareba (8)

2009-07-20T11:12:00.005+03:00

Long post , ta3abt :P enjoy ;*
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i was nervously waiting mom to come back home , ehya tred min el dawam 3.00 , so u can imagine shkether ne6art!

msg recieved from hamad: daloya etha umich yat degele basma3

replied : ok .. i will not!! ..
finali its 3.00

"hala yummaa"

"hala 7abebty .. khwanich naymen"

"ee , n7e6 el ghada? baba byet2akhar"

"ee yalla albes waye asoliflich"

i saw her comming with a smile on her face "so? sh9ar"

"kent ga3da eb 7osti , wela ye6la3li raqmich 3ala my screen bedon your name! staghrabt .. shelta gelt "hala dalya" wela rayal yred 3alay ! "hala 3amity" wakhart el mobile 3ashan a6ale3 el raqam mara thanya wela mako shay lany shelta already , sa2alta "MINO ENTA shfeha dalya" 3abali fech shay hehe , wela ygoli "ana 7amad 3amety" etsadgen mastaw3abt shelsalfa fa gelt aked el mobile kharban "haala haala 7amad" "3ala maw3edna el yoom 3amity" "ee 7ayak 10.00 ana na6retek ""ok ana ba6la3 al7en wenshalla 10.00 ana 3endech" .. sakarta mina o sheft raqma! wela nafs raqmich sob7an allah! gharebaa"

"ambaih sij yuma! wareni"

6ala3at mobile'ha o waratni el raqam .. heh ya7lelha mama

"okh ee walla ghareba shlon chethyy!" cheni madre!

"hehe eee 7ata laman gelt 7ag oboch staghrab!"

"inzain shlona?"

"tadren dalya ana wayed ahtam bel mawa3ed .. 3asher ella khams nadatni el secertera .. 6ab3an ana kent metwatra shway so kent eb maktab flana asolif weyaha o esta2thant .. dashet wela mel7 el denya ga3ed eb maktebi"

"sij yummaa"

"eee mashalla laylaha ella alla mel77 mel7"

"shloon shakla golelee"

"shofay ohwaa taqreban 6ool oboch ya3ny feeh 178 cm , o ma3ana labes deshdasha embayen jesma reyathy mashalla , o emsawe thech el nasfa elly maye7tay"

"hehehe yuma et'tha7ken" she was so happy

"ee , o 7a6 saksoka , o 3enda qamaza etyanen , o throosaa beeeeth le ebtesam y6aye7 el 6air min el sema .. ooh bekhte9ar kelshay feh 7elow"

"allaah hehehe .. yuma chenech zaygha 3aleh" mashalla ! i didn't notice ena 3enda qamaza!

"sara7a 7abaita , laygen 3ala ba3ath , mo fahad , 7ada ra7 y9eer huge la2anna wayed wayed 6uweel o yathel o 3adey , mara7 ya3jebech" yeeey

"inzain o shakh9eita?"

"la mashalla muta7adeth jayyed,watheq men nafsa , ga3ad ysoolif .. o gali ena ga3ed ykamel master"

"mashalla ya7lela"

"ee o ymot 3ala shay esma ba7ar .. geltla ena 7ata entay t7eben el ba7ar fa stanas"

"allaaahh"

"bas feh 3aib"

"sheno??"

"a7es enah 3a9abi shway.. geltla tara benty hadyaa o malha 7es mo t6ayer 3a9afer galbha , chan ygooli laa khalty a7e6ha be3yoni o wayha sar a7mar cute"

o solefatli 3an wayed ashya2 i already know about him ..

"hehe way 7ada cute .. so al7en sheno"

"shofay ana 7abait hamad akthar min fahad.. min na7yat ahala , oboch sa2al 3anhum wayed yemde7onhum o ygoolon khaltech eth'habaa , uhwa shakh9eyta qaweya , his look .. wayed emratab .. o et7esena rayal"

i smiled..

"bas al7en lazem nmur bel rotein elli el kil ysaweh.."

"oki thanks mama" i kissed her . after eating our lunch i went to my room to call hamado

"Helloooo"

"ha umich yat?"

"eee yat o taghadena o solafna 7ashena fek shway hehe"

"ayshay laish madagetay 3alay?"

"kaiifyyyy"

"hehe , inzain bashray"

"umi 7adha zaygha 3alek"

"7elfaaaaaaaaaaay"

"wallaaaa hehe"

"oofff raya7teni! ,, welak tadren sheno kent metwater"

"ee 7atan ehya kanat metwatra , bs tgool enik garrag hehehe"

"golaaay wallaaa ! ooff fashlaaa"

"la la age9 3alek , emde7tek o wa9eltik el sema sh3alaik"

Later .. his mom called my mom o 7adedaw maw3ed next week 3ashan eyon o yshofoni , o 3ala asas ena awal mara ashofa ..
"mama ba3ad shway mayo betmurni 3ashan aroo7 el soog"

"ok 7abebty ekhthay carti telgena bel jan6a"

"okay thanks" i kissed her forehead and ran to her bag

"dalya mo 3alabona el cart ma3ach te9lekheni bel fatora"

"hahaha Mama don't worry"

Ana and May ga3adna nsolif all the way to the mall , i can tell u ena she was really happy for me , MAY I LOVE YOU , farena kel swegat el kuwait ..
"ekhtheeeeeeeeee wayed 7eloww"

"eeff ma7es ena ana! way may tara awal mara ra7 yshofni labsa dress"

"wallah kel elly gestehum 7elweeenn"

"la laa .. enkhaleh ebalna o khandawer yemken nelga shay a7la"

"waaay 3ashan chethy umich ga6etech 3alay et3elen"

"hehehe sorry may 7e6ay nafsech mukani"

"inzain inzain yalla emshay jedami , bs ra7 a7jezlich hal dress , yalla feskhay o 3a6eneyah"

i closed el fitting room door o 7ethaft 3aleha el dress min foog and screamed "MAYOOO A7EBECH" "a7ebech not YALLA 6EL3AY"

after all the 7osa finaly i found my perfect dress "allaaah e3aqed"

"ooff 7addaa plz take it don't think twice"

"hehe walla bakhtha yalla emshay , ba3den khandawer shoes"

"NOO PLZ! bacher mo elyoom"

"hehehe ambaih! 7adech ebten7ashen mene bacher"

"hahaha chenech tadren!" after 5 hours of 7osa , she drove back to my home .. "may jad thank you"

"7ayaty shda3wa masaweet shayy .. bacher tezahbay at 6 bamurech okay" I got out of the car and headed to mom's room

"mamaaa shofay el dress"

"allaaah walla entay elli em7aleta"

"laish mo 7elo?"

"hehehehe way dalya ! embala wayed 7elow"

"zain ashwaaaaaaa" 3a6et mama her card o re7t my room to call hamad

"zain thekarteni!"

"hehe sorryy ,, banat o 7a6et'hum bel soog .. sadegni maykhalson"

"hehe shakle bata2affa ba3den"

"hehehe eee 7adek"

"mako shay yeghla 3alech daloy , sheno sharetay?"

"bas el dress o bacher bakamel el 7osa"

"OLLAAAAA min sijech!"

"ee way shasawe sakar el soog"

"hahaha atwaqa3 lo maysaker chan nayma 3endhum , el 7amdela a7na faken 3umrna deshdasha o ghetra wengez"

"eee hehe yabakhat'kum"...

Last week .. kan wayed loya ! akheran ,, ya elyoomm o i'll see him metzagret and i'll meet his mom , enshalla she likes me .. i texted hamad : tara mobiley SILENT la2anni eb 7osa , o aked u 7ayes 2 .. See you tonight :D
replied : ee wallah chenech 7asa feni .. C U
after my long long shower , i stood infront of my mirror to decide , what to do with my hair ! i didnt think about it earlier , so i took my Marni dress and give it to mama 3ashan tbakhra o asked her "mama, waivy wela straight?" "kelshay 7elo 3alech elli asra3 saweh" wayed she helped! straight is better , lanna marat el waivy yse7 o y3afes el mawtho3! After my hair was done, i took out my make-up , put eyeliner to my eyes ambaih el yoom .. belqaseb thuba6 because of my shaking hands! applied shwayyat blusher to my cheeks , and a beige Rose lipstick.

6.30 .. mesakt my mobile o i saw msg recieved from hamad: Daloy latalbesen ka3ab
yetghashmar sa7! ma3endi ella hal heels!ba3den he's tall laish ma albes ka3ab! mo ebkaifa .. I put on my pumps and went downstairs to our 9ala .. "haaa sheno sh3orech"
"hehe mama 7ade khayfa"

"bel3aks khalech wathqa min nafsech gomar mashalla"

i blushed! "mama chena 7ar"

"la2! ana emthalja , lanich mesta7ya et7esen ena 7ar"

"maybe , enzain meta galaw beyoon?"

6ala3at her watch and said "7.30 mabuuga shay!"

7.30 sharp * ding dong *
"kahum yaw , yalla deshay dakhel ba3den anadech"
there was a small room next to the sala , dashet dakhel .. WOW a7es cheni raktha all around kuwait .. i heared them entering our house , i hear talking .. bs madre shegolon elsoot shway b3eed , they were loughing .. i was wondering what about ! i cant imagine how it will be ....... this time.

the maid came to me "mama called you" "yalla ok" there was no mirror fe hal room , so i was looking at my reflection 3al tv screen! khazet el screen .. way maybayen shay .. maybe 6awalt lanna mom yatli "yalla emshay shetsawen!" she whispered , she walked outside the room toward elsala o i was following her walking slowly , akhaf at3archab wela shay!

Kanat his mom ebwayhy bas ambaih a7es ena she is far FAR away .. i was ray7a sobha o i can read her lips saying "mashalla mashalla" o she had this kind of smile -->> :D she was amazed ! .. i said "elsalam" o kent really mesta7ya she countinued saying mashalla! .. salamt 3aleha , gave my mom PLZ HELP ME smile , kint lel7en wagfa "ma salamtay 3ala 7amad" as always she twahegni bedal la tsa3edni! "hala 7amad" he stood up admiring me with his looks "hala feech" damn he's gorgeous with his ghetra and dishdasha .. wegafna emtan7en eb ba3ath for seconds then mama said "ge3daw shfekum wagfen" she and khalty giggled .. ga3adt o khalty kanat t6ale3ny , she was very happy el7amdella i can read her eyes .. a7es shafat shay makanat metwaq3eta .. mashalla mamlo7a bs 7amad mayshabehha , she look young 7adha pitetaa 3ashan chethy he asked me not to wear ka3ab! i smiled at her then looked shyly at the table infront of me . kanaw ysolfon bs mokhi mo ma3ahum , after chethy 5 minutes mama said "dalya , 7amad , yuma ge3daw hnak 3ashan takhthon ra7atkum bel suwalef" i said tefathal .. gumt men mokani oo 7amad ham gam "wain tabena neg3ad?"
"ta3al hnak" we sat 3al couch at the far end of the our sala .. "et'hablen" way zogha!

I looked into his eyes and said "mashkor" enta ba3ad ET3AQED .. nazalt rasi
"yeste7oonnnn"

"hey osh tara chethy aste7e zyada"

"hehe enzain basket , enzain shengool ? solfay"

"hehe enta solif" we started talking about random stuff , then he said

"shsh khal asma3 shga3den ygolon" sekatna shway then he whispered eb3a9abeya "dalya bas lathezen relich ga3da etwatreni"

"inzain sorry ma7aset eb roo7i latzef!"

"hehe asef"

everything was perfect , my mom and his 6a7ola sowalef o the7ek , o they were both happy .. at 9.00 salamt 3ala khalty again .. she smiled o i smiled back .. then meshaw.

Ghareba (7)

2009-07-20T08:11:00.004+03:00

hey guys.. khabar ghair sar , ana basafer hal weekend :( 3 weeks, enshalla awal ma ared i'll post , aw etha 7a9alt hnak net o kent fathya , i'll post ;) .. a7ebkum :*
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1.30 incoming call *hamad*

"Alo?"

"hala walla"
"hala feek shlonik?"

"tamaam , shfech?"

"mafeni shay , gool"

"shagol?"

"sh3endek raye7 7ag el waled ? hehe"

"3endech 3am esma ebrahim?"

"eee shfeh?"

"6ala3 ma3a wa7ed min 3amami ayam el thanaweya"

"lah ! hehe"

"tara kalamt oboy"

"SIJ!"

"ee walla , daloy 6ool el lail ga3ed afaker bel film elli bagola , mabehum yadron eni akalmich"

"shgaal ?? o sheno el film?"

"alla ysalmich geltla eni kint raye7 at3asha ma3a el shabab eb wasabi 7elow"

"7elow"

"kena ga3den wela tdesh wa7da ta6lub for take away 7elow?"

"7elow"

"3jebatni , wayeed .. fa 6ala3t o akhatht raqam sayarat'ha"

"NICE"

"9ebraay makhalast , fa yet 7ag oboy el yoom geltla el salfa o 3a6eta raqam sayartich we6la3at besem el waled , EL7AMDELA a7es ham wenza7"

"hehehe ambaih! walla et3aref etchatheb"

"eeh afa 3alech , bs 6awal shway 3ala ma6ala3na besem meno , o tadren 6la3 weld 3ami makheth ekhet mort 3amich"

"HA? mafahamt hehe"

"mo lazem hahaha"

"inzain o shbe9er al7eenn??"

"mmmmm , oboy ebyes2al 3ankum .. o bakalem omi"

"enshalla"

"dalya , a7es enich momsadgatni"

"....." sara7t shway , ma3qola elli ga3ed yser , ana momsadga

"ALOOOO"

"halaaa 7amad ma3ak , embala emsadga" not really

"ra7 etshofen eni saj , zain 7abebe ana nazel atghada tamreni 3ala shay"

"salamtik"

"yalla awal makhale9 akalmich"

this is so good to be true , is been almost a month , and he want to marry me ? 3azeez i was with him for 5 years o he wasn't sure that i was the one! MEN! i hope ena he's a good match for me
i called mayo to tell her what happend
"daloooy hahahahah yebteeh yeeb"

"hey 3aib 3alaich latgolen chethy"

"ba3ad hatha el sij elrayal 7ada yan 3alaich waaaay ya7lelaaa"

"ee hehehe"

"3ad uhwa mazyoon wentay 7elwa 3yalkum ebye6l3on Y3AQDOON hahaha"

"hey chabay yemken chathab?"

"ohwa yemken , bas la laaa laaaaa matwaqa3 laish echatheb ? ha ? ba3den uhwa mayet 3alech khalas laish y6awelha wehe g9era"

"madre may a7es chena 7elm"

"la sij , wetha taben aso6rich 3ashan eta2akeden enah sij ana 7ather"

"heheheh wallaah mo 9a7ya!" mayo was happier than me..

2 Days later..
"daloya"

"hala'a"

"ba3ad shway wa7da betdeg 3alech"
"mino?"

"ba3den t3arfen"

7anet 7anna o maretha ygool! so ga3adna nsolif .. few hours later..
"Dalya , shele telephone" el maid said

"mino?"

"may3araf"

"okay"
"7amad yali telephone akhales wakalmik"

"la khaleni 3al kha6 basma3"

"inzain wait" ... shelt telephone el bait "aloo"

"hala dalooya" she was my cousin

"faroo7?"

"ee hehehe ,, shloonich min zeman 3anich"

"ana zaina entay ely shloonich? o shlon weldech o raylech o laish mo daga 3ala mobiley??"

"kelna tamaam , shofay hal shay mafroth umi etsaweh bas tadren ehya eb lebnan , so khalty lamya dagat 3alay o galatli as2elech , entay 3ade etezawejain al7en?"

"heheehe" ookaaaaaaaay khalat'ha lamya mort his cousin ! estaw3abt!

"he-he-he eb 3ainich ! yala jawbene" typical faro7 she's always defasha

"inzain mino 3ad?" asta3be6

"le dagaw 3ala umich et3arfen , bas u know .. la2anna tawech falla 9arlich cham shahar o lel7enech tadresen fa bas be3arfon fekrat el zawaj eb balich wela shelteha"

"emmm ,, etha khosh rayal why not"

"BAS HATHA ELLI ABEH yalla bye"

"aloooooooo la7thaaaaaaaa t3alaaay golele meno"

"ba3den ba3den" saketa , walla faro7 , mo sa7ya

back to hamad .. "alo 7amad"

"hathy bent 3amich"

"ee hehehe ambaih kelesh matwaqa3t"

"yalla el7amdela , TADREN SHENO MESTANES .. baro7 7ag umi akalmech ba3dain"

"la wait shway 3ala ma faro7 tgol 7ag khalat'ha o 3ala makhalat'ha calls your mom"

"maykhalif aby akon ga3ed"

"hehehe inzain yalla bye" way zogha

8.30 at night .. knock knock * "dalya fechay el bab"

"7amad its mom akalmik later"

"LAAAAA2 khaleh basma3"

"no plz"

*knock knock* "dalya shga3da tsawen"

"ef menek zain" i whispered eb 3a9abeya o he was loughing!

"hala mama sorry kint ga3da abadel"

"ta3alay dari .. o geflai el baab warach" i locked the door , o hamad still 3al kha6!

"hala yuma"

"sem3ay yuma , ana sarli cham yoom mo 3arfa shlon abde , shawart oboch o gali ena lazem et3arfen"

"a3aref sheno"

"elsboo3 elli 6af kalematni refejty 3an walad'ha .. o ya 3ende el dawam ,, o kelyoom y7en khalty aby ashofha khalty aby ashofha .. o a7na mo3arfen shlon enkhali el 9bay eshofech .. esma fahad el flani .. uhwa shaf sortich elli ebmaktebi bas ham ana abeh yshofech bel 6abe3a"

?!?!?!?!?!? "inzain?" i blushed! 7amad ga3ed yesma3! o ana met2akda ena his name is hamad , who the hell is FAHAD!

"elmohem le al7en malegena 6areqa , o kena khayfen ngolich ana o oboch 3ashan tawech falla 3araftay .. o fahad gal mo lazem ashofha khalas abeha hehe"

"mm .. ok?"

"fa elli 9ar el yoom ena tawa wa7da thanya dagat 3alay tgool ena waladha shayfech o yabech , esma 7amad elflani .. o qararna ana o oboch ena ngolich , fa shrayech " phew! wagefat galbi .. 7ade stanast bas sawet ro7i 3adey!

"madre mama entaw shraykum?"

"oboch gali dam enich shayfa fahad o sarla sbo3 embase6 3endech o 3araftay shakh9eyta .. khal 7amad eyelech o shofeh o solfai ma3ah ,, o golay rayech fehum gabel la a7ad eye .. o fe meza eb7amad ena shayfech o yabech.. o dam ena el yoom arbe3a , nes2al 3anna 3ala mayye el sabt .. shrayech"

"kaifkum"

"mmm , intay shayla fekrat el zawaj wela 3adi?"

"mama etha el rayal zain 3adi , tara am not sad eni falait bel 3aks walla ham wenza7"

"khalas 3ayal ana akalem umah wagolaha khali 7amad eyele yoom el sabt"

"khosh"

i went back to my rooom...
"aloo"

"MINO FAHAD"

"ambaih shdaranii enta sema3t kelshay"

"oohooo .. walla de3la! la o kelyoom raye7 raz wayha 3end umich"

"heheh ee masken kesar kha6ri"

"SHAKO YAKSER KHA6RECH!"

"way sorry moqasdi lat3aseb!"

"ooff daloy hatha shyabe sij mo wagta"

"..."

"o ba3den shlon ya3ny umich taby tshofni shloon shtabe feni"

"hehe shfeek"

"madre ya3ny ghareba wala mara sema3t"

"mm , walla madre etha tabene roo7 wetha matabe ,, latroo7"

"la la aked baro7 bs ya3ny sheno etewaqe3ain tes2alni"

"aked wain teshteghel o wain tadres betshofek shlon eta7acha"

"sheno 6aleb wathefa wala mara hahahaha"

"7amad!"

"heheh atghashmar"

mom , she works fe sharekat estethmar , she's really strong women .. o oboy wayed ye3temed 3aleha .. Saturday, hamad and I were really nervous .. esta2than min dawama o ra7 7ag mama .. laman 6ala3 min mom he called
"dalyaaaa 7abait umich bas ya3ny WAYED JAD"

"eee ehya chethy hehe , sh9ar?"

"awal degay 3aleha se2leha sh9ar o golele"

"la ma agdar ba3den etshek"

"ooh inzain ana khal akalem ahali lana na6reni a6la3 wadeglich"

msg recieved from mom
7amad yali elyoom , everything was ok o fe shay mara7 etsadgena

yes mama chethy takteb elmsg , cool mama

i texted her back
busy ? can i call

she replied : agolich 3al ghada

so i sent msg to hamad : hey mama dazatli msg tgol bet7acheni 3al ghada

he texted me back : allah yaster!

Ghareba (6)

2009-07-19T08:34:00.004+03:00

"7amad bagolik shay" "entay tamreen" "tara 3endi raqam gheer hatha"

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"Na3am? masema3t"

"aaam , 3ende kha6 gher hatha ?" i was so scared!

"hehe ga3da etaghashmeren sa7?"

"la walla min sijjy"

"aahaa , ma3a el salama dalya"

"aloo la7thaaa"

"sheno la7tha dalya ? ana cham mara sa2lech wana hnak? cham marra ? CHAM MARRA ? o foog hatha chathabtay? dalya ana malyoon mara geltlich ma7eb el chethb MA7EB EL CHETHB MAAA 7EEEB EL CHEEEETHB!"

"sorry"

"SHENO SORRY ? WAIN A9REFHA HATHY ? GOLAY!"

".."

"ALO LATASKETEN"

"7amad ana makent adre enta kent saj wela la2 kheft a36ek raqmi"

"O LAISH BEL ASAS 3ENDECH KHA6 THANI GHER KHA6ICH LAISH? TARA ANA MA7EB HAL 7ARAKAAT ! SHETSAWENN FEHH ? JAWBEENI!"

"walla ana shareta 7ag el sayara" staghfralla 7alaft chethb!

"shlon ya3ny ?" 6akh shway

"ya3ny hatha el mobile ana kela akhaleh bel sayara la2anna marat ansa mobiley bel bait o marat mobiley ya6fe mafeh sha7an!"

"shofay .. ana hal 7arakat matamshi 3alayok , bs la2ani sharech ba6awefha bs 3endi shoro6"

"amer"

"goleelee EMCHATHBA EB SHENO BA3AD!"

"wala shaay wallaaaa"

"dalya entay 3araftay a7ad gabli?"

"6ab3an la2" GOD! i hate to lie

"bas2elech mara wa7da , met2akda?"

"ee met2akda"

"wetha 3araft ba3den ena kan 3endech a7ad o kintay EMCHATHBA ? shasawe fech????"

"saw elli tabeh o dawer 3ala kaifek wala mara7 telga shay!"

"mmm ,, mashi , thani shay AL7EEN etdegen min kha6ech AL7EN! Sema3teni"

"aaaaaaaaa ,, mmmmmmmm" way la2 plz

"sema3tenii ? al7eeeeenn yalla ana na6er yalaaa"

7asni 7oos! i parked my car bas 3ashan ma ad3am .. "inzain inzain lat3a9eb degega"

"na6eer"

"gooli raqmik mo7aftheta"

"*******" "yalla dalya ma9arat!"

"inzain!" of 7adi i don't wanna press call :( "yalla ka" i called him , he has my number now!

"AYSHAY SA7"!

"sheno elli ayshay"

"AYSHAY SA7 AYSHAY AYSHAY" he kept saying ayshay million times

"..." ?!?!?!? whats wrong

"hahahah dalloooooyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hahahaha ayshay walla shlon chethy shlon"

"7amad shfek khara3tnii"

"mara7 agolich al7en ! bas 7ade mestanes ooo mom9adeg wala entay ra7 etsadgen! shay maydesh el 3agel"

"alooooooo"

"hala"

"laa tasketeeenn .. dalyaaa entay shsawetay feni ?" faj2a he was so happy and excited!

"shsawet?" hatha shfeh yan o ga3ad?

"al7eeeeeeeeeen etgolen esmich AL7EN"

walain mankhali9! "laish sh9ayer"

"entay morty tefhemen sheno ya3ni , kelshay ygool chethy ,, 3ashan kha6ri golele esmich"

"adezlik eyah msg!"

"yalla"

i sent msg feh esmi o my family name .. 6ab3an taradadt alf mara bas akher shay , dazeta "wesal?"

"ee la7tha ashofaa , wene3em .. sheserlich flan ?"

"3ammi" way fashla he knows my uncle!

"la walla , kanaw nafs ferejna .. dalya shway wakalmich"

"oki"

"shfech chenech met'thayga?"

"la 3ade mako shay , bs tahaza2t 3al khafeef"

"hahaha 7yaty entay walla ra7 testansen ba3ad shway"

"hehe enshof..yalla bye"

"bye" .. sakarna el kha6 , ba3den kamalt le baitna , ashwa ena el sushi yenwekel bared! i was so nervous .. gelt bakel bel living room 3ala ma ydeg 7amad! mom was there "ha yuma 6awaltay"

"ee mama 3ala maylofon el sushi! zra3oni ana ba3ad neset adeg 3alehum gabel la aroo7"

"eeh 3ashan chethy..taben teshreben shay?"

"ee plz aby diet coke"

"yalla al7en ayeblich , etha taben tghayren el qanat ghayray ana moga3da a6ale3"

"ee aked baghayer hehe ana bafham shet7eben bel 3arabeya! ham o gham"

i was enjoying my sushis when i recieved msg from him : fe a7ad yamich?

i texted him back : ee umi plus ga3da akeel

he replied: bel3afya awal matkhalsen call , na6rech

khalast , o ga3adt ma3a mama, bazra3a shway 3ashan mara thanya may3ale 7esah ! 7ata lo ana ghal6ana shda3wa ! 6ayar galbi!

msg recieved : taklen qoozi ? YALLA abech tharori!

"mino elly ga3ed ydezlich msgat?" astaghreb min mama , ma etelegaf ella bel awqat el sa3ba ! yemken 7es el om ! madre

"hathy mayoo tabene a3alemha 3ala el ipod , mama baro7 dari la2ana sheghle hnak a3alemha waye"

"ok"

awal madashet dari i locked the door and called him ..
"alooo"

"hala 7amad shfeek?"

"khalas , tara bakalim ahali elyoom"

"SIJ?" 7adi stanast!

"ee walla , fa bas2elech 3an ashya2 o jawbeni"

"oki" sa2al 3an my full name o mama's name o how many brothers and sisters 3endi , mino emnasben .. o other quistions ..

"chena 3endech kha6 thani?"

"ee madre mino la7tha khal ashof"

i saw shashat el mobile o couldn't believe my eyes!
"la2 mo sij!" i was shocked! and i had the biggest smile EVER!

"hahaha i told u ! yalla sheleh hatha raqmi" ambaih! we have exactly the same numbers! this is not possible ! bs mine starts with "9" o his starts with "6" , ya3ny mathalan ana *9DDDLLLS* o uhwa *6DDDLLLS* ya3ny atwaqa3 il probability 7ag shay nafs hatha is one in a million!

"ambaih! AMBAIH! ana ma9doma"

"hahahaha 3araftay laish kanat radat fe3li chethyyyy"

"hehehehe waayyy masadeg! ya3ny sheno e7temal ena thneen may3arfon ba3ath o they had the same number heheheh!"

"o nafs el birthday ! latensain .. dalya , kel mara ye6la3li shay ykhaleni abech zyada .. a7es alla katebna 7ag ba3ath"

"hehe ee yemken" *blushed*

"sheno yemken , enshalla akeed goolay enshalla , wela matabenee"

"eehh enshalla enshalla"

"walla a7ebech"

"..."

"latreden bs ham a7ebech hehe"

3ala 6ool ghayart el mawtho3 "inzain , ka 7ata enta 6ala3 3endek kha6 thani ? LAISH"

"hahahah ya3ny wa7da eb wa7da ?"

"la2 bs sij laish?"

"shofi dalya , ana raqmi entay awal wa7da t3arfa walla .. o elraqam thak khalas enseh ra7 age6a mabeh .. o entay ba3ad ge63ay kha6ech el thani"

"bakhaleh 7ag elsayara , e7teya6!"

"mashi , bas endaget o legeta mo moghlaq yawelech"

"hehe way sharri enta , enshalla ba3ad sheno tabe?"

"salamtich , ana baro7 akalim umii"

"inzain!" way alla yaster

"yalla shway wakalmich byee"

WOW! no bodey can imagine how happy i was! re7t ga3adt ma3a umi , 3yoni 3ala el tv bas bali ma3a 7amad .. after hour and half
"yuma dalya ana badesh anam waray dawam , mo etsehren"

"enshalla , te9be7en 3ala khair"

eff laish madag , i'll join msn 3ala ma he call me.. i was online , bs 7adi mali khilg asolif! tana7t bel screen ,, beep beep
msg recieved
yamich a7ad?

i called 3ala 6ool "aloo"

"ha sh9ar?"

"mako khwani kanaw bel sala fa magedart akalemha"

"aha" [tereru] , wa7ed min el users said hi!

"shabka?"

"ee gelt alahi ro7i 3ala matdeg"

"dalya 3a6eni el password mal e mailich"

"LAISH!"

"shfech ekhtara3tay? laish fe shay khasheta 3ani?"

"aaa , la2 bs kela banat o 7a6en swarhum shtabe feeh?"

"mmm , mashi , ana banam tamreni 3ala shay ? akhalech ma3a msnich"

"za3alt? sadegni mukhasha shay bs magdar"

"khalas ok mabi shay , te9be7en 3ala khair"

"wenta min ahla" .. 3ogob masakarta , 3ala 6ool i deleted all the guys .. mabi akhareb 3ala roo7i

thani yoom ,i woke up thirsty min el sushi ,, re7t sharabt may o yeet bakamel nomti , 7a6ait rasi 3ala elmakhada o gelt bashof cham elsa3a , it was 9.30 , o kan fe msg min 7amad
9aba7 el khair , ana raye7 7ag oboy el dawam etha ga3adtay call

i called marad 3alay .. nemt .. ga3adt around 11.00 leget menah msg
9.38 ana ma3a oboy le khalast akalmich

msged him 11.15 : ma khalast?

replied: la2 :*

ayy ba6nii .. khayfaa ,, aked ga3ed ykalem oboh!

Ghareba (5) part B

2009-07-17T15:04:00.002+03:00

Marat elayam chethy .. 7elwa , loya .. kelyoom n3aref ba3ath akhthar .. etha sar 3enda shay bel jam3a adeg 3aleh el seb7 3ashan aga3da , bs makena ensolif etha ga3ad kan ysaker el kha6 .. wal7een , hatha akher yoom lah fe maser .. o tomorrow he is comming back to kuwait , FINALY , sawa jan6eta ba3den he joined
MSN:
Dalooyaa akheraaannn khalastt , enshalla bachir ana 3endech bel deraaaa

heeyaaa :D

3ad le radeet aby ashofech :$

hehe yser khair enta red bel awal

agoool .. tara ahawen lool

kaifek enta el khasran :\

loool laaaaaaa j/k 3ala goltich :P

bacher meta 6ayartek ?

elsa3a 2.00 el theher , bs lazem 10.00 ana rakeb el taxi

ulla shda3wa ! laish

coz za7maaaaaaaaaaa o za7maaaa
wana mabi el 6ayara t6er 3ani lol

weh ok :P 3ayal meta aga3dek ?

8.30

way alla y3enek bekon 7ada long day

ee wallaaaaaaaaaah
sheleehh

*hamad is calling* , answer .. "raje3 beshoogee o lahfetii min ghorbetii , raje3 lerab3e o derete o daloyeteee"

"hehehe"

"ashof stanastay 3al wath3"

"eeeh"

"yalla msn bye"

MSN:
dalooy , 7alata emsawyatli mofaja2a o yayatli el ma6ar (mo naqza ha) lool

7ata law yet shda3wa bet3arefni :P

loool ee latyen mabi a7ad yshofech
bs ta3alay , ra7 adeg 3alech awal ma osal
o ra7 etshelena
wetkalmeni
3adeeeee
okkkkkk mako shay esma la2

mmm .. ok

ba3ad 3umriiiiii :**
dalooy entay shemsawya feniii

hehe walla momsawya shay :P

KUWAIT , around 19.00
msg recieved
+96596*****
ana 7amaden o hatha raqami sayveh

i texted back : ya 3aini 3alla ydale3 ro7a lol! el7amdela 3ala el salama 7amad , et3ayeb 3ala raqmi ham enta raqmik ylawe3 el chabd hehe

he sent: haha a6la3 min el ma6ar watfaham ma3ach

20.00 msg recieved: daloyaaa ana rad elbait asalem 3ala ahali wakalmich , ana ma3a rab3e al7een , walaht 3alech :)

ambaih zogha , maradait 3aleh! 21.30 he called ..
"aloo"

"hala bel zain kellaaa"

"ahleen"

"baba shfech khayfa mara7 aklech walla hehe"

"la 3adey"

"shloonich daloy , garat 3ainech"

"hehe ebwayh nebeyek , ana tamaam enta shlonik"

"ana ebkhair damech tamam , ooff momsadeg eni radait el deraaa"

"yalla el 7amdela 3ala el salama hehe , meta betdawem?"

"emkamel hal sbo3 ejaza lesbo3 elyaay badawem bs lat'thakreni"
solafna shway ba3den he asked "mentay gayla esmich?"

"la'a"

"mmm , ya3ny shlon agol 7ag ahali aby dalya ? enzain ay dalya men benta daloy shlon a7achehum chethy"

"7amad enta men sejek walla wela tge9 3alay ?"

"dalya la ana yahel wala entay yahel , walla mensiji!" kan metnarfez

"inzain shfek 3a9abt?"

"entay narfazteni , bas 3asal 3ala galbi hehe"

"elyoom elli bet7ache feh ahalek ra7 agolik"

"ok , enzain aby ashofech 3ala el 6abe3a"

"..."

"alooo"

"ma3ak"

"khalas mabe menech shay zain"

"hehehe a7san"

"ee the7kay o ana hni me7targa a39abi" .. solafna shway .. o gali ena etha aby aroo7 mukan lazem i msg him just lel3elm .. ba3den ra7 ynam cuz kan 7ada ta3ban ..
gali ena bel kuwait he don't join msn kelesh fa kena nsolif bel telephone .. wayed.
sarla al7en 3 days bel kuwait .. i was hungry , so dazetla msg 6.30

7amad ana 7adi yo3ana baro7 ayebli akel min wasabi

dazli : bel3afya , ana 6ale3 3endi shaghla laman terkeben el sayara call me khansolif shway

dazetla okay , i called wasabi elkanesa to order for take away , lebast gray training shorts ma3a light pink polo shirt , o my gray-pink flip flops , 7a6ait labello 3ala my lips .. sha3ri kan pony tail .. i grapped my bag o told mama ena am going to bring me food , rekabt el sayara and called him

"hala hala"

"ahlain"

"sh6alba min wasabi"

"sushii yum yumm"

"taklen sushi?"

"ee laish"

"alla yzed el ne3maaa"

"enta thayga bel awal gabel la etefalsaf"

"la walla bs shakla o re7ta , matshaweg"

"emmm , 3ala yoom lazem ta6lub wet'thoog"

"hehe enzain ase2lech sheno latheth wajarba .. wala agolich , laman akhthech ajarba ma3ach"

aaaaaaaaaah galbii

"alo wainech"

"kaniii"

ga3adna nsolef len wesalt elma63am .. "agool 7amad khal ayeb my order o akalmik"

"bathel ma3ach 3al kha6"

"ooh ok"

"chena mo3ajbech"

"la walla 3ajebni"

"eeeeeeh 3abali hahahaha"

dashait wasabi , kan ne9a matros .. 3ala hal halaga matwaqa3t ashof a7ad , i don't care enshalla bs ma7ad y3arefni .. i took my order o was heading to my car .. chan ashof wa7ed labes deshdasha wagef yam sayarty , hamad still 3ala el kha6 , i was walking slowly then sheft elrayal mal el valet parking .. 3a6aita el key o geltla eyeb sayarty , eeff kan 7ar "laish entay matro7en el sayara"

"madre fe wa7ed wagef hnak o sayarty b3eda , kheft" i was talking o facing HSBC bank

"yal ghabeya hatha ana"

"ayshay sa7 , laish yaaay!"

"feeha shay ?"

ambaih laish magali! we3 i look like -bo el shabab-

"ee feha shay eni ma adre laish etsawe chethy 7araka baykha"

"inzain shofeni"

"MABI"

"ya7alatich wentay em3a9ba"

i turned my head wela he was wagef greeb staring at me , i blushed so hard!
"enta meta yet hni , 7amad roo7 lateftha7na"

"dalyaa shaklech wayed a7la min el sora"

"thank you momkin tro7?" 7atan uhwa looked so damn gorgeous

"wala mani raye7 len terkeben el sayara"
wsalat sayarty .. [arkab el sayara] was my mission impossible la2ana kan yam babii wagef SHIT .. ya mal el valet .. "maam" tana7t ebmokani , kan mawqef la o7sad 3alaih! "excuse me maam is he bothering you?" "mm noo noo , thanks alot" ebser3a rekabt sayarty o rega3t my door , el7amdela my windows emghayemen! "hamad bye" o i closed the line , ambaih 7arakta baykha .. i saw him walking fast toward his car o he was calling me ..

"na3am"

"daloy a7ebech"
3ala kether ma kent em3a9ba , hal kelma .. 6akhekhatni!

"asef bs ana ga3ed a7en aby ashofech o entay mo rathya"

"dalya latze3len"

"7amad bagolik shay"

"entay tamreen"

"tara 3endi raqam gheer hatha"

Ghareba (5) part A

2009-07-15T13:24:00.003+03:00

inzain 3a6ni 5 minutes ared 3ala msgat rab3e ;P

loool yalla ana ba3ad ared 3ala elmohane2en

after my loya with 7amad ga3adt ared 3ala elmsgat refejaty , o ba6alt emaili almost all the users dazenli e-card , so cute!

alooooo

dalooy yalla zara3teni

yalla khalast bas ga3da ashof my e-cards

shofehum wentai tsolfen ma3ay

ok walaw enik garag adre mara7 ashof shay :P

lool hayyeeen basket :x

ana a3almech

laaaaaaaaaaaaaa j/k :P

daloya base2lech so2al o abech etjawben ebsara7a

ask alla yaster!

bs motez3elen lol

ok yalla askkk

hatha raqmich wela 3endech kha6 ghera ?

OPS! agool el sij wela achatheb ?????

la kha6ii

akeeed?

eeeee

AKEEEEEEEEEEEED?
shofai dalya tara ana ma7eb el chethb wel laf weldawaran

gooolai el sij al7een a7sann

etha gelt ilsij he'll ask me about my real number o ana mabi agoola

ee mensejje ma3endi ghaira ;\ laish

mmm , walaw eni momsadeg bas basadeg lol

o laish momsadeg hehe

la2ana el raqam ylawe3 el chabd :x

sala6a
efashil loool

hehe mashkor 3ayeb 3ala raqmi ;(

la la ma7shoma lol , enshalla le radet el dera athab6ech eb raqam OK

kaifek :P!

daloya akher mara ase2lich .. sij hatha raqmich? :/

eeeeeeeeeh sij sij sij

I know if everything went well , this lie will cause big trouble , but i have my reason for doing that , o enshalla i'll deal with it!

*hamad calling* weeeh shyabi ba3addd!

dalooy sheleh basam3ech shay thani

ok

i pressed answer

"alooo"

"ooh neset enich mata7achen hehe" *i giggled*

"tara sema3tech teth7eken" way fashla!

i typed him bel msn YALA SHENO BETSAME3NIII

"yalla sem3ay ehda2"

"elwad alboo ebyoga3ooo o 3awez 7ad edala3oo ,, elwad be2ool el aaahh .. AaAaaa , mush la2ee 7ad ma3ah AaaAaa"

"e7em , o hathi ba3ad"

"te9awar , lo khalat hal dera men 3aainek wala t3ood ,, yanbet 3alehaa el7ezen waser ana kal3ood .. shoof el alam ma bara7 fe mohjete wel3ain , 6ayerni mara eb fara7 khalni alagy 3ainn .. tarwe 3a6ash dam3ety yakfeni 6ool el bainn ,, la3adam sootik o lakhala menek mukaan,, ya a7la ayam el3omer ya aghlaa kelma belsader , shofat 3yoonik munyetee lakena mo bedey .. la ma aby 3umri yomer menghair shooftech ya daloya shofat 3yoonich monyete LAKENA MO BEDEY"

i was surprised o mistansa ena fe ghneya eb esmii so i talked! "allaah mino hatha elli emghany 3alaay"

"hahahaha al7en hatha elli na6egach"

ambaih tefashalt , so i typed bel msn

mashalla hatha sota wayed 7elow , o estanast ena emghane 3alay hatha mino elli ga3ed yghaney ?

he said bel telephone "hehe sij sota 7elow ?? o reday 3alay hni mo bel msn!"

i whispered "eeh sij"

"hatha ana elli ga3ed aghani hehehe wanastenii"

i screamed "CHATHAB"

"wallaaaaaaaaa el3atheeemmm .. yalla golai sheno taben tesme3en 3ashan etsadgeni"

i typed madre kaifek

"dalyo tara el computer mo yami ,, sheno taben tesme3en"

"3ala thoqik" whispering

"hehe entay ya etsarkhen ya etsasren! yalla emmm .. sheno sheno .. e7eem ,, a7ebak laih ana madree , le ahwaak ana madree .. lo marat 3alay thekraak .. yfez elnabth fe sadrii"

akhaih ee walla , gam yfez el nabth fe sadri!! sota sij ... 7elow!

"aloo ma3ay ??"
"golay ya36ek el 3afya shay!"

"mashkor"

"el3afo daloya.. bs ba3aref laish etsasreni?"

"la2anna ekhty bell dar elli yami akhaf tesma3"

"laa , yalla 3ayal msn msn bye"

"bye"

back to msn

loool

shfek teth7ak hehe

entai et'tha7ken wetwansen

o0oh i see :P

solafna till 2.45 then he said

daloya bacher lazem aro7 el jam3a embacher

degai 3alai ga3denii

ma3endek alarm ?

embala bs mayga3ednii :(

mm ok ,3ashan a3aref enik ga3adt seka eb waihy mo etshela

hehe ok .. ga3deni 8 ebtawqet el kuwait

ulla embacher ;

mashkoraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa khalas mabi menech shay

hehehe la khalas okay okay , yala go sleep

intai ba3ad , te9be7en 3ala khair

wenta min ahl el khair , bye

latensain tara me3temed 3alaich :)

enshalla

bye..

i set my alarm at 7.59 to wake him up .. 8.00 in the morning i called 3 times o he didn't close it eb wayhi ,, sheno ma3qola chethy nomta thegela ? rabe3 marra , thani rana chan yshela
sleepy voice "mmmmm" way 3awar galb , saketa eb wayha! o dazetla msg

Goodmorning , ha ga3adt?

he replied 3ala 6ool ee mashkora daloy

i texted him back 3ayal ana back to sleep bye

my mobiles was already on silent , so i had a good sleep .. i woke up at 3.00 el3a9er that day , akhatht el mobile ashof etha dazli shay leget msgs menaa , i was

- 8.30 ana tawni khales min el shower babadel o aroo7 el jam3a

-9.00 we3 el showari3 hni ,, kelesh mo za7ma!

-10.00 nas naymen bel 3asal o nas ye67soon lool

-2.00 ana rad el sheqa entay lel7en naymaaaa

-2.30 bas akaltay el makhada lool .. etha ga3adtay golele 3ashan ashbek

i was lying on my back while reading his msgs .. ya7lela .. i smiled .. re7t qasalt o badalt .. 6arasht el sayeq eyebli coffee min starbucks then joined msn around 3.45 , he was on away

hi , tawni ga3da :P

9aba7 el khair belail lool

thanks :P enta hniii sh7aga 7a6 away

fe nas male khelg'hum lool

ashwa mo ana :P ha how is collage?

aked mo entai :) ,, tamam bas el darb lo3at chabd walla

yalla ma3aleh .. meta betred el kuwait??

yabelee 10 says :( WAYED

ee :\ bel6oool wela bel3arth bemeroon

3ad etha radait lazem tgolenli esmich 3ashan akalem ahali ;)

hehe enshalla!

hal marra i believed ena he's honest .. after "our birthday" o "waking him up" calls , he didnt call me again .. we exchange texts when me or he aren't online .. kelyoom at3alag feh zyada .. i like him so much .. and i want him too!

Ghareba (4)

2009-07-15T08:04:00.003+03:00

bage 7 hours 3ala el.midnight , mara7 athakra ena yabi mini shay .. enshalla yensa! 17.00 he was online ..

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

ahlain :D

shakhbareeechh

tamaaaaaaaaam enta shloonik ???

ebkher damech ebkheeeeer

haaa mestansa el yoom 3asa dooom enshlla loool

laish ana kelyoom mestansa mu shay yedeed :P

eee 3adel , haaaaa shtaben hadeya??

way manesa :S , mmmmm .. aby sora :D

looooooool laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

hehehe embalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

okkkk okkkk etha 3a6etene hadetech a36ech hadeyty okk

ok deal

inzeen shda3wa se2lenee shabii

enta gool mulazem as2al :P

ana hadeyteeeeeeee

ennich

enich

eeeeeeeeee ???

etdezenliiiiiiiiiiiii

eeeeeeee?

msg el sa3a 12.00 :$

loool lazem etbarkeleee bakbar senaaa

okkk tara 3eedmeladi mategderen tgolen la

ambaih no no nooooooooooooooo NO!

heya rethetai sa7 ee el skoot 3alamat el retha

alooooooooooooo weeenech

laaa magdar :( e6lub shay thaniii

laaa plz dalya plzzzzz

latakseren eb kha6ri :( :( :(

dalooyaa :( :(

makesart kha6rech :( :(

heheheh la plz plz e6leb shay thani

dalloy walla mara7 eta7asefen sadgeeneee

tara ana mo bel kuwait lat7aten a6ale3 el kha6 besem meno

dam yebt el 6ari 3ayal bet6ale3 besem meno :P

laaaaaaaa walla laaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ana mara7 asawe shay men warach ban6erech len etgooleenli

haaaaaa

shgeltay ? walla ana 9aj walla

madre afaker :/

:( :( :(

hach sora al7en

*sending picture*

*sending another picture*

i didn'y accept them

laaa mayserr lazem yser 3edmeladi awall :P

shasawe fech 3ashan teqtan3en

dalya lat'thaygen khelgy :(

khalas lat7en 7amad afaker

ga3adna nsolif o neth7ak 3ala random things .. yred y7en ba3den nghayer el mawtho3 wensolif again , 6folta et'tha7ek kan wayed wayed she6an , i really loughed that day len 3awarni ba6ni .. o i was thinking wether to send him birthday msg or not .. wayed y7en , kesar kha6ri ,, i know ina it's wrong .. gelt etha badezla min my wataniya macintosh number , so i cheked etha fe ra9ed wela la2 , 6ala3 mafe ! so 6arasht eldriver eyeble cart 3ashan a7e6li ra9ed incase badezla msg! ..

dalooy

dalooyaaa

daloya oya oyaa oyaaaaaaa

loool shfek fe9alt

ra7 etdezen

mo ebkaifech

yemken

hahahahah ya3nyyy eeeeeeeeeee

ya3nyy eeeeeeeee

waaay wayed emsadeg nafsek :P

shqasdech shqasdech

tara ana mo hayen lol

mo hayen 7ag ro7ek :P

agooooooool

theb6ay 7alich loool

that day , we chatted untill 11.30 then he said

chaykay emailich ra7 telgen raqmi mal ma9er

ana baf9el al7en wan6erech etdezen msg

etha sarat elsa3a 12.00 o madazetay :(

etha madazetayyyy

ethaaa madazetaaaayyyyy

mara7 asawe shay loool

bs baz3al etha yhemech latza3leni :( :(

hehe heeey laaaaaa la7thaaaaa

dont gooooooooo bagolik shay waitt

embala baroo77 yalla byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

byeeeee

waaaaaaait waaaaaittttttttt

*hamad is offline*

laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ambaih mo sij! my heart was pounding fast, and my cheeks turned to red o sert 7aranaaa! ambaih khayfa! laish chethy sawa eeff khara! o el wagt laman ma abeh ymer gam ymur ebser3a! i opened el email elli daza li .. there was his number .. ga3adt akhez el screen for 15 minutes .. kan el wath3 "take it or leave it" , there's no other way .. i dont want to break his heart i know how badly he want this .. o ba3den its "our birthday" i dont want to ruin the day ! i grapped my mobile to write new msg , my hands were shaking , i know deep inside ena its WRONG WRONG WRONG , bs am gonna do it! ketabt his number , o chayakt eni katbeta 3adel .. o i wrote

HappY BirthDay ;)

o thalait maska el mobile , its 11.54 bage 6 minutes , o kent afaker adeza madeza ? haa ? haa ?

11.55 , adezaaa? 11.56 la mabiiii ,, 11.57 embala aby maby akhsera ..11.58 bs akhaf he hurt me ? 11.59 ambaaaihhhh .. 12.00 .. i pushed SEND!

***SENDING*****

ambaaaaaaaaaih ambaaaaaaaih shsaweeettt .. min el khar3a + feshela feeling i closed my eyes o da3ast rase eb my pillow .. beep beeep ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DALOY ;****

off this is maay! o hatha my mtc line WAY MU WAGTICH.. tawni bared 3aleha wela yosalni msg 3ala my wataneya , ofcourse it was hamad .. he sent

Ba3ad 3umri wallaaa

msg thani

kel3aam wa7na eb alf khair :*

i blushed , way ya7alataaa .. i was writting "wenta ebkh..." incoming call* ayshay ! he's calling mee LAISH! NO PLZ .. i didnt answer

dash msn..

dalooooyyyy ba3ad chabde wala :*

yalla sheleh

he was calling

heey shtabee mabiii

sheleeeh yalla dag mukalama daloyaaa

noooooooo

he called again

baba lata7achen basam3ch shay

inzain :S

shelta ..

"aloo"

"alooo tesme3enee"

i typed bel msn

ASME3EK!

"hahahaha dag 3alech ana o treden bel msn hahaha .. yalla ma3aleh ,, laish sakta testee7eeeennnnn??" WAY I BLUSHED SO HARD 7aset rasi ebyenfejer "hahaha enzain sem3ay ehdaa'a" 7a6li hal song bs mo eb soot el jasmi , madre mino kan yghani bas sota kan wayed 7elow .. "enta 3endi 7aja ghair , hathy mafeha kalam .. 3umri o 7ubi el kebeer manta wa7ed wel salam .. ya3nii kheth menne thuman bekhte9ar o kelmeten .. enta 7aja eb hal zemaan matekarar maretain .. matekarrar maretain" "alooo shrayech" "entai shaklech mentai met7achya yalla akalmich msn , bye daloyty"

u know what ! i cried!
msn
aloooooooooooooo
ween el mesta7ya weenhaaa

thanks 7amad a7la hadeyaaa :~)

ooo sij neset adezlich leswar loool
yalla accept

dazli 4 pics o kel wa7da a7la min el thanya ,, mashalla he's mazyoon wayed , shag 6alal bene9!

heheehe thanks walla nesait

ana manesait ;) o etha wa3adt akon gad kelmete 3ashan tsadgen bs

sij ,, kan a7la birthday mar 3alay!