Falling apart..

What do u do when evry thing seems to be a big lie?
cheating husband .. etha ebtendam laish u cheat bel asas ? WHY WHY ?
laish u break my heart then u ask me to forgive u ?
o foog kel hatha mako la eslob wala mo3amala ?
why its easy to cheat on me ? and u want me to forgive u every time ? ana ma7es? if u treated me right maybe kint agdar asame7


what do u do when u feel lonely ?
i have so many friends .. bas 6la3aw ,, fake friends ? i guess
they talk behind my back .. yetshameton .. i told them everything about my meserable life .. yetshameton .. when i needed them .. khaloni o ygolon malna khelg qatha o ghlega ? and that i am a drama queen! duh.. lies every where .. they are lying about every thing .. my story was intesting to them lana they didn't know anything about me .. ba3den faj2a malaw .. o ra7aw! why?


what do u do when u trust NO BODY?
kelshay agola ga3ed yengal 7ag other persons o hal other persons ygola 7ag others .. why ? i trusted u laish chethy ? kelman yesta3be6 .. kelman labes qena3 .. i don't know what to do .. i can't talk .. i can't breath .. i can't live ..

min el qamta eli ebgalbi i can't sleep .. o etha nemt elqamta etga3edni men el noom! 7arga eb 9adre morathya troo7 ..
i wish i never existed..

el7amdela 3ala kel 7al .. sorry guys muga3da akteb sarli mudda .. a7es mogadra .. mafeni 7ail asawe shay ..

i love u
-dalya